nezitiCx

A Unique Friend

2009-06-29T18:50:00.003-05:00

MyNote:
A Unique friend:

I had never had a unique friend in my life, until I met this person in the field. He was very competitive in the field. He was striker, I am right winger. He was very skilled in the field, dribbles a lot. We played together in the same team for 2 years, and won the league about 4 times. He was a Christian Arab. What amazes me the most about him is that he was not only good at Soccer, but he was also a very good musician & singer, a medical student-becoming a surgent, a math & science geek, a business minded, and as a person very kind, spoke 3 languages, a Chemical engineer, loved video games, aware of history. I never knew all these about him on the field, I never imagined to meet such a person like that in the field! One day I was at the bookstore- Where he used to study medical books for 3-6 hours a day and still manage to play soccer and play music - I was studying Engeering physics and didn't understand it a bit, he came to help, and he explained it very easily with full details and formulas without using the textbook. I asked him, "when did you study this?" He said "5 years ago", I asked him "Have you reviewed it since then or even majored in physics?" He said "Nope, never it's all in my mind, my friend". I studied Calculus II once, I asked him some problems to solve, He solved them so easily, he even remembered in what sections of the book those problems should be at. I was really amazed. He could speak English, French, and Arabic fluently, he offered lessons but could not find him customers. He wrote his own songs, then played them with his guitar, piano, drums. I have never really had such a friend in my life. One time, he joined a business plan competition and his plan won the first place, the prize was $4000. He's only 25 years old, and majored in Chemical engineering, and now going to be a surgent, I hope. All the lucks to him, and I wish I was so much dedicated like him. I wonder dear readers, if you have had a unique friend like mine...

Good night dear readers.

Reflect Your Image.

2009-06-20T15:41:00.003-05:00

MyNote: The most frequent & inspiring thought, I have come through in my life so far is the thought of death. No matter how dark & depressiong it is, and how escapist we are toward it, that thought is still inspiring me to keep going on to achieve something special in this life before I meet it in the end line. Maybe, It inspired Stephen Hawking to achieve his goals, and Armstrong to finish the race. The thought of death, and how my end would be like comes to my mind every night before I go to bed, or when I have a long drive. If every one thinks of death, and always keeps in mind that the end isn't known- it's a sudden occuring moment-;

Would we make every last word that come out of our mouths meaningful?

Would we make every decision cunstructive and memorial, would we speak carefully because every word could be our last, and the last to be remembered by...? ? ?

Would you really even bother to re-read me? would this be my last word and could be a memorial...?

Try to make your positive image keep reflecting every where, even after you disappear from this life.

Good night dear readers.

2009-06-13T01:32:00.000-05:00

My father knew English more than Arabic, but he always spoke Arabic although he made mistakes he spoke to his people in Arabic. We joked about his mistakes he laughed when we did. Unlike others who speak to me in English although they speak Arabic fluently and it is weird that sometime you see a conversation between two one replying in Arabic the other in english.please people speak in common lanuage for respects and unity, let it be French, English, Urdo,or Alienish, just let it be a common between you.

Swine flu + Twitter

2009-06-12T14:07:00.005-05:00

I will be blogging soon, I have finally a break , a summer break. This is my microblog - Twitter: http://twitter.com/nezitiCx

MyNote:

Swine Flu has reached about 30,000 cases. 74 countries since April. Most infections come from America + Mexico. Now we have had American Invasions in Afghanistan and Iraq, and Swine flu invasion. A nation killed most of its pigs, and left one on power, maybe for good luck? If we eliminate the virus... it will come back again since the origin is still raised by farmers! So what's the solution? Maybe we should kill the farmers and let the pigs live alone in the wilderness. Maybe some industries profit a lot from pork, easy to raise, and is it hard to find an alternative source, healthier and cleaner?!

Some republicans accused Obama of spreading the virus to get more supports for his health plans...Yeah Obama went to Mexico, hand shook all infected victims, and then made sure he spat on all Mexican immigrants on the borders in his flight way back home, then he hugged all rednecks in the south, except those KKK, because he was black, then he tried to infect Dick the cheney, but failed.... Bush couldn't be infected, he was one IQ score smarter than the virus although Obama french-kissed him.

Tonight Joke: Libyan president Gadhafi with a picture of Omar Almukhtar on his chest in his first visit to Italy, I wonder what was inside the italian prime minister Silvio BERLUSCONI.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ170! + MyDaily

2009-04-25T02:22:00.003-05:00

BedTime's Qoute[170] - forgot to count.

"A house can't stand with one element only, it needs many elements to make it stand such as sands, bricks, cements, woods and a human's will to keep it safe". --[x]

Mydaily:

It's 2:22am. I haven't slept yet, why should I sleep when I haven't worked hard enough to remember my father today? I'm working hard to be a great someone! I need to do something special before I rest underground. I am [x], an unknown person in the web! who almost quited writing but still lingers to use his fingers to click more characters on his keyboard. I don't need so much muscles to do that, but a huge graveyard of dead braincells to dig.

I've been home for 10 months now since June 2008. Many things happened, many things I have seen but how lazy were I to record them all! Mabye I got a bit brainwashed by the great wave of Arabian-traditionalist behaviour of laziness and close-minded thinking methods. I don't even know if those terms even existed in the last line I typed.

Being the head of the house isn't an easy thing, in fact it's like being a president except that it should be in a tiny pure environment without lies and sins limited by four walls not few countries and some oceans. I have to please mother then displease her, please brothers then displease them accordingly and chronologically depending on the moment and place!

I never went to graveyards, and when I did I never expected it to be my dad's. Since then, and I'm so much changed from inside.

I never expected my government bothers so much to know everything about me and every creature in this land, It's not like I am that special! for god's sake I can't even be the next president, nor even planning to build a nuclare reactor. In addition, I don't even know how to swim and the only thing I can do is play soccer and cook rice - well something to be proud of! COOK RICE!... there's nothing special about Aarab men except that feeling they get after having a ricey-lunch. The feeling of drowsiness, burping then snoring deeply not to mention farting!

I can type forever and that won't change the reality of me being [x], which is unknown person to you [not my government because they bother a lot to know me well].

The economical crisis isn't helping any side, but it's a wake-up call to the capitalists, that the world isn't only materialistic, nor an empty pocket asking for more loans from your banks. It's not about making money through interest rates. And for those Muslim-bankers, Islamic bank can't be a solution to the problem if they don't really implement a pure islamic system. Otherwise, Islamic solution would look a failure to the capitalist bankers. Therefore, using the Islamic banks as a solution is a bad-step and bad call if it's not trully Islamic, but a name. Last news I read 70% of UAEians are living on loans...

If people keep taking loans, and never pay back plus -7aram- high interest rate, I religiously wonder how many of those would enter heaven?, logically and unfortunately for UAE, 70% can't so far! no offense nor discrimination to any nation but UAE is just an example, and Kuwait can be even a sadder example!.

Note: Thanks for reading, and sorry for killing some of your braincells reading my unbeneficial words.

Good night dear readers.

Miss You.

2009-04-06T00:11:00.000-05:00

I miss this place so much, since my father death I have gaven up writing for myself. I have written some notes but didn't bother to publish them. I can't even add another line beyond this, I don't know whom to write about, pointless thoughts have conquered me.

Psychological Status: Sad 4 father, happy @ school.

Political Status: Being spied on.

Have a good night dear readers.

Wasted Soul by A crazy soul.

2008-10-18T16:20:00.000-05:00

BedTime's Quote[...]:
"The worst realization in life is death, but it's the most important to change one's view toward the world that he's interacting with. This is the life, it's short, it's not measured by one's longevity, but good deeds. Good looking or bad looking, young or old, black or white, all face death, and all are the same underground, clay and sand, bones and no flesh. I'm thankful to be his son and I won't forget to mention him in my prayers"--[x]

My father was a very organized man, and very hard working. He was an American in his organization and loyalty & disciplinary to his job, and a true Arab & Muslim in his traditions and religion. It's hard and rare to find organized and discipline men in our a chaotic lazy nation of Arabia. He was killed by a policeman who was driving fast to work! at 7pm. He was driving at 200km/hr. No need to go to the hurtful details of the accident more than talking to my father. My father never spoke loudly, nor frowned, nor gossips, nor had a grudge against someone. He used to sleep at 9pm and woke up at 3am. He read Quran from 4 to the sunrise. He started his day looking at his parrots and write down on his journal and task tables to plan his day. He used to fix and repair the house electrical and plumbing problems by himself and he loved to repair our local mosque. He was very healthy, he always said "Eat Salad then meat in your meals it protects you from Cancer". He never beat his kids to enforce something on them, he liked to convince with soft words rather than using a stick or a sickle! I remember whenever I was mad at someone, I used to say "I would beat him!" my father would say "You were raised by Hitler or Bush?" "انت متربي عند هتلر ولا بوش؟". He had a great job as an oil engineer, but he never looked down at people nor cared about luxurious things. He always donated a lot of money to the poor. He was very peaceful and always smiling, he had friends and relations with people from all backgrounds, Muslims, Christians, Hindus, Atheists, Arabs, Asians, and Westerns. He was very clean, he always took care of his look and health. When I was washing his body to bury him, his toes and fingers looked so clean, his face was bright and smiling. At night after we buried him, I saw my grandfather locking the mosque door at 3:00am. I asked him "What's wrong?", he said "The water is dropping non stop, I don't know what's wrong with it" then he started crying and said "The man who used to fix it for me passed away and now no one would fix it for me". He bought a gift to his mother as usual whenever he travels, but I guess now the gift is never delivered this time...

We cry for him not because he is dead, but because the vacuum he left behind is almost impossible to refill while people still speeding with their cars to be on time at work or to race each another, or for fun, great people are killed and wasted for nothing, but a weak disorganized corrupted system ruling this nation. And guess what? the man who caused the accident survived, he was jailed for two days and then released! the insurance company covers everything and all go like nothing happened! while two days ago, my friend drove his car without a driving license, he hit a rich guy driving Porsche, the rich guy said "Don't worry I will take responsibility and it will be my fault" since he knew my friend was financially poor. Unfortunately, an undercover police officer heard their disccusion and arrested my friend and put him in Jail. Now my friend has to pay about $40,000 to fix both cars since the insurance can't cover him, and also to pay for his release from Jail where he has been there for 4 days now.

+Not just this, but also at the accident, some people took advantage of it, and stole my father's wallet and watch!, and did shopping using my father's visa card! I really don't understand how some people can be like this.

May Allah reward my father heaven, and may Allah guide our nation to organization and sensibility!

Good night.

Father Death

2008-10-17T14:49:00.000-05:00

Since my father, 49years old, passed away in a deadly car accident, life has become so different and so complicated to me. Everyday I discover something and every day I face a new problem. The most important thing I've realized during this time that our social system is so fragile and corrupted where the dead isn't respected nor is the living one. I see greed and generosity fighting each other, while sorrows and evil smiles are killing each other. I wish, I could live somewhere else. I'm thankful for everything and thanks to Allah my mother survived the accident. Good night.

Photo

2008-08-11T17:48:00.000-05:00

Seaside fishing by [x]

Mydaily: I haven't blogged much lately because I didn't have what it takes to be meaningful...lately. Good night.

2nite's Last Words[2]:

2008-08-02T16:11:00.001-05:00

2nite's Last Words[2]:
"How unfortunate, we do pray, every day, only because it's a tradition. It's become as moves done five times daily, barely we feel its spirituality and its value. it is as a nutrition for our souls, our physical organ is full, while a spiritual famine hits us. Anyway...I have to go now because it's time to pray but not as a traditional act"

Partial Solar Eclipse

2008-08-01T09:55:00.001-05:00

Partial Solar Eclipse Taken by [x]

Note: Taken in Oman Muscat, August First afternoon.

BTQ[170]

2008-07-26T07:45:00.001-05:00

BedTime's Quote[170]:
"There are three important moments when people gather to see you in your life, when you are born, in your wedding, and when you die. In the first and last you can't tell them how you feel, while the second, you can never forget"--[x].

الحرب والسلام والجنس الثالث

2008-07-13T10:55:00.002-05:00

الحرب
والسلام
يتقاتلان
والجنس الثالث
في أمان
عاشت لبنان
ابيه
في فوضى
واصوات العود
والكمان
تحت حزب الله وجنبلاط
وسنيوره والجنس ثالث
والرقص شرقي
وملكات الجمال
اللهم اهدينا جميعا
أمين
يا رب العالمين

2nite's last words[1]:
"I'm going to sleep like that dead child of Palestine
underneath those bullets of Israel,
covered by leaves which used to be green,
those leaves fell from trees
blown away by winds from Arabian men's mouths
...they caused nothing because they were vowels" --[x]

Good night dear readers...

Sleepless in Muscat

2008-06-24T16:24:00.000-05:00

ٍSleepless in Muscat by [x]

انا لله وانا اليه راجعون

Sinking Colors

2008-06-19T11:44:00.000-05:00

Sinking Colors by [x]

Mom's flower.
I'm home.

B/w Good and evil a wall

2008-05-17T05:55:00.002-05:00

Antinationalist's thought:
Between evil and good, a wall.

I've been homeless, living at my friend's apartment to another. It's not that I'm really homeless, it's just that I have a home but I don't feel comfortable living in it any more, so I preferred to roam around. I'm at my friend's apartment. I just prayed Alfajir, and my hair is still wet from Wudu. The room is quiet, and the fan is spinning and its shades moving on the room's four walls. I could hear Um Kulthom classic songs coming through the wall and underneath the door from a next door room. Five Arabs roommates are there, laughing and chatting. Their laughters are loud and as meaningless as their conversations. They just finished smoking their last weed pot, and got drunk enough. I question myself a lot and realize that there is also a physical thin line between evil and good, and it was a wall. Like any wall in history, like the great wall of China, the Berlin wall, and the wall in Gazah. However, my wall is more personal, and socially sad. It's so fragile, insecure and thin comparing to the others. My wall is just to show you how society has become, and how evil and good exist in one house under one roof divided by a wall or two. All I could do is to put the pillow around my ears to hardly fall asleep and pretend there's only light not dark.

Good Night dear readers.

One Cent Missing

2008-05-06T02:44:00.002-05:00

AntiNationalist's Thought:
One Cent Missing

Today at work, an old white unshaved western man with a tiring face bought something, I told him it was four dollars and one cent, he gave me four dollars and two cents, I told him one cent was over, he said "Yeah you forgot last week I told you I was short one cent and forgot to give it to you". I was speechless and amazed at how honest and credible some people could be, I said to him "Well for your loyalty and honesty, I gave it back to you". I've seen Arabs and Muslims men throwing away cents, dimes and nickels in trash saying it's not much. I've met some who owed me hundreds of dollars not a cent, and still denied to pay back. In the darkest and most disordered working-class societies, you see drunken drugs addicted homeless people and prostitutes, thieves, and more. However you still sometime see inside them a sense of kindness and mercifulness, which amazes me the most because of how contradicting it is. I think the sense of mercifulness is what many of our Arab and Muslim societies miss and lack, and don't understand and realize it, even though they say it unrealizing the meaning of it everyday in their prayers: "Bismillahi al r-rahmani al r-rahim" "In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful".

Good night dear readers.

ابن القيم

2008-05-01T18:49:00.003-05:00

ابن القيم الجوزية مدهش من اتخاذ المسيحيين عيسى عليه السلام إلها متسائلا:-

"أعباد المسيح لنا سؤال نريد جوابه ممن وعاه:

إذا مات الإله بصنع قوم أماتوه فما هذا الإله؟

وهل أرضاه ما نالوه منه فبشراهم إذا نالوا رضاه؟

و إن سخط الذي فعلوه فيه فقوتهم إذا أوهت قواه؟

وهل بقي الوجود بلا إله سميع يستجيب لمن دعاه؟

و هل خلت الطباق السبع لما ثوى تحت التراب و قد علاه؟

و هل خلت العوالم من إله يدبرها و قد سُمّرَتْ يداه؟

و كيف تخلت الأملاك عنه بنصرهم و قد سمعوا بكاه؟

و كيف أطاقت الخشبات حمل الإله الحق شداً على قفاه؟

و كيف دنا الحديد إليه حتى يخالطه و يلحقه أذاه؟

و كيف تمكنت أيدي عداه و طالت حيث قد صفعوا قفاه؟

و هل عاد المسيح إلى حياة أم المحيي له رب سواه؟

و يا عجبا لقبر ضم رباً و أعجب منه بطن قد حواه!

أقام هناك تسعاً من شهور لدى الظلمات من حيض غذاه.

و شق الفرج مولوداً صغيراً ضعيفاً فاتحاً للثدى فاه.

و يأكل ثم يشرب ثم يأتي بلازم ذاك هل هذا إله؟

تعالى الله عن إفك النصارى سيسأل كلهم عما افتراه

أعباد الصليب لأي معنى يعظم أو يقبح من رماه؟

و هل تقضى العقول بغير كسر و إحراق له و لمن بغاه؟

إذا ركب الإله عليه كرهاً و قد شدت لتسمير يداه

فذاك المركب الملعون حقا فدسه لا تبسه إذ تراه يهان.

عليه رب الخلق طَرا و تعبده! فإنك من عداه.

فإن عظمته من أجل أن قد حوى رب العباد و قد علاه.

و قد فقد الصليب فإن رأينا له شكلا تذكرنا سناه!

فهلا للقبور سجدت طرا لضم القبر ربك في حشاه!

فيا عبد المسيح أفق فهذا بدايته وهذا منتهاه".

Untitled

2008-04-28T04:21:00.000-05:00

In today's world, only good dies young.

BTQ[169]

2008-04-22T04:33:00.003-05:00

BedTime's quote[169]:
"I watched a lot of Fox news, until I got confused about reality" --[x]

"The only thing I learned from Watching News on Tv is the definition of confusion" --[x]

"All those who go through the presidential elections are liars, and they should never be trusted again when they become presidents" --[x]

Psychological Status: Very dark.
Political Status: dont-giva-dam.

Good night dear readers.

يامن يراني ولا أراه .

2008-04-21T01:30:00.003-05:00

يامن يراني ولا أراه .......*... أنظر بعين الرضا لحالي

وارحم بعفو ذلي وحالي ....*.... وكن لي عونا عند السؤال

فإني عبد حملي ثقيل ....*.... ولي ذنوب مثل الرمال

Mocking Life-System[12] + BTQ[168]

2008-04-15T04:33:00.001-05:00

12 Hours of Work by [x]

BedTime's Quote[168]:
"The Material world prices are increasing, while the Spiritual World is going low, many souls have become worthless, and a drop of oil equals everything" --[x].

Mocking Life-System[12]:

-Bahraini Riots is when people think that their kingdom is as big as USA and it is really capable of solving its problems alone.
-Omani Riots is when people get slapped and spanked and go back home to sleep quietly like nothing has happened.
-Saudi riots never exist, because the king says so.
-Palestinian Riots is when people shout and scream until their throats bleed and their lands become sandy and rockless, but still could not wake up one Arabic president from his asleep.
-American Riots is when people realize that they have mistaken again, and the tax rate has been changed.
-Danish Riots is when Muslims are on News.
-Dutch Riots is when people go naked and lay down in streets and call it - white protest! and it's part of their "freedom"
-Indian and Pakistani riots is when people all shout and scream after one man, without knowing what the real problem is.
-Chinese Riots is when you see dead and burned bodies in the streets, you realize that something existed before.
- In Russia riots never happen because their TV never show the truth.
- In the rest of Arabia riots are daily routines enjoyed by the kings and remote-controlled by imperialists.
- In Africa, the word Riot doesn't exist in their dictionary, instead they use "Civil war" which almost equals to rioting.

Therefore, let's riot over bread prices, rice prices, oil prices, but in the end it will not change the fact that we only riot when their oppression does almost cause our death, which in return it is our natural human reaction to act for survival. I wonder when will we riot for more knowledge, more justices, more rights, more anti-alcohol laws, anti interest rates - reba2... Riot for the child who never had education, a man who can't get married, or a woman who can't get a job, or for more books to be translated to Arabic.

Good night dear readers.

Unity & Humanity

2008-04-10T05:13:00.004-05:00

When we battle each other,
wound each other,
our blood drops down to the ground.
and our souls fly high to the sky.

The tree roots go deep,
and its branches go high.

North only faces North,
South only faces South,

The Sky and the Earth never meet together,

But they are like the spirit and the body
One can't exist without another.
Copyright@[x]

MyNote: Thanks for reading, and who's commented, I post my entries very late at night because most of my day I spend it busy outside, I only check the net before I go to sleep or when I wake up.

Good night Dear Readers

BTQ[162]

2008-04-07T00:22:00.001-05:00

Bedtime's Quote[162]:
"The offensive cartoons depicting our prophet could be a great tool we could use to spread the faith to wider audiences by not protesting violently in streets and sending threats to those editors, but by reacting kindly and explain & tell the life story of the prophet on live TVs whenever we are interviewed globally, this is the easiest and simplest counter-attack to defeat the islamphobia fans and haters at home" --[x]

Good night.

David Star Above

2008-04-06T16:04:00.001-05:00

Have you seen
The burning tyres in
the streets
the sky raining rocks and steels
Birds flying called F sixteens
Bones of hope
Of those who were erased
Over them a throne
Of 23 men on the top
And A david star above them

Controlling millions of masses
Engineering the killing machine,
Making rules and staging the scene.
We are the ignorants,
the cowards, and backward nation
Living in the undying summer,
the frozen winter,
Witnessing deserts
And leaveless trees.
We can't even move a stone without a permission.

They are drinking the blood of the innocents,
while praying under the Salmon Wall,
Great mosques, or
In casinos cursing God

They, Stealing our lands, burning olive trees
Making thousands
homeless, heartless,
Rock throwers,
tyres burners,
suicide bombers
So Just to settle and make a living for three!

Where does justice exist in today's world?
When millions die and few lives,
A baby thirsts for milk, while the soldier kills the cow.
We are the seeds that never grow,
The disabled people,
The deactivated brains,

Let's reactivate our intellects,
Let's reflect lights of knowledge and unity
to prove a point that history
repeats itself.
Yes, rewrite the story
Of the victory of our fathers
The happiness of our mothers,
End it and pour wax on it
Stamp it with blood and words say
"We over threw 23 men under David star"

Close to The Throne

2008-04-03T04:55:00.003-05:00

Dirty Cold Past by [x]
[Taken in Feb 2008]

Close To The Throne

A lifeless man
Digging for gold,
Building Palaces and Castles,
in front of heavenly views.
His friends to be sold.
His Protesters to be destroyed.
Say No to be gone
Say Yes to get close to the throne.

He thinks his words are memes,
His Constitution is Sacramental
And His People are just part of his agitprop.
...but between the narrow streets
Reality is very sad and catastrophical.

..He ignores the existence of God.
Greed is a sin,
one of the sevens'.
Power is a virus with no cure.
Sure,
He knows it all.

His death is pivot
A funeral to some
A celebration to many
Worms gather underground,
Waiting for the feast
To get down,
buried by the sands,
Covered and Marbled by a 5 inch thick stone.

...Worms consume him to a skeleton...
The Celebration won't last long,
Because another lifeless man
said Yes to get close to the throne.
copyright@[x]
influenced by [z]

AntiNationalist Thought:
Silly Imaginations

I sometime have strange thoughts to describe my moods and reaction to certain events, or express my madness. I never hesistate to express my madness or moods although they can be very offensive to my bosses so-called big brothers. I sometime have weird thoughts or imaginations. For example, I would imagine myself having a dream of a president but in abstract details. I write them as drafts because I don't think they are valuable, writing is good even if it was for nothing, because from nothing we are born. For example, imagining myself having this weird dream in this few lines:

In my dream,
I've Seen an old cow,
with two golden wings
flying!
An old turbaned man explained it
He said to me:
"another president
to be hang
And another nation
to be divided
into tiny dots like the sands".

Copyright@[x]
_________

Or Sometime I would imagine

A lion,
A donkey,
And a monkey,
The Lion says to the donkey, "you are strong, but you got no brain".
The Monkey says to the lion, "you are imperialist and powerful, but with fear you rule others".
The Lion says to the monkey, "you are smart, with hypocrisy & cowardice, you survive over the trees and behind the shades".
The Donkey says "Oh sorry, I did not understand you all, could you please repeat?"

Well those are just symbolizing real nations, America, Israel and the Arabs: Lion, Monkey, and Donkey. I hope no one gets offended. time to sleep, i can't share more of my silly imaginations...

Good night dear readers.

Pyschological Status

2008-04-02T01:55:00.000-05:00

MyNote: I barely have a free time, working 7 hours a day to survive, and while doing so, I witness the social decay of hundreds of individuals, there's no democracy, only lies and hypocrisy, this all makes me sinful, guilty...so I pray to be forgiven.

I wake up every day to think of three, school, work, and death. Barely know when to eat, and when to sleep. Sleep while the light is on, because dark makes me feel empty. The morning lights coming out of my window wakes me up, I wonder if there was no sun, how many like me would never wake up, maybe those people living in dark political prison cells never saw the light, and never woke up. Their sin was saying "No". However, my sins I can't know. I saw a man with no teeth, a homeless man under the rain. I wanted to help but I was broke, I felt so sinful, because my days had been so bad. I only had 5$ in my pocket, I decided to buy my favorite vitamin drink, grape flavor, it was not there in the shelves. I thought maybe God wanted me to donate what I had to that man so I would be forgiven, I went out in the rain, I gave the man all I had, I spent the rest of the day without food until night came, and my friend shared his dinner with me. These days I'm going through the same days again, so I'm sinful, I pray to be forgiven, or maybe there's another homeless man that I can donate my last $5 in my pocket.

Good night.

BTQ[161]

2008-03-30T02:11:00.001-05:00

Life likea Rorschach test by Floriana Barbu

BedTime's Quote[161]:
"The Ice plate in the Antarctica breaks into many big pieces, and those pieces swim deep in the ocean, and start to melt and get smaller day after day, until they disappear. Such a natural event reminds me of how our Arabic world might end" --[x] [Political-Understanding].

Political Status: Aggressive.
Psychological Status: Stressed & Lifeless.

Good night.

BTQ[160] + Reader Response

2008-03-27T00:55:00.001-05:00

BedTime's Quote[160]:
"I have to come to realize that poverty is a necessity for society to keeps its balance"--[x][Social-Understanding]

"I have seen countries meet for something to achieve, but I have never seen countries meet for more divisions and confusions like the ones we belong to"--[x][Political-Understanding]

MyNote:

A Reader Response to Children of Cart:

"A six year old, in grade One, came to us with a tissue, a single tissue, wanting to sell it for 100 Baisa. At 10 PM on a Friday.

He acted so poor, he had no shoes on, and started whining: please buy it, please. When we asked where his parents were, he said they were at home.

They dropped him off, with his friends, at night, on a Friday, to beg.

I wonder what his teacher would do when she finds him sleeping in the middle of thelesson. That's if he does attend class." --by 575.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[159]

2008-03-24T09:22:00.000-05:00

BedTime's Quote[159]:

"We are born everyday, and die every second passes by. The future is a battle between life and death, and you are the one who ends it, but can't restart it" --[x] [Social-understanding]

"A thin mustache,
Twisted tongue,
a muscular body,
crumbled spirit,
whitened skin,
Filthy soul,
luxuriously dressed,
badly behaved,
Gel in the hair,
dead cells in the brain,
An image of a nightmare,
A nightmare of today's Arab men" --[x]

Political Status: Uncontrollable.
Psychological Status: Extremely unemotional.

Good night dear readers.

Children Of Carts

2008-03-18T09:30:00.001-05:00

MyNote:
AntiNationalist's Thought
Children Widening The social class gap.

When I was back home last Christmas, I visited the fruit and vegetable market in Mowalih. It was crowded with buyers and sellers, all kind of fruits and vegetables were fresh and sold in low prices comparing to where I am now. It's a very active and busy market, very vital to many. What was shocking to me when I was there, was when I noticed that there were more children doing hard labors. I saw children lifting heavy bags and boxes of fruits and vegetables on their carts, they wore dirty old clothes, and didn't really have any basic safety to wear, nor a good pair of shoes. I really felt ashamed of how I looked like and what I wore at that moment, I wished I were them so they became me. They might have done these jobs to pay their livings. Doing hard labors becoming more important than education for survival is what their parents believe in. This is not just happening in my society, in fact it's happening everywhere nowadays, if children can't have education because they have to pay their parents bills, then who will build our nations in the future? Are we witnessing a social class gap that no one can fill except more thieves and criminals trying to tightening it? I can go into details but few words are enough to echo and shake a mountain of blind thoughts.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[158]

2008-03-17T05:42:00.004-05:00

untitled By Filip Bogdan

BedTime's Qoute[158]:
"What's democracy? Democracy is when you raise a child with a freedom of choice, and teach him to love only few things you want, such as fast food, dancing, singing, and car racing. However, when the child grows up, he will remain interested only in these few things that you have taught him, and he would never question your political directions because he never learned to care about them and that's democracy at its full potential to make a child thinks, he has freedom" --[x]

The Animal Kingdom

2008-02-26T17:38:00.000-06:00

A seed growing out of a concrete ground,
Flowers blooming out of trenches and gunholes,
A spiderweb built over a skeleton's eyes.
Nuclear waste fertilizing graveyards.
Gunpowders, Cannons,
Mines, and knives
Decorations for children playgrounds
Vultures & Crows crowing
Doors Cracking,
Winds whistling,

neighing, cheeping
clicking, chirping,
mewing, growling,
Madness and anger,
Emotional vocal mixes made by natures

these images & sounds are the future songs
Of our abandoned Earth.
World War Three has just ended.
Earth's left with no religion, no political party,
No ideology,
No Human Race to win any race!
Only...

The Animal kingdom Rising
Out of our History books,
Scientific inventions,
and political corruptions.
Our civilization crumbles.

Now,,,
Earth is happy without us.
us... The high-IQ race
Whose stupidity killed its own brain cells.

A lion ruling a jungle
Is more fair
Than An Arab man ruling a country.

A Monkey eating a banana,
Is more satisfied with his meal
Than a minister on his golden chair
next to a white blue beach,

A donkey carrying heavy cargoes
is happier than a man reading many books
and censored by his boss.

Let the Animal kingdom rule us,
they might do a better job in the end.
Copyright@[x]

Mynote: the post is to be edited later.

Good night dear readers.

Of A Man and his Religious Turban

2008-02-19T10:20:00.000-06:00

BedTime's Quote[157]:

"I like to drown so others can float" --[x]

MyNote:
AntiNationalist's Thought:

Of A man and His Religious Turban.

When I was in my home country 3 weeks ago, I went to the Friday prayer. I was excited to go since I had been away from home for almost 3 years. The mosque was huge and beautiful, with many Islamic Calligraphies. I sat outside because I came late, however the weather was beautiful, the Friday speech [5o6bah] started, and as soon as it started I got familiar with the voice of the speecher! He was the same one he used to speech 3 years ago with his boring voice tones. I said to myself, let me wait he might say something interesting, I daydreamed off and on through the speech, I might have committed sins or maybe my prayers weren't accepted by God, but I had no choice there was no way for me to pay attention to a speech that I had heard many times 3 years ago and now I expected something new but I was disappointed from hearing the same old dusty words praising God and reciting Prophet's sayings - hadith - so unrealistic speeches so far from reality and what people really want to hear to get inspired. The speech finished, I left the mosque. I went to the grocery store as all the natives do after the prayer to buy Mountain Dew or a Juice for the sake of being healthy! I asked my father "Why do you go to the same mosque if the speech remains almost the same?" He said "Almost Everywhere, They are all the same". Then I said to myself, well then maybe I should watch the speech on TV, or hear it on the Radio, then go to pray. It's really sad to see a huge mosque -with beautiful designs, which so much money was spent on to build, - like a fancy Chinese porcelain vase that's empty of water from inside and can't help thirsty people. I rather have a mosque built in clay, and tree branches in the middle of the desert but with a good wise talker who can inspire people to be better society. I see our mosques are built as a civil decoration by the highways not to attract people to pray, but to attract their eyes to see the outside and inside decorations and ignore what's inside of lost faith and a weak speecher. Only few who can give a speech without looking at their already-written speech on a paper sheet. It's a shame to look at a religious man- who can't even give a proper speech on Friday- with his Islamic traditional cloth, which have become a representation of nothing of wisdom or religious rights or a closer step to heaven, but a big sign saying "Hey look at me I've become a religious cleric I can advice you to heaven"

Good night Dear readers.

Unchanged

2008-02-17T14:55:00.002-06:00

He remains Unchanged

Winter Snow is melting,
Exhuming our frozen sins
Windy Weather brings Spring
Cleaning the streets of leaves
and depressing paper notes
He was to you a fairytale.
And you became to him a hell.
Innocence, Purity, and loyalty
He wanted...
Madness, Anger and A back stab,
He received...
Memories cutting like knives.
His back is full of your wounds.

Every stone becomes dusts,
Every castle becomes crumbles.
Every name becomes a gravestone.
But "He" remains the same
waiting you to become
pure...

He exclaimed:

All I wanted is to change the world,
I remained unchanged
And people went to the worse.
I only wanted to help
But you sent me to hell.
Hurting me wasn't enough
so you took my heart...
and gave it to someone else.
I'm left with no feelings...
Emotionless, restless,
a beast full of evilness.
After all these changes,
You came simply to say
"Bad Things happen for reasons"
But I say
"Bad Things happen for treasons"

May The lord guides you to heaven
And let me live this life alone
Facing dragons, beasts, and
a political hell named Nationalism.

copyright@[x]

MyNote: It's about a man who prefers to change the world, than marrying someone, even though it looks impossible to do so.

BedTime's Quote[156]

2008-02-14T06:33:00.004-06:00

Street Warrior by Neven Jurkovic

Bedtime's Quote[156]:
"When someone feels alone in the ocean, and is about to drown, she/he will hold on any floating object to survive, but it's a bad idea to hold on a shark, therefore I prefer to die"--[x] [Social-Understanding].

"Who is willing to sacrifice anything survives" --[x]

MyNote:
AntiNationalist's Thought:

AntiNationalist Confession

I am writing a new short political-fiction story. I wrote the introduction last night, so maybe I will finish the rest later. To be honest, I haven't blogged much because I was sick, a mental sick, I just realized that I am like those Russian suicidal novelists. They can't write without being depressed, or even drunk!, maybe they use a pen full of Vodka to write a story full of suicidal ends and creative thoughts on pages full of alcohol smells - Thanks God I don't drink. I was on medication for the last 7 months, those stupid medicine made me think of nothingness, made my brain feel like nothing existed, and ideas are lethal to brainstorm. They made me feel like I should only think of work, study, and sleep. In the same time, I did miss this place, I just could not think of any idea to write down, until last month when I stopped taking those pills, I started to blog. I realized that Pain is creativity and inspiration. If you don't feel the pain and suffer of a poor or sick man, then you would never be able to describe his thoughts and feelings. If you are always happy, and able to be creative-minded, then that's a blessing I might envy - don't envy it's haram. Anyhow, for myself, I can't think without being able to feel what others feel, and since those medications make me happy, high, and unthoughtful, then I gave them up, and prefer to be sad, depressed, suicidal, but most importantly, thoughtful. Yes I care about being thoughtful more than anything else, because it is what our nation today needs, it needs creative and thoughtful people, who feel pain and appreciate it, then work hard to increase it to the extreme limit just to make a desert a forest, and a crying baby a laughter. Life is not about happiness and peace to me any more, it's more about being painful, and thoughtful. I prefer to be sad and thoughtful to enlighten a child and inspire him to work hard to be our next leader, than being happy and unthoughtful marrying a woman who will bore me 10 kids, and none of them would build even an ant kingdom in his bedroom, but just praising his traditions and cultures, and adore his colorful flag and claiming that they are the chosen Muslims while the rest of the world goes to hell. It's really hard to walk on a line so thin that might decide where you fall into hell or heaven.

Therefore for now but not sure how long:

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Suicidal.

Good night dear readers.

We're Better Thieves

2008-02-12T03:44:00.000-06:00

@CartoonStock

Oh Dear Sultan
What have you done?
We sought a better salary
and A flourishing economy,
Not......
Appointed thieves
to organize our society!
They divide our wills and lands
Like the imperialists with their colonies
Divide and rule...
and hail the fools...

They steal
and steal,
then divide the lands
while our hands...
Get chopped off
for stealing a piece of bread..
Because Sharia laws
must be applied on any scapegoat in the end.

Please dear Sultan
Keep in mind,
Power is a source of troubles
So make it our trouble too...
Let us all have it
Because we all can be better thieves
who try to raise someone's salary
and a flourishing economy...
Copyright@[x]

MyNote: ...still waiting the courtroom's door to be opened...I hear the judges calling and the chains of fate are turning and screwing around victims' necks... ~~And Justice for all~~.

Good night dear readers.

The House of Shaytan.

2008-02-11T09:33:00.000-06:00

They say Peace is useful.
To The Enemies to rise again.
They say War is Harmful
To The guns to be broken again.
They say friends should be honest
To liars like you.
They say Hate is beautiful
To divide foes more.
They say Love is ugly
To Blind lovers to go astray.
They say the Devil is so kind
To Dictators to enslave nations.
They say Good is cruel
To Evil doers to be sent to death.
They say Smiling is a disease
To Sick eyes to be charmed again.
They say Crying is helpful!
Helpful to tears to fall down.
I say ignorance is power
To Arabs to be controlled longer.
I say Tradition is destructive
To creative minds to be prisoned in tiny cells.
I say We should stop giving Opinions.
Because Opinions are threats
To our presidents to last on their thrones.
Just let's forget our Religion,
And adopt their future eco-plans
To lead us to the house of Shaytan.
Located at Our leaders' Minds.

MyNote: Written in April 2007.

A river, A lake, a Mountain And the Garden

2008-02-08T12:55:00.000-06:00

Untitled by Michal Giedrojc

I'll get you a river,
a lake,
a mountain
and a garden,
You can then
imagine
your kids running
and lying
over a sunflowers carpet
under an apple tree
like Adam's and Eve's
Eating sinless fruits.
Then you sleep under a sparkling sky.
They try
try
and try
to capture a star,
they cry
but you tell them
"Don't worry
One day,
You can fly
and become one
like the river
the lake
the mountain
and this beautiful garden"

However they said:
"But this lake
has a black fate"
You whisper them a story
"Once upon a time,
There was a lake called
Black Fate
the villagers believed it had a monster
A carnivorous creature,
with long teeth
and sharp horns...
like the unicorn's
One day...
A young man...
with a strong faith..
and an invisible iron heart
went against the will of the villagers
He jumped in,
swam and swam
deep and shallow
and then exclaimed
"I am, I am...
the one,
the carnivore
the taboos destroyer
the monster killer"
everyone started to swim in
behind him..."
A lesson to learn
Never and ever believe in traditions
they aren't facts
it's a monster that give you
limitations.
That never let you enjoy
These river, lake, mountain, and the garden.
copyright@[x]
influenced by [z]

MyNote: Never give up a dream when you truly know and believer it is what should be done.

Good Bye Autumn

2007-12-02T08:55:00.000-06:00

Green leaves falling
Turning to Yellow and brown.

Trees' branches shrinking
Tiwsting,
and breaking.

Roses and Flowers withering

The Sun
has fallen shy
While the sky
has gone
cold,
silent,
and Chromosome.

Appreciate the beauty
Of Autumn
Before Winter
settles in.

Not Warm Enough + AntiN Thought,

2007-11-15T05:33:00.000-06:00

Not Warm Enough Yet

News are boring
When the causalities are low
People care about celebrities
When they get nude
and drugs addicted.

See our Earth, coughing!
green house effect
smelly lifeless rivers,
beside dry crops,
dead cows around,
flying crows & vultures above.

A political campaign
for the elites,
Carbon emissions reductions
won't comfort Earth's fears,
...a poor fisherman with an empty boat
In an empty lake,
...a polar bear without a piece of ice
to stand.
...a village flooded without a tiny cloud in the sky
But Bush and Hilary Clinton can't really tell the difference.

And Our middle Eastern crows,
wearing crowns,
Black Majestic knights be their name...!
Digging more black golds
While green energy isn't greener enough
to them.
Chicken and Rice tastes better without them!
Them - the green elements of health....
Their big bellys accept only bloody-proteins
Lucky us
Otherwise, our nation would suffer two instead of one....
Global warming,
and Famine.
Copyright@[x].

MyDaily: Good night dear readers... thanks for reading me and sorry for not being so active.

MyNote: AntiNationalist's thought: Mr.President Around Me...

You know dear readers, when I am home, the most popular word and image I read and see is "Mr.President". On news, Mr.President is eating, Mr.President sent an sms to Another Mr.President, Mr.President missed call King Mr.President of a country concerning about his son gonna-be-Mr.president's health, or congratulating him for his son gonna-be-after-his- sibling-gonna-be-Mr.president-Mr.President. Mr.President is going to visit a country for a meeting held by MANY MR.PRESIDENTS concerning OTHER Mr.Presidents financial problems and their political gang parties and how to donate for them and their wives then maybe-their Mr.Presidents' people whom are ruled willingly since they don't have to vote to no one but ONE!. And then when I go to get a hair cut, or to food place, or hospital, or even play soccer, I always see "Mr.President's Picture" in all sizes...from a Movie Poster size to Pocket size picture. Then I wonder and count the times I've seen Mr.President's pictures in a day, and I've found out that they are uncountable number of times, but I am sure it's more than the word "God" himself. Then when I went to school, first thing I had to do was "Say Good morning to Mr.President" which is actually a national anthem. Then when my first class started at 8am, first thing when I opened my English textbook, which I never knew how to read even one line of it, I unsurprisingly see Mr.President picture smiling at me. Then when the Music class comes - Yes we had one and trust me we only had to drums on the class tables since musical instruments were not available- we had to memorize an anthem about Mr.President and who could not sing along would get beaten up by the music teacher who happened to be Egyptian who disliked his own Mr.President! -
At the end of day, I go home tired, and ask mom about today's lunch, she asks me how is school? I reply with a tired tone "Mom, My school is all about Mr.President's life, my knowledge is so limited that I started to have a belief that my DNA has words and pictures of Mr.President". So mom what do you think of my belief?" she said "Well my son, - I don't think therefore I am!.... At night, I saw all people gathering around the TV, I forgot that today was Mr.President birthday and it's forcibly our national holiday.... I went to bed, thinking I would sleep peacefully, but in my dream fortunately - I did not see Mr.President ... It was the only place I could feel free... When I woke up, I saw my father setting up Mr.President's country flag, I said "Dad, this is not a Mr.President's government building, this is our house" Dad said "Well son, You need to show your loyalty to your country by any mean" I went quiet and said to myself " Well, maybe I should hang up myself on top of it as well, to show how loyal I am to my mental and intellectual suffering & sorrows.... Dad said "Why are you quiet?" I said "Oh nothing, I am just thinking to go to One Cent store to buy Mr.President picture to hang it in my room, kitchen, living room, bedroom, bathroom, and parking lot, just in case the Mr.President government has a doubt about our loyalty" ..sigh... I wanted to become Mr.President someday not to spread my pictures and news all around the country, but to make my people forget that there were once Many Mr.Presidents with many pictures around....

Good night....

Rusted Steels.

2007-10-26T20:50:00.000-05:00

He and I by Tom Snadii.

BedTime's Qoute[155]:
"Global warming is destroying Earth because of the careless people on thrones, unfortunately, some of them are even using the issue to win presidential elections" --[x]

The smell of rusted steels,
Reminds me of the prison guard's keys.
It was a sin not to feel
My poor neighbor's hunger and needs.
A child begging for money,
A woman selling her body for less,
A man killing another for an existence,

Bloody acidic brown colors melting
On me,
Society bleeding before thee,
Everyone complains,
But No one acts,
Don't let the royal holy majestic cheap perfume
hallucinate you,
Just follow your omens,
Please Thee,
And don't worry
When you anger "them".

The spirits of nature are within
Protecting whoever serves thee,
The smell of rusted steel fades away
When the child, woman and man
Smell the roses and flowers of my garden.
copyright@[x]
influenced by [z]

Political Status: peaceful.
Psychological Status: stressed, busy, and happy.

MyNote: I have not been here for while, I've been really busy since I also work part time tutoring History, English, and other subjects over night. If any one could fix my blog's background and some other parts of it, contact me, I would be thankful.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[154] + Carl Sagan Cosmos.

2007-09-02T00:22:00.000-05:00

Kaos by Ali Alisir.

BedTime's Quote[154]:
"Don't ever try to live between Fear and Love, because such a way of living will lead you to hate" --[x] [Social-understanding]

Political Status: Prepared.
Psychological Status: Happy Thanks to Allah.

MyNote: Do You know what drives a man like me crazy and sad?, not Love! nor Hate! But the deep painful thought of himself as a worthless single digit number in his government's statistical demographical records that can be subtracted from, multiplied by and divided by, but can never be added to Life except prisons. So many brains are wasted daily in our Arab World...I guess I would prefer the West to do outsourcing on us beside India, better than wasting our genius brains in vain and ancient traditions.

AntiNationalist Thought:
Our Arab World Image Based On Sagan's Cosmos View.

"The old appeals to racial sexual religious chauvinism to rapid nationalists fervor are beginning not to work a new conscientiousness is developing which sees the earth as a single organism and recognizes that an organism had a war with itself, is doomed", The astrobiologist, Carl Sagan said in his show Cosmos: A Personal Voyage. In fact, His book the Cosmos is based on the show. The book is the bestselling science book ever published in the English language. Carl Sagan views on the universe are so astonishing. I might not agree with him in some topics like Religion and the topic of God's existence, he might had been an atheist however he was really a deep genius thinker. His final chapter of his book The Cosmos, Who Speaks For Earth, he wrote:

"…The civilization now in jeopardy is all humanity. As the ancient myth makers knew, we are children equally of the earth and sky. In our tenure of this planet, we have accumulated dangerous, evolutionary baggage -- propensities for aggression and ritual, submission to leaders, hostility to outsiders, all of which puts our survival in some doubt. We have also acquired compassion for others, love for our children, a desire to learn from history and experience, and a great, soaring passionate intelligence -- the clear tools for our continued survival and prosperity.

Which aspects of our nature will prevail is uncertain, particularly when our visions and prospects are bound to one small part of the small planet earth. But, up and in the cosmos an inescapable perspective awaits. National boundaries are not evidenced when we view the earth from space. Fanatic ethnic or religious or national identifications are a little difficult to support when we see our planet as a fragile, blue crescent fading to become an inconspicuous point of light against the bastion and citadel of the stars."

If you think deeply about what he wrote, and look around at your family, your friends, your neighbors, your community and the tribes living within in a a big city surrounded by many small villages...All look united and divided in the same time, friendly to some and hostile to another depending on their nationalistic tribalistic social ideologies.... I guess you'll realize that our Arab World we are living in is just ludicrous.

Good Night Dear Readers.

BTQ[153]

2007-08-31T00:00:00.000-05:00

BedTime's Quote[153]:
"The Only way to Heavenly Salvation is to live in and resist the Earthly Hell" --[x]
....
Political Status: In Peace.
Psychological Status: Hopeful, Happy.

Web1: How To wiki. [Very good site teaching you HOW TO stuff].
Web2: When The Muslims Ruled in Europe. [A Must Watch, Google video].
Web3: What American Universities students know About Islam. [Video, Muxlim.Tv].

MyDaily: I have been busy, sleep early, wake up early. I am reading some books by Paulo Coelho too. I missed to celebrate our last national holiday, but fortunately, it's easy for me to pick up any national holiday date from the calender it's full of them and with flexible times. Therefore, fortunately today is Malaysia's Independence Day, Trinidad and Tobago's Independence Day, and Kyrgyzstan's Independence Day. And, Tomorrow is Libya's Revolution Day, Uzbekistan's Independence Day, and Slovakia's Constitution Day. Now I am happy, I am going to celebrate six nationalists holidays within two days! or even more If I want to or feel like to.

To be updated soon.

Good Night Dear Readers.

BTQ[152] +The Absolute Capitalism Failure.

2007-08-28T05:16:00.000-05:00

The Fall Of Erroneous Society by nezitiC[x].

BedTime's Quote[152]:

"Many Errors ignored causes many painful steps to walk on." --[x]

"People today believe in Celebrities news more than Politicians and Political Events news" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

MyDaily: I haven't slept much recently, actually I have been having insomnia for more than 2 years now, on and off. In the last 43 hours I only slept 4 hours, and tomorrow I might sleep 12 hours to balance the biological equation E =mc² ! ! ! Good night Dear Readers.

A part of a poem by Aysha Altaymoriah.

تَراني معرضا عن كل ضوء -- فَهَل خاصَمت نور النيرَين
يُنافرني السَنا فَأَفر مِنه -- كَأَن الضوء يطلبني بدين
وَأَجنح لِلظَّلامِ جنوح صب -- دَنا لِحَبيبِه بِالرقمَتَين
جَزى اللَهُ السِقام جزاء خير -- فَقَد هذبنني ونَأَزلن ريني
وَصرت بِما لقيت من اللَيالي-- أَفرق بَين ذي صدق وَمين
حرمت مقاصدي َمنعت عما -- تَميل لحسنه نفسي وَعَيني
اِذا رمت اِنتِشاق الطَيب يَوماً -- وَضعت يدي فوق الحاجبين
وَناهيكَ الطاء سجل كتي -- وَتركي لِلحَديث بحسرَتين
وَقَد عفت الأَساة وَعدت أَرجو -- طَبيب الكون رب المَشرِقَين
الهي سيدي غوثى رَجائي -- عياذي عدتي ومزيل بيني
نعاني أَبيض القرطاس لما -- جَفاني اليَوم نور الاسوَدين
وَقَد جفت دواتي وهي تَبكي -- لما قد راعها من طول أَيني
وَأَقلامي كم انشقت لأني -- حرمت مساسَها بِالاصبَعَين
غَدَوت اليَومَ أَميا وَعَلى -- أَقضى من فُنون الكُتُب ديني
فجهلي عبرة وَالسَقم أَخرى-- وَعَيني قَد أَرَتني العِبرَتَين
فَلَم لا أَنعى بِالحَسراتِ حالي -- وَتَعلو زفرتي لِلفرقَدين

The entire poem@

عائشة التيمورية

AntiNationalist's Thought:
The Fall Of The Absolute Capitalist Nation.

The Absolute Capitalist Nation creates an absolute society that believes in the seven deadly sins more than its religion and adopts Gluttony and Lust as its lifestyle. Such Nation will fall. Gluttony creates another deadly sin, sloth, and Sloth creates lazy people, as a result, a weaker economy. Lust creates Sick-minded and less enlightening people. Greed creates poverty and makes the gap between poor and rich wider. Envy creates less-united society. Finally, its deadliest sin, that no one of its people will ever realize that can cause its fall is Pride. Pride creates blind-mindedness, people believe in themselves as the best even if it's the opposite in reality causing them to ignore their errors, their errors get bigger and bigger, and their fall will be harder than ever, very dramatic and tragic... Unfortunately this nation exists today.

Good Night Dear Readers.

BTQ[151] +Think Of Who Don't Think.

2007-08-27T07:40:00.000-05:00

Children Of Pakistan by Ali Khataw.

BedTime's Quote[151]:
"If you have a dream, don't close your eyes and enjoy watching, but start to make it a reality" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

"Every one of us has a story tattooed in our minds to tell, think deeply and write it down with simplicity, publish it to inspire others" --[x].

Political Status: Aftermathical.
Psychological Status: Worried, but Determined.

MyNote:

AntiNationalist's Thought:
Think Of those who don't think.

Just think of the world, of its creator and of his creations, take a sand from the desert, look at its tininess and how many years the universe took to produce it, think of the softness of the texture of silk how a worm can produces such a soft touch to be worn by princess and queens, think of the bees in their colonies, communicating like a big human society, a disorder of one follows by another, in the end no miraculous honey for any one and no flower to be pollinated, think of the poor people's happiness and the rich one's suicidal thoughts, think of your heart beats, think of the soul that's held within you, think of its abilities and what it has beyond your visions, think of society and how every small element of it can have a great effect on its future... In the end, think of those people who have never tried to think of the world, of its creator and of his creations, Why did they end up in a way that makes you feel sorry for them.

Good night dear readers.

Arabic Music Role.

2007-08-24T06:55:00.000-05:00

The Fall of a Society by nezitiC[x].

MyNote:

AntiNationalist's Thought:
Arabic Music Role in Society.

The West has advanced in all fields of science and arts, while The Arabs have disadvanced in all the fields. Arabs love Arts so much, such as literacy, poetry, and music. Even though they love Arts so much, they are still way behind in it. The West has evolved Arts into many branches and forms. They have opened new fields of Arts. In the opposite site, The Arabs did not learn anything from all these developments from the West, instead they just simply copy it all, just like a copycat.

Especially Arabic Music, which is still stuck between modernization and traditional style. Arabs still stick to the romantic "I-love-you"- "احبك" -"My love"- "حبيبي" lyrical style of music. I've visited the popular Arabic music website, 6rb.com and tried to listen to some Arabic music from all parts of the Arabic world, Lebanon, Gulf, Algeria, Egypt...etc. I clearly noticed that 89% of the songs on the website includes love-related words. Words such as غرام. أحبك. حبيبي. حياتي. متشاق. عيون السود. Translation: [Black eyes, missing you, my life, my love, I love you, in love]. Most of these songs are big hit in The Arabic world. The Majority never gives a second thought about what they are listening to. They never try to question the lyrical contents of such songs, in fact they enjoy it and think they are beautiful. Some might wonder, in fact I do wonder and ask those singers out there "What do your music represent?", their answers would be long I am sure, because I've seen them once giving long explanations about some of their silly-written-lyrics on TV on some stupid Arabic Music TV shows. The answer to my question is simple, it is "Illusions" Yes indeed their music represent unreal world, very emotional world indeed. A world full of love and denial of reality we are living in.

The Arabic Music has no role to shape our society to better. Its only role is to make the Arab listeners more emotional and unrealistic. I believe Music should be used as a strong tool to deliver all kinds of messages to people. It should represent all the images of life from Sadness to Happiness, life to death, war to peace. A Music style that only presents our world in one image, one side, and one angle-view, of emotions should not be appreciated, should not be listened to, should have become so boring long time ago. Unfortunately, the opposite is happening in The Arab World, every day we see new singers on new Arabic music TV channels. 89% of them talk and sing about the same things over and over again. The West has used Music to inspire people, to collect money for donations, to brainwash people, to implant new cultural thought into people, to establish new societies, all for bad and good, but in the Arab World, it's been used over and over again for the purpose of "illusion" and "Romantic heaven of love and broken-hearted people".... I'll go now to listen to Abdullah Balkhar - Jana Alhawa men Zangibar عبدالله بلخير جانا الهواء من زنجبار....Good night Dear readers.

BTQ[150] + قيثارة التوحيد

2007-08-22T08:11:00.000-05:00

BedTime's Qoute[150]:
"The Western Civilization will find Islam sooner or later as a social solution when its social disorders reach its peak, and when its people get fed up with the current materialistic systems. As a result, They'll try to stop their society from decaying. At that point, everything will change, just like the case of the Pre-Islamic Era in the Iberian peninsula and that will cause its rise again to the zenith." --[x].

Political Status: Defensive.
Psychological Status: Hopeful & worried.

حدائق ذات بهجة، ذات جمال، ذات نضرة.
فللواحة الخضراء والماء جاريـا وهذه الصحاري والجبال الرواسي

سل الروض مزداناً
سل الزهر والنـدى
سل الليل والإصباح والطير شاديا

وسل هذه الأنسام والأرض والسمـا
وسل كل شيء تسمع التوحيد لله ساريا

ولو جن هذا الليل وامتد سرمداً
فمن غير ربي يرجع الصبح ثانيا
أَإِلَهٌ مَعَ اللَّهِ لا رب غيره، ولا معبود سواه.
الله ربي لا أريد سواه
هل في الوجود حقيقة إلا هو

الشمس والبدر من أنوار حكمته
والبر والبحر فيض من عطاياه

الطير سبحه
والوحش مجده
والموج كبره
والحوت ناجاه

والنمل تحت صخور الصم قدسه
والنحل يهتف حمداً في خلاياه

والناس يعصونه
جهراً فيسترهم
والعبد ينسى
وربي ليس ينساه

MyNote: A Poem by Abdullah Shams Aldin. عبدالله شمش الدين - قيثارة التوحيد

Good Night dear readers.

BTQ[149]+ AntiNationalist Thought.

2007-08-18T13:55:00.000-05:00

"No title " By Gundega Dege.
One of my Favorite Artist.

BedTime's Quote[149]:
"Everyday I turn on the TV, I realize more that the women status in the World is going down, They are being used as sexual objects like any other item sold in a cheap or luxurious store, they are being human-trafficked to tourists distnations, they are used to seduce customers to buy new products or to brainwash viewers tiny brains through stupid songs featuring other stupid empty brained muscular male singers produced by MTV and Rotana" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Sick but Happy.

MyNote:

AntiNationalist's Thought:
Arabs Addiction to Numbers.

With all the wealth, with all the oil, and with all hi-tech technologies available in their countries, rich Arabs and even poor of them are still addicted to the wrong things. Arabs might have created the number Zero, and might have helped in the developments of the science of Numbers, Mathematics. Unfortunately, today Many rich Arabs are willing to pay millions of dollars to buy a single digit number! Some might think this number will help to create a better world for its price! No this number will be only a license plate number... They even have auctions selling those silly single digit numbers. I saw an auction for the number 7, the auctioneer promoting the number said "Who wants to buy number 7, 7 is the number of the days in a week" A guy bet with 3Million Dollars. Other tried to over bet him, He insisted to win the number, eventually he won. He bought it for 3.3Million Dollars. The same guy also bought other numbers for prices range between 100,000 Dollars to One Million Dollars. Maybe Arabs think those numbers give them good luck! or maybe it's easy to find them just in case they get lost in the desert in case of their GPS broke.

They are also addicted to nice looking cell phones numbers. Some even need social connections to get a good cell phone number. They pay from $200-1000 and over to get a nice looking cell phone number. I think they forget that new cell phones have address Book, caller ID, and you can save any number you want no matter how many complex digits it includes. Having long boring number can be ironic to them. When I first had my phone number, my friend mocked my number and praised his! - how ironic and silly our society has become.

While Millions of Dollars are spent daily to buy numbers which won't benefit our societies in any mean, nor they will end poverty and unemployments, nor they will end political conflicts, and stop human traffickings, nor they will make their cars fly or their cell phones talk like any human being. This idea of having simple-easy-memorized-numbers for short-term-memories-Low-IQ-people must end. Otherwise if those numbers are really important to them, then the government should use those numbers to make money out of it to invest it in the society.

Why has our society gone so wrong?
Why can't Nationalist and Tribalists thinkers fix such disorders?
Why can't we look at the world from a bigger picture?
Why can't we compare ourselves to the advanced nations?
While Japanese and Europeans make cars and invent new cell phone technologies, we are busy buying them and paying million of dollars to label our cars and phones with simple single or multi digits numbers...sigh May Allah increase our IQs.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[148] + Paradoxical Question.

2007-08-15T10:22:00.000-05:00

Lost by Oistein Thomassen.

BedTime's Quote[148]:

"We are the minority, we are in a time and place, where no one really listens to, or understands, or reads us, let's record every single meaningful idea we have, so our next generation can learn from them and evolve our ideas... As a result we become the majority"--[x] [Sociopolitical-Understanding].

"In today's world, To some fathers, a stranger can be more than a son to them, and their sons can be more than a stranger" --[x] [Social-Understanding]

MyNote:

AntiNationalist's Thought:
The Paradoxical Question of The Reason For Who you are.

At a forum, that I am a member of. I read a thread in there titled "You are who you are because?" I don't know why that question is so paradoxical especially to an Arab citizen or a normal American citizen. I don't even know who we are any more. It's either the American media shaping our mind and ideological society, or our totalitarian governments torturing our minds for false confessions for crimes we never committed or to enforce ancient ideas to ensure their everlasting dreams of powers and fortunes. Therefore, my answer to that question in that thread as a sarcastic one as usual, but It was meant to be realistic one as read below:

It's very hard for me to be anyone I want to be. I wanted to be political, they told me the Government doesn't like that. I wanted to be a free thinker, they told me the Government doesn't allow you to say whatever you want you would be in troubles. I wanted to protest, they told me the Government doesn't like disorders. I told them Chinese women are disorders, they told me there's a difference between an employment and a volunteer work. I told them I don't want to adopt the idea of Khanjar-&-dancing-&-celebrating- national-holidays, they told me people would reject you, I told them then could I just wear Khanjar, but celebrate nothing? They told me Then what Khanjar for!? I told them I want to get rid of many of our traditions and social beliefs, they told me "Are you insane?. I told them Could I be insane?, they told me, Yes, You could, but then you had to spend the rest of your life in Ibn Sina Mental Hospital, so I've become insane and happily ever after...

Good night Dear readers.

Mocking Life-System[11]

2007-08-11T00:22:00.000-05:00

Second Thoughts By Peter Van Nugteren.

BedTime's Quote[147]:

"Regardless of Religions and social beliefs, everyone of us is living for a reason, and the only reason that many of us today are living for is to pass the day peacefully. We keep ignoring and avoiding the daily social sins and errors we see and face to pass peacefully- While the ones on power feed on us slowly like a torture machine that burns our skins to enforce us to confess for crimes we never committed and say out loud- Long Live The king"--[x] [Sociopolitical-Understanding].

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Hopeful & Happy forever Inshallah.

Mocking Life-System[11]:

This might be offensive & very generalizing to some. However, it's just to show some negative images of our Arabic Internet World to be mocked. I have written it in Arabic. No Translation. For + Previous Mocking Lifesystem[10].

The Net's Arab Users:

الشعب السعودي مشغول في المنتديات وغرف الشات والتعارف وماشي غيره

والشعب العماني كله محصور في السبلة

والشعب الاماراتي مسكين يريد فليكر

والشعب المصري ينافس الشعب السعودي بشراسة ناوياً المركز الاول

والشعب الليبي مسكين ما عنده خبر انه في انترنت لانه معمر القذافي حاذف كل المواقع إلا موقعه عن كتاب الاخضر صاير مثل الجوجل في ليبيا الهوم بيج للشعب

واما الشعب البحريني مواقعه في النت اكثر من عدد السكان

والشعب الكويتي فالح يحمل افلام ومسلسلات على النت

اما شعوب بلاد الشام محتكرين عالم التدوين العربي وعاملين فيها انهم افهم ناس في السياسة ولكن في الواقع كل مواضيعهم عن فلسطين واكل البندوره

باقي الشعوب العربية بعدها عايشة على قنواتهم التلفزيونية المحلية او على ثقافة الفوضى السياسية على محطة الجزيرة او على ثقافة الانفتاح الفني اللااخلاقي المليئة بالجهل على محطة روتانا واخواتها وعماتها وخالاتها وجيرانها!

واذا البدو دخلوا النت اول شي يكتبون في محرك البحث جوجل وحده من هذي الكلمات التالية = تفحيط, تخميس, جي تي, ماكسيما, زوائد, موستانج, بعير, صيد , صقور, غزلان, لاند كروز.

الله يعين هذي الأمة الشبة متطورة تحت ظلال الشبكة العنكبوتيه

Good Night Dear Readers...

Apart and United + BTQ[146]

2007-08-10T10:22:00.000-05:00

Adopted by Dennis Dixson.

BedTime's Quote[146]:
"We must rise to be the change we want to be, every idea we produce must be recorded and rethought of deeply. One Idea can set a billion people nation free. Ideas can be found behind words, between lines, among chaos, on photographs, and also on everything we can't see, but smell, hear, taste, and feel." --[x] [SocioPolitical-Understanding].

"Materialism isn't power, its our weakness that we can't realize" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

Political Status: Extremely Offensive.
Psychological Status: Happy & hopeful.

MyDaily: ~~I will try to post weekly~~, instead of randomly, daily ~~and monthly~~. Soon, I will get back to photography.

MyNote:

AntiNationalist's Thought:
The Concept of Being Apart & Ending Up United.

Astronomically, 14 Billion years ago Singularity created the universe, The Big bang theory. Singularity was the seed that created the micro elements of life from an invisible huge dark energy, those elements created stars. Then, stars created planets, planets created moon orbiting around them, while everything rotating around a supermassive blackhole in a galaxy. A galaxy is only a family gathering of many stars, planets, moons, and dark matters among many other galaxies in this vast universe. These God's creatures in the universe started as a single point, and spread wide throughout the vast vacuum of space. Every object goes millions of light years apart from another everyday, no matter how far they get, theories suggest they will end up in one point.

Biologically, a seed creates roots, roots seek water and soils, it creates a tiny leaf, which later becomes a branch, the tree becomes a thick wood, the thick wood holds all the branches, and all the branches hold many leaves. They all start from a seed and go on apart, but still connected to one, and all die when that one dies...leaving dry leaves to be burned by a hot summer or a poor family looking for a warm winter.

For Humanity, such realizations are hard to see without deep thinking and simplified way of living away from all materialism, nationalism, and tribalism. Humanity started from Adam and Eve unless you are a Darwinist. In fact it started from one, Adam, then Eve, then two sons Abel and Cain and two daughters. Then, the family got bigger and bigger, and went apart, the bounds got weaker. Therefore, tribes were born, tribes went apart and also conflicted and fought stupid wars, eventually they created nations. Nations have created civilizations. Civilizations have conflicted each other, created wars. One fell another rose, and the lifetime movie goes on.

Microsocially , We go through the same thing in our daily life, in our families, we grow as brothers and sisters, and end up having our own family that might be apart or close to our parents, eventually we have our own family gatherings weekly, monthly, and annually.

Religiously, religions went apart too, for example, Islam was a religion of one main creed with one school of thought. Today, there are Sunni, Shia, Zaydi, Ibathi, Sufi, , Alawi...ect Eventually according to the Islamic teaching of the Prophet, all will end up as one in the last days of Judgment.

It seems that it's natural thing to be apart eventually due to size, and geographical influences. It's also natural to see everything ends up as one. How can we become one? How can we pave that way to oneness of thought and unity to achieve our goals... I think the answer lies behind those previous words and lines.... Good night dear readers.

UnPaid Bills + BTQ[144]

2007-07-27T18:00:00.000-05:00

Another Vision By Kristina Buceatchi.

BedTime's Quote[144]:
"How can one live in a very confusing society, where right is wrong, and wrong is right. And, when he acts normal he becomes the extreme paranormal creature among the rest because he simply rejects the mainstream cultural and traditional intellects and their Sheiks... Who are believed to be so wise knowing and reasoning from what in the earth's core to what the center of the universe is"--[x] [Social-Understanding].

Psychological status: Normal.
Political status: Very offensive.

Unpaid Bills.

My mind isn't useful to anything,
except chaos,
Suicidal thoughts,
Arabs Nation,
Hamas, Fatah & Israel,
Three states solution.

Burning Flags
AntiNationalism....

Collecting muds,
Cleaning streets,
Sunken Cars,
in filthy brown Water,
No Electricity
Only Homeless families,
Gonu hit home...
And No one learned the religious norm.

Extremists Or students,
Confusing Minds,
Twisting News
Kill them all,
Kneeling or Standing,
All the same in front of their government.
A battle inside a Red Mosque.,
To remove a seed,
That was never to be a tree,

Convert, Revert,
Apostate, a hypocrite.
Our social instability is a great victory
To our enemy.

Close Your eyes,
Open them,
You see,
Time stopped a second.
There's no Future,
Ignorance is our tradition & Culture.
There's no plan, no basic structure.
Chaos, a foggy vision,
Of An old Vulture.
Like a Dotted Chromic Screen,
of the Television.
Caused by a broken Antenna,
Or an unpaid Satellite bill.
Just to watch our Addictions,
The media's propaganda.
A solar eclipse creates darkness...
And A cultural eclipse creates ignorance.

While I am in the middle enjoying the view.
You all kill each others for the few!

...Every night,
Same thoughts pop up again.
My memory is useless except for chaos.
..a waste..
History's wrinkles are all over my face....
A plastic Surgery,
Won't help me,
A youthful cultural insurgency is
All we need for ourselves.
Copyright@[x].
Influenced by [z].

MyNote: The Poem, the few in the poem means our leaders.

MyDaily: I have no excuse for not blogging for while. What I wrote above is just a short summary of what has happened in the last few months. Good night dear readers.

BTQ[144]+ Digging Alone

2007-05-06T07:22:00.000-05:00

Chairs by Georgi Iachev.

BedTime's Quote[144]:

"It's so sad to see Arabs using the prophet hadith (words) to serve nationalist interests to justify one's country as better than another, and this is not justifying nor helping any one, it's just - politicizing the religion-" --[x][Political-Understanding].

Psychological Status: Dead.
Political status: Offensive.

Digging Alone
___________
Give us peace,
and let you enjoy wars,
Let us free,
and imprison our thoughts.
Kill our insomnia,
And you stay awake
spying on us.
Please Kill our braincells,
and let us live ignorants,
Please don't kill our souls,
We did not mean to offend
Your highness,
Your majesty,
Your mighty power,
Your iron fist.

It was just a state of opinion
from a fable citizen x.
Don't Cut our hands
Because We all bleed the same
We don't ask for your forgiveness,
Because we have a religion.

We only ask for peace,
Not money nor beans.
Take everything we have,
We don't want to live rich,
Leave us poor,

We only want peace,
We promise,
We won't ask for more.
Just make sure,
Our graves are dug well,
and look comfortable for our angels.
Inherit Earth from us,
And live all alone by yourself.
We only want peace...
And I promise,
No one will dig your grave
But yourself.
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z].

Note: The poem was written for our Arab leaders.

MyDaily: I'm thinking of Political Fiction[7]. The basic Idea is there, it just needs more imaginations, probably I can get those imaginations from any Indian movie!
I apologize for not really writing anything hmm I mean meaningful. Sometime I consider what I have written so far is not enough. I did not have enough time to think, I've been really sick for 3 years now. It's not Cancer or anything it's something invisible. Anyway that's something personal and I prefer not to talk about it at all.

MyNote: An AntiNationalist's Thought:
The People of One became of so Many In the end of the Protest.

I have been visiting some blogs on itoot.com. To be honest, most Arab political bloggers are the same, they copy-paste a lot. Moreover, they don't try to think out of the box, Unity will come when we realize that flags should be burned. I see in my daily life how many Saudis are divided among each others and how most Egyptians and Saudis dislike each others, and how most Indians dislike Saudis and Arabs, and How many Pakistanis dislike Arabs, and how Arabs and Muslims dislike the West, and how the Muslims react emotionally and then violently to any western statement against Islam, and then how those Arabs, Egyptians, Saudis, Indians, and Pakistanis Muslims protest altogether in the same street as one unit, but in the end of of the street and the day they fight and aruge with each others blaming each another for the reason behind the collapse and weakness of their Islamic nation - how ironic...sigh. The two main reasons that make them divided and hateful toward each other are "1st:The Wealth Of One & Poverty of Another And 2nd: Being a Nationalist While being a Muslim who thinks that all Muslim should share the same wealth of one and erase the poverty of another". And, that's just very conflicting ideologies to have in one person.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[143] + Silence The Adorers

2007-05-02T09:44:00.000-05:00

Landscape by Eon Nicolas.

Bedtime's Quote[143]:
"Most Arab men today don't have a limbic system in their brains. In other words, they do have it, but it only exists when their sexual desires are in need. Its functions are disabled when it comes to emotions and motivations"--[x] [Psychological-understanding].

Psychological Status: Dead- Apathy.
Political Status: Offensive.
______

Silence The Adorers

There's something,
Behind A door,
That Our Leaders adore.
with a deadly odor.
They can't resist its physique,
Mysteriously behaves and seeks
like a star killing lonely planets
Out in the space,
Vacuum,
In a tube to create Lights
to erase our dark nights.
Something,
They adore,
A Machine gun,
A land mine,
A Ballistic Missile,
A Nuclear bomb,
Lightens our nights,
Erases the dark,
with its flashing lights...
lock the door,
while they are inside
We don't want to smell its odors.
Silence them, the adorers.
We love the night to be dark,
The Darker,
It is,
The more beautiful
Its Stars are.
Influenced by [z].
Copyright by [x].

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[142] + Complex Relations + Threatening Democracy!

2007-04-19T08:35:00.000-05:00

Silencing The Feminine Energies by Walt Pourier.

BedTime's Quote[142]:

"Communists taught us how to be tight with money, and wide open to weapons.While Capitalists taught us how to be good with money and stupid with weapons, the Arab governments teach us how to be stupid, tight, and bad with both " --[x] [Political-Understanding].

"Crying from inside before even tears come outside is the saddest and most painful moment anyone can experience, especially when tears refuse to come out, and your eyes are left dry and full of sadness. At this specific moment, you become silent, emotional-less, and wish to scream but you can't"--[x] [Psychological-Understanding].

"One of the Nationalist teachings teaches People that everything belongs to them is the best from their king to their accent"--[x] [Political-Understanding].

Psychological Status: suicidal.
Political Status: Active, angry.

Complex Relations

A woman in a red dress,
Holding a child wearing a blue skirt,
Walking on a white street,
Heading to a green tree,
Looking for a man in a black shirt,
behind the tree,
holding a yellow flower.
They are mother and daughter,
the tree and the flower.
And he is the father,
and the street.
Copyright@[x].

Note: The poem, Complex Relations, is just a random writing, I tried to show the relations between family members in a certain environment which happened to be a public park!

Mynote:
What's threatening Democracy is Itself!

Alexis De Tocqueville, a great French political prophetic thinker (1805-1859), wrote in his book "the old Regime and Revolution ":

" Because the Revolution seemed to be striving for the regeneration of the human race even more than for the reform of France, it lit a passion which the most violent political revolutions have never before been able to produce. It inspired conversions and generated propaganda. Thus, in the end, it took on that appearance of a religious revolution which so astonished contemporaries. Or rather, it itself became a new kind of religion, an incomplete religion, it is true, without God, without ritual, and without life after death, but one which nevertheless, like Islam, flooded the Earth with its soldiers, apostles, and martyrs."

Tacqueville's words might sound pleasant. However, actually He thought that Islam was injurious to Democracy in his famous book "Democracy in America" which he wrote 170 years ago, and it's considered to be his best work and a very reliable and valuable source for many "Freedom seekers" in the West. In his book he wrote:

" Muhammad brought down from heaven and put into the Koran not religious doctrines only, but political maxims, criminal and civil laws, and scientific theories. The Gospels, on the other hand, deal only with the general relations between man and God and between man and man. Beyond that, they teach nothing and do not oblige people to believe anything. That alone, among a thousand reasons, is enough to show that Islam will not be able to hold its power long in ages of enlightenment and democracy, while Christianity is destined to reign in such ages, as in all others."

He thought that Islam would not last for ages in today's world since he believed it was like any human-made laws that can face errors and would not be able to face the reformations and enlightenments of democracy. However, his blinded atheist secularist statement is indirectly admitting that Islam is more complete religion than any other. And, today, The World has become more Muslim than ever. It might be threatening to those on power, because people like Bush, and many others bloody creatures are not there for Democracy or whatever, they are there to last forever. They look at Islam as a threat because they see themselves as threats as well. In fact, every one is a threat to them as long as one doesn't like their opinions and has power to make a change like how Che Guevara was killed and many other non-muslims revolutionists who opposed imperialism. They weren't Muslims and were still killed. It's not Islam that's threatening so-called Democracy, Mr. French thinker Tocquivelle, but It's the clash between The greedy Minority on power and the Majority with opinions and desire to make a change for a better society. And this leads me to his prophetic quote that he wrote in "Democracy in America" 170 years ago:

"The American Republic will endure, until politicians realize they can bribe the people with their own money"
In other words:
"The American Republic will endure until the day Congress discovers that it can bribe the public with the public's money."

And that's democracy for you Mr.Frenchman after 170 years.

Good night Dear readers.

BTQ[141]- Pain and Suffering

2007-04-06T08:11:00.000-05:00

BedTime's Quote[141]:

"Today, Our emotions have become immune to the scenes of wars and bloods in Middle East. Ironically sadly, we start crying after watching a sad Hollywood movie, is it their production so powerful or reality has no influence on us any more?". --[x]

"In Pain and Suffering,
Patience and lessons
can be gained,
and eventually
a beautiful tulip garden
can be smelled,
I cried a lot
before I realized
my life has an end"--[x]

"Every one of us has an idea, at least one idea, if we all record down our ideas before we forget them, we will have a book to publish in the end of our lives, if we just remember that ideas are not for us, but for our generations to come and learn what we had of ideas."--[x]

to be updated soon.

BTQ[140]-

2007-04-02T15:22:00.000-05:00

Almost Married by Adnan Buballo.

BedTime's Quote[140]:

"Today's inconsistent wide-spread Music, such as Hip-hop, is shaping the world youth's cultures such as clothing styles, social values, and languages. However, One as an individual should never let such things influence his mind. In fact, The only thing that should shape his world is his own open-minded creative visions toward life in accordance to his religion"--[x]

"Three beautiful things could kill you, love, peace, and power. Love is when you are blind by it, Peace is when you forget your enemies, and Power is when you ignore the existence of people and justice."--[x]

MyNote:

Today while I was going to the grocery store I read a sticker on a car, it was a quote by Napoleon Bonaparte, it says "Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich". I disagree or I might agree depending on the religion. However I prefer to rephrase it to "Secularism is what keeps the rich manipulating the poor". Napoleon's quote could be true in the case of the Bolshevik revolution that established the Soviet Union and was led by "atheists" communists such as Lenin. In other words, there was no religion to stop Lenin's followers to murder Tsar Romanov and his family of autocrats. I wonder what would stop Arabs from murdering their rich leaders in the future except America and its allies?!

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[139]

2007-03-23T04:22:00.000-05:00

BedTime's Quote[139]:

"Islam and The West need each others. While Muslims lack Science and Modern Industrialism which can erase their great wide-spread ignorance, the west lack social family values, which respect women and think of Society as a tool to build a better valuable respectful world, not a beneficial materialistic world led by consumists. Therefore, they must learn from each others, and avoid the stupidity of adopting the theory of Clash of Civilization by Samuel P. Huntington. "--[x].

"The people, who contributed and changed society the most, are the ones who walked alone in the beginning with their evolving unfamiliar ideas" --[x].

Psychological Status: suicidal.
Political Status: offensive.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[138] + A Poor Bullet - رصاصة مسكينة

2007-03-19T21:11:00.000-05:00

King for One day by Ben Goossens.

BedTime's quote[138]:
"A successful politician is someone who can give hopes and inspirations to his people except himself"--[x].

"Love & Marry not to be together in a physical world, but to be spiritually connected and to share each another's cup of sadness and happiness"--[x].

"There is always a high wall to climb over to see a beautiful flourished tulips garden"--[x].

رصاصة مسكينة
_____

بوساوس الشيطان
أردتُ الإنتحار
فضغطتُ على الزندان
فخرجت رصاصة ٌ
تشكو من ظلم ِالحكّام
و تشكو من "كثرة الاستخدام"
في إعدام
شعوب الأيتام
فكانت في فمي
برداً وسلاماً
كنار سيدنا إبراهيم
عليه السلام

copyright@[x].

Translation:

A Poor Bullet
By the Devil misgiving whispers
I wanted to commit a suicide
So I pressed on the trigger;
A bullet came out
Complaining about leaders
and about "Over using her"
In executing nations of orphans
So it went inside my mouth
Cold and peaceful
Like the fire
of the Prophet Abraham
Peace be upon him.
Copyright@[x].

MyDaily:
I write the best when I am lonely and struggling plus highly depressed. I sometime think it's a gift and sometime I think it's a social curse or Almighty's test on his loyal ones. Maybe sailing to the end with nothing is better than sinking in the middle of the Ocean with many things. A frozen rose might be scentless, but it's still interesting and mysterious to look at its preserved red colors underneath the frozen crystal ice flickers. Or, maybe a fresh rose attracts more bees while the frozen scentless one does none, one can inspire me while the other can make me thankful at least.

My Visitors counter hit 10,000 ! interesting. I hope the 10,000 became Anti-nationalists as well !

Good Night Dear Readers.

A Press of Button + BTQ

2007-03-14T02:34:00.000-05:00

Bandit Queens by Nadeem Khawar.

Bedtime's Quote[137]:
" I have seen many art forms in my life time, but I have never seen the ones inside the Arab governments' prisons" --[x]

A Press of Button
To start a nuclear war,
Then regrets,
Then keep pressing
To close the doors.

One Penny to save
A Child,
And One Million to build
A Tank.

A Drop of Devil's Tears
Beholds An infectious Lethal breath.
It needs no Scientist
To Invent a disease,
But It needs everything
To think of peace!

Keep pressing
To close the doors,
The Political Plague has found its way
To Iran...
And to the Saints next door
Underneath the kingdom.
Protected by the Black Bishop
That carries an Eagle
Of wars
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z].

MyNote: A Press of Button is about Iran, Gulf states, and The west conflict on the Nuclear power issue...etc Good night dear readers.

A Meaningless mosque.

2007-03-13T15:33:00.000-05:00

Reborn by Ben Goossens.

BedTime's quote[136]:
"Sadly, In our disordered society, a cute boy is an easy victim to homosexuality"--[x] [Social-understanding]

"Racism is a race preference over another caused by interrelated social disorders such as illegal immigration to a new society, a huge gap of wealth inequality between poor and rich, and lack of religious teachings. While tribalism is a tribal preference over another based on one's strength, wealth and history over another, and illogical traditions. It's caused by the blind respect and closed-mindness of the youth- us- given to the tribalist elders -greatfathers- of the previous generation - ~~because we simply believe they know it all!!!!~~ " --[x] [Social-Understaind]

"a 1000 years ago, dying in the battlefield was the greatest achievement for our nation's men, today's achievement is not in the battlefield, but in the field of science, and social unity that everyone must achieve" --[x][Social-Understanding]

Psychological Status: Confused, tired.
Political Status: Exiled.

A Meaningless Mosque!

Dear Alien,
I never told you about my religion,
Nor about our Chameleons.
I'm a Muslim.
In my country,
Rich people compete to build temples.
We call them Mosques.
They are wide-spread.
But no one really prays.

...Our kings built the biggest ones,
And no one really represented their faith.
Golden dooms,
Silver crescents,
Wooden Gates,
Silky Persian carpets....
Holy verses engraved on walls.
When it's time for Athan,
And read the Quran,
Few respond to the call,
The rest delay one more day
Or just visit the biggest one.
Many mosques
Unfortunately,
They are for few religious folks.

The empire of faith
Turned into
An Empire of Many Mosques of The Irreligious Folks.
Protected by an army of Zombies,
Their General is a ghost,
behind the fogs they retell their history.
And show their bravery!
In front of the enemy,
They hide under their oil money
Which also sadly built their mosques.

Mosques which meant to build palaces for them
In heaven...
Turned to be, in reality, into the biggest graves,
Eventually They were buried in.
Mosques holding their holy names!
While yet a poor alive citizen couldn't find his origin
Nor a passport to settle in.
Today, with a weak faith
Sometime it's confusing
To be a Muslim or ~~none~~!
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z].

MyNote: A Meaningless Mosque was written to describe some mosques we have in our countries that are not built to serve worshipers, but more to get attentions to their builders and founders for social or political status.

MyDaily: I'm sorry for being away without any notice, I've been away for more than a month, I've been busy and in a really bad psychological status. I wish I could write more telling why I was not able to blog, but I don't like to give excuses because I could be a liar If I gave more excuses. I have had many topics in mind to write about, but I could not have enough time - in other words - I haven't had enough personal-private space in my recent life. It's hard to think and brainstorm when I'm not alone. Sorry again and good night dear readers.

BTQ[135]

2007-01-23T01:11:00.000-06:00

Poodle look Sure? but it will cost you by Pavel Kaphn.

ThePhoto: In my opinion, I think it tells a lot about our Arab political World even though it's not meant to be a political photo.

BedTime's Quote[135]:
"A civilization, that's so proud of making bombs & guns and indirectly polluting Earth, is not a civilization"--[x]

"Arabs' Talks build Castles, but Their actions dig graves" --[x] [Political-Understanding].

Mydaily: Thanks for those who reminded me of my birthday, and sorry for being away, just been so busy, and did not have much time to post, I am doing now much better than yesterday, Alhamdulilah, without my faith and religion I am lost in this strange alienish world.

Good night dear readers.

BTQ[133]

2007-01-10T07:00:00.000-06:00

Denied Adolescence by Gaetano Belverde.

BedTime's Quote[133]:
"If you mix emotions with politics you will have what we call - Propaganda"--[x] [Political-Understanding].

A Message to Dear Alien[4].

Dear Alien,
Earth is more flatter than ever.
According to Thomas Friedman at least,
and Our genius Holycowish presidents at last.
They seek Currency Union.
But one refused to join.
I don't know the reason,
But maybe there is a treason.

We Celebrated our Islamic Holiday,
Its eve was a death of a dictator!
Its leave was another huge boring protest,
more insurgency, and less unity.
More divisions and social disorders.
Shia happy,
Sunnah crying
It was all for Saddam,
the puppet!
the man!
the imam!!

Life goes on,
And Our presidents have forbidden Robs.
For trade and for peace,
Just in case,
in the future, No one hangs them.

Many of my people,
Quited drinking Water, and adopted Vodka.
Quited Cigarettes, and adopted Shesha,
How religious & healthy could they be !?
They think of "Zena" as a medicine!
And sadly Many are more attracted to men than women!
How sinful do they want to be !?

It's the year 2007 on Earth,
I know on your planet it's still in Year one.
Our people celebrated the new year's eve joyfully,
While people in Somalia kept fighting,
,Iraqis and Darfurians kept sobbing,
,Unknown beings tutored in secret prisons.
And 3 millions women being traded and enslaved.
For money and pleasure.

A Celebration with no purpose,
No Meaning, No Goal, No Reason,
We should not give attention.
10 days passed already,
And all the wars are still flourishing.
And Peace Treaties to fool the fools.

America sinking in Iraq,
God bless Bush!!
And Curse Bin Ladin!!
Strangely,
Honestly,
In my opinion,
Bush is more damaging
to America than Bin Ladin himself!

Dear Alien,
I love my planet,
And Al gore just realized something
Ironically now he is trying to teach us What"Global Warming" is!
What an "An inconvenient Truth" ! to preach.

I'm going to bed now,
While the TV is on, on MTV,
A black guy singing about sex and money!
copyright@[x].

Previous: Dear Alien[3].

Good Night dear readers.

2007-01-07T17:11:00.000-06:00

الفكر القومي مقبره حفرها دستوراً لا يفقه الفقير ولا النساء ولا ألاطفال ولا رجال الدين ولكن رجال الساسة وما أدراك ما ساسوا...
[x] [Political-Understanding]

MyDaily:
I haven't posted for while, for my psychological status went over limit. I did not even realize the new year's day, nor the Islamic's Eid. And, I can't believe it's 1/7/07 today.

Good night dear readers.

Change and its Victim.

2006-12-24T09:11:00.000-06:00

Loozer by Loft Portugal

BedTime's Quote[132]:
"Any and Every Change in our society has its victims"--[x] [Sociopolitical-Understanding].

MyNote:
AntiNationalist's Thought:
A Change or Its Victims?

Every change we seek or witness in our society has its victims, from the increase of employment to tax rates, gas prices, positive or negative economical growth. Every thing we see that changes always leave some victims, especially in societies that have high rate of disorders. Imagine, a society as being an Utopian one, any change in it, especially a positive one, it wouldn't leave any victim because there is no bad people in such dreamlandish Utopian society to be affected by such change, only one side will benefit which is the good side. If it's bad change it would not happen any way because Utopians always tend to choose the right change. In our realistic society, The rise of employment rate causes loses of jobs to the outsourced ones. Lowering tax rate causes better living but a more consuming society. Removing a dictator might increase the rate of freedom, but also can cause more chaotic society and a civil war. A change is determined as good or bad by calculating its positive side vs negative side. Either one there are still some victims.

The main point is, people always find it hard to accept, realize, and understand a change in their societies because they get confused by the victims reactions, behaviors or the numbers and amount of victims caused by this change. The increase of prostitution might look like a change in society, but those more like victims of a change, in such a case, people are confused to identify the change and its victims...etc good night dear readers-yawns, sorry.

A Message to ArabMen

2006-12-19T05:44:00.000-06:00

A message to TheArabMen.

You feel pain,
But you don't know its name.
You experience fear,
But you don't know its origin.
You want to cry,
But it's shameful to show tears!
You need a hug,
But it's weakness to ask for one!
You hold her hands,
But everyone starts staring at you
Like you held a cow with no milk!

You doubt your belief,
But you don't know its cause.
You trust liars,
Because you can't judge their hearts.
You are addicted to the TV,
But It hates your traditional belief.
It teaches you how to kiss your wife,
But at night you got a slap!
You like to watch Romantic movies,
Because at the end of day,
You go telling your wife;
"Dear, Titanic looks like you
except it sank within hours
but you within a second"
How Romantic You could be!

You try to look like Brad Pit,
So you impress other women,
But unfortunately you end up looking like;
"A weird-looking Banana plant with Onions as its fruits"
You thin your eyebrows,
and whiten your skin,
But for god's sake,
All Cows in the farm,
Shockingly Started to think you are Dolly the sheep.

You hang a colorful flag in your walls,
FC.Barcelona?
or a figure of a bacteria!
Oh Yes It's Your great nation's flag,
But you never know who made it at all.
Don't worry at least,
it's surely "Made in China"

You are so proud of your tribal nation,
But You can't even tell the difference,
Between Religion and Traditions.

You worship God over the seven skies,
But you worship Money in seven banks underground.
Even though you might only make 800$ a month
You preach religion of peace,
But at night your actions make people speech-l.e.s.s.

Dear Arab men,
Stop Acting like
You are knowledgeable of everything,
You claim you know western music,
But The last song you downloaded was "Fifty Cent's"
The Last book you read was"How to make an Arab man smart in 10 days"
The Last documentary you saw was "Addicted to Rice And Women"
Your role model is "Che Guevara" or "Alzeer Salim"
At the most controversial point it would be "Jamal Abdulnassir"
The last political view you adopted was "Death to America"
And the first and last man you fear was "Your King"
You seek freedom of speech,
but when money talks
You love to be speechless.
..You know Dear Arab men,
This message is directed to
All men from various slices of our society.
And trust me,
The last song I heard was
"The saints are coming"
Copyright@[x].

Note: This message is written to describe how Arab "men" behave in their societies, the message is directed to all Arab men from all different countries it's not directed to specific ones, others might dislike what they read, but it's not entirely describing one person, in fact at least two lines of this message match one Arab man's behaviors.

Good Night dear readers.

BTQ[131]

2006-12-18T06:11:00.000-06:00

"Battle of Abukir" by Antoine-Jean Gros, 1806.

BedTime's Quote[131]:
"Love is a tiny key that unlocks many doors of hates, sadly it gets lost easily" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

My Note:
An Antinationalist's thought,

A Fallen Seed That Causes A thunderous Echo.

The Islamic world is in a status of cultural shock, they just realized how advance the rest of the world has been, and how It's been looking down at and being ignorant about our religion. It's like a supernova explosion in the universe, its end is witnessed on Earth after millions of years. So is us, ,The rest of the world is the same in our eyes. Today, we realized the aftermath of their scientific, social, agricultural, and political revolutions. We regret, we find glorifying our history as another way to escape reality, like a drunken man saddened by his dead wife. A mockery over our faith causes a million men march, destructions in the streets of the west and angers over cartoons & theatrical plays mocking our faith under the name of freedom. While in fact, all these have been done over and over again since the beginning of the Islam, we were just ignorants and blind to realize it. This is exactly how we see the supernova in the sky, a star's death is someone else's beauty and inspiration, and another's violent blind reaction of sorrows and regrets.

Good night dear readers.

The Wrong Toy - I used To play

2006-12-11T01:11:00.000-06:00

Sawfly Larva by Clande Gange.

BedTime's Quote[130]:
"We tend to forget that the future of our nation is not in the hands of the elders and tribe leaders, but in the hands of the youth. The tribal leaders know nothing but worries and old traditions to limit our religious minds" --[x] [Sociopolitical-understanding].

The Wrong Toy - I used to play.

It's the wrong time,
To draw lines
With knives
On the sands
Between Our Fingers,

It's the wrong place,
To build a wall
That prisons the shadows of our hearts,
And rejects our imaginations.
Every Brick kills a freedom seeker,
And every nail drills a hole in our shoulders,
& love letters.

It's the wrong dream,
To create a mental disordered nation
Deserting creative Minds,
And Exiling Innocent Imaginations,
A Withered Rose called Renaissance!

It's the wrong faith,
To bow after a wax throne,
That can't face a faint flame.
With Time,
It Entirely Melts down.

It's the wrong poem,
To rhythm,
To rhyme,
In Accordance to dead fishes & dry trees
In a dark ocean filled
with petrochemical plans.

It's just wrong to keep quiet,
When in fact,
We altogether look like,
A beautiful Mosaic design.
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z].

Note: The poem is Written for the wrong moments Our World react wrongly to. Written Specifically for the Arab World and how its people keep quiet when it's the right moment to speak. However, keep being loud when it's the wrong moment to protest. Every day a new borderline is adjusted among countries, every day a child dies in Africa, every day a creative mind gets rotten. Every day we face invisible problems, but almost no one ever bothers to make them visible. We all wait 10 O'clock news, turn on Aljazeera TV to watch boring politicians protesting against illegal governments as they claim.

We wait to be informed that there's something wrong in our backyard house, while in fact, the problem has exceeded that and reached the living room! They try to build walls to block ideas, some build walls and call them "independent", some build them so others can draw their imaginations there. In palestine, people are dying in the both sides of the demonized wall, while another blood brother country supplies the bricks to finish it all. In the end, instead of looking for similarities among ourselves, we just look for the differences of our passports' colors.

Living Namelessly

2006-12-06T05:11:00.000-06:00

Relationship by [x]

BedTime's Quote[129]:

"The only way to solve the Middle East's crisis in Palestine, is when Palestinians realize that the only way to take over Israel, and have the upper hand is by accepting Israel existence in their homeland - a one state solution" --[x] [Political-Understanding].

"History only has names to make it sound interesting, more enjoyable to read and to give credits for their contributions ,either negative or positive one, to Humanity." --[x].

MyNote:
AntiNationalist's Thought:
Living Namelessly Creates Many Social Realizations.

Imagine, you met someone and decided to live or to have online interacting relation with them for one month, without letting them know anything about yourself, like your age, full name, tribe name, social & financial status, occupation, and more. However, you only show them your mind, you speak of your ideas, believes, & ideology in life, your ethics, you give them your perspective of the world they are living in. Eventually, unfortunately, after a month, you just disappeared out of their life, since the relation was expired. At that point, they would realize something important that all your background information did not matter during your existence among them, but your interactions and thinking toward them. One can make impact on others, and draw his ideas, thoughts and more on people minds without even telling them who- where-why-how-when he was.
Therefore, Do they really need to know your name? Is it important any more? Is it really important to tell people how high your social status is by telling them your tribe name? Can't we just hide all these then define ourselves by our thoughts then eventually tell them what they want to know.

Note: I only wrote the above because I tend to hide my identity in real life. Because, I prefer to show the people around me what I think, my interactio, how I speak and express my views, which all are to enhance my image which will eventually make them question and say "What kind of environment did this person grow up in that made him a good honest moral ethical creature living in this tiny planet in our solar system!", Nah well their mind might be simple or their IQ could be low so they would only say "Oh the place this person comes from must be nice, respectful, and peaceful"

Good Night dear readers.

Remember The Streets of Berlin.

2006-12-02T06:44:00.000-06:00

Note: In this Soviet photograph from May 2, 1945, Red Army soldiers are raising the Soviet flag on the roof of the Reichstag, Berlin[+].

_________

Remember The Streets Of Berlin.

Dying Fire Upon crumbling Empire
Heavy Rain washing
The Streets of Berlin,
Snails crawling...
over
Dead Nazi bodies , rotten,
The Red Army arrived,
Swastika was blown apart.

Sandstorms Covering,
The Hammer and The Sickle,
Red Color turning Gold...
...An invisible army became the chosen,
-Taliban came...
And the Communists left heaven.

Capitalism wore a beautiful dress
- Globalism,
Democracy was born,
Out of His mother - imperialism,
World Trade Center
- fallen,
The number Nine Eleven
- memorized,
Every Bricks
- sold to Museums...

All Gone to Save the world
- Operation ~~Freedom~~ Forsaken Iraq...
Shia vs Sunni,
And the Camel got shot.
And The Democratic Donkey ran out of Carrots
And its Elephent is losing its tusk.

Forget Today,
And remember,
The streets of Berlin.
copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z].

Note: The poem is to represent the fall of dictatorship, communism and now Democracy is on its way as the poem is predicting, and how the streets of Berlin in 1945 will always remind us of how a powerful nation can be built and erased from the face of earth within few years.

Good night dear readers.

Ewords Shaking The Thrones

2006-11-30T05:11:00.000-06:00

Balance Act by Radi Polgo.

BedTime's Quote[128]:

"If we could obey our leaders as digesting stones and poisons and say it's delecious - then we might also be able to read letters as scents of roses, and look at pictures as musical vibrations, and hear music as cinematic visualizations -in another word synesthesia " --[x][Sociopolitical-Understanding]

Tonight's Fortune[6]:
"If you donate $5 tonight, you will meet five people in heaven"--[x]

Note:I wrote the following poem to present today's status of "writing what you think" in the Arab World, and how powerful writing can be, and it's our chance to use it to the fullest, the poem is specifically written for any anti-nationalist out there.

Ewords Shaking The Thrones
__________

An Army of A million sharp Words.
Shakes A Thousand Leaders Thrones.
Translates Their Zillion Constitutions
To "Meaninglessness".
To "Emptiness"

It's unleashed From
A Mind of a million magnetic thoughts.
From A faithful Soldier,
Who defeats his enemies,
Without
Guns,
Tanks,
And Nukes,

...Sharp Words Cover the sun,
With shades from Blue to Red,
The Shadows Of Unity descends upon them
All this could happen,
With his powerful tool,
The pen...
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z].

Good Night Dear Readers

BTQ[127]+TF[5]

2006-11-26T03:44:00.000-06:00

Urban Shadows by Roberto Carnevali

BedTime's Quote[127]:
"I created the illusion so others could make it a reality"--[x] [Political-Understanding].

Political Status: Peaceful.
Psychological Status: Worried.

Tonight's Fortune[5]:--> [+]
"Tonight, while browsing your favorite forum on the internet, the grim reaper will knock knock your door, he will ask you - why do you keep talking about me on the forums ? wasn't it enough that I almost allowed you to access to all sinful sites ? or you always look for a way to criticize my role in society? How much freedom do you need except the freedom of shut up? - Don't answer him otherwise you go to hell because not answering him is in itself a freedom of shut up" [x].

Gulfians vs Indians.

2006-11-22T02:22:00.000-06:00

Omani Shieks and two servents in the back in Zanzibar 1904.
___________________
BedTime's Quote[126]:
"The camel is the symbol of the Arab World
And the Donkey for the Democratic Party
And I am in the middle confused,
Camel or Donkey to choose!"
--[x] [Political-Understanding]
__________________

Tonight's Blacklist:
-Prostitution in Dubai [Google Video].
-Dubai Center of The Trade. The trade is done under the police and shieks supervision. [The site is blocked in UAE]. If you want the full article, I can send it to you.

___________________

Histropolitical-Joke[4]:
The Civilizations Clash theory might apply to religious cultural conflict between Islam and The west, but I wonder if there's any theory explaining the Indian vs The Gulf's Arabs clash! I had this conversation today with an Indian boy:

[x]: Ok Hindue!
Indian: Screw You racist goat with hair like a sheep [In fact he is not hindue]
Sent at 8:36 PM on Tuesday
[x]: ....English?
Indian: Yeah badduh English
[x]: I can't understand your statement because I did not take Zoology in high school.
Indian: yeah u baddus dont have school
Wahabi madrassas
[x]: We only took Genetic Engineering...Our final was about an experiment on an Indian labor...trying to change his DNA so that his kids look Chinese.
And that's how advanced we are
Indian: Yeah keep dreaming
more than half of your country can't even spell "genetic".
[x]: I failed the exam...and the indian's kid looked Nigerian.
Indian: haha watver
u arabs are racist man
[x]: Yup.
Indian: Is taht wat the prophet taught us
????
Answer me
Sent at 8:40 PM on Tuesday
[x]: ?
Sure NOT, but we watch a lot of Italian soccer league.
_________
Indian: aite so things are happening more or less as i want
[x]: ok! But [o]'s appartment has no net
Indian: hmmm good point mine has and i can cook here too
[x]: can you cut vegetables too ?
Indian: haha wat a smart question well shows ur IQ again ....
[x]: Can you use a knife in your kitchen?
Indian: u surprise me everytime it talk to u ur level of intelligence is increasing
[x]: Can you use spoons in ur kitchen?
Indian: ur asking more questions now
[x]: Do you eat by hands or toes ?
Indian: well we have special arrangements for goats like u
Sent at 8:59 PM on Tuesday
[x]: Do goats eat with toes?
Indian: nope i guess thats one of your fantasies isn't it ??
[x]: If not, why offending such a creature,
you are violating law #101 of Animal Rights Council issued in 1999.
Indian: lol
[x]: That states We shall not offend any animal intelligence.
Indian: well good to know there are laws to protect u lol
[x]: Yes but too bad there's no law issued yet in the gulf to protect Indians!
Indian: well that shows how racist you arabs are
[x]: sigh...

Good Night Dear readers.

Calamitous

2006-11-21T03:11:00.000-06:00

Yellow Mood by [x].

Calamitous

________

Salt, Sugar,Lemon,
Salty, Sweet, Sour,
fire, Ice
Hot, Cold,
Aspirin, Toxin,
Innocuous, noxious,
I feel like losing you,
But no one knows.
Wait for me.
At least a glance,
Before
Regrets Eclipse my mind.
Inevitable
Calamitous
Copyright@[x].

Note: Written for my sick grandfather.

Good Night Dear readers.

BTQ[125]+TF[4]

2006-11-19T00:11:00.000-06:00

Late for Dinner by Todd Laffler.

BedTime's Quote[125]:
"An accident is not only an event in time, that happens unplanned or unexpected -which mostly causes bad news-, but it's also a sign for awakening." --[x] [Social-Understanding].

Tonight's Fortune[4]:
"Try to ignore smart people, and befriend with ignorants this is the only way to become the president"

"Today many aliens will give you miss-calls, and only one will be meaningful, the rest are just to annoy you because technology to them has no purpose any more". [x].

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Sad.

Good Night Dear Readers.

Holes of Arabia

2006-11-18T13:11:00.000-06:00

Autumn Leaves by Rob Wray

BedTime's Quote[124]:
"Sometime You need evil sinful people - in appearance or ideology - to make you realize to reform your World"--[x] [Sociopolitical-Understanding].

________________

MyNotes:

Holes of Arabia[1]: The Beginning;

Back to the desert land, before the Arab men even knew something called borderline or flag or a constitution or at least the concept of "~~my country is better than yours~~", all they knew were natures and statues- idols to worship, and tribes to obey. 40 years of Bloodshed over a camel, a poem killed its poet or its savior, an innocent baby girl got buried alive, a baby was born as a slave or a clan leader, all these were just part of their daily costumes, belief and news. Their abnormal love and loyalty toward their tribes made them the weakest, the most separated people of the same blood on the region. While Civilizations scientifically and sociopolitically rose and fell, they stayed the same. Until one day, a man with a message, a very powerful message - There's no God but Allah - his message shook the world, and reformed it to something very unique, since then till today it's been reforming and reshaping the world.

When Islam expanded, from far East to far West, some might believe that it spread by the sword, but that's far from the truth. Islam's peacefulness and civil laws qualities made itself the most acceptable way of life at that time to preserve any one's rights as a human being. Therefore, many people converted and it was easy to keep them under control. For example, Muslims did not unleashed their swords in Indonesia for Islam, nor in America today, the first is the largest Muslim country and the second has Islam as the fastest growing religion. Islam is the most powerful tool to unite people under one umbrella of faith, of social equality and clean from Nationalistic emblemism, and Tribalistic dogmas & unIslamic mythical traditional set of believes.

When We were on the top, and everyone else was wondering and roaming around us, thinking of a way to destroy us, to make us broken pieces of a mirror. When we were careless and got busy about life's wealth and fortunes, when we were busy fighting each others. When we forgot the message we shall spread. The West was rising slowly, peacefully and also bloody aggresively & effectively through revolutions such as the Fall of Andalusia 1492 & The Rise of the Naval imperialist Expeditions powers - Spain, Protugal, & Britain. Then later the American Revolution 1775-1785 & The born of the new nation, then the French revolution in 1789 & The rise of Napoleon. Eventually, The Aftermath of WWI, we fell completely in 1922, historically it's marked as The fall of the Ottoman empire.

The Muslim world in general, and Arab World specifically was gone into an age of darkness and ignorance. The Rise of the Arab nationalism - Thanks to Lowrence of Arabia! - helped so much to end the Ottoman role. In fact, the Ottoman role was very abusive of power in its final days. It actually made the Arab world - ignorant. Maybe, it would be better if Arabs replaced the Ottoman role with Islam - not Nationalism. With the Sykes-Picot agreement of 1916 among the colonial powers - without mentioning their ugly names - Most Arabic tribes were happy to be divided in fact, each created its own country, and claimed its "Independence" and labeled itself with weird names, either names associated with their founder or an alienish ancient name.
The questions now are;

-Was the way these countries were created and divided fair enough?

-Or was it to serve the colonial powers If so, why does a citizen of any of these new born countries become so proud and nationalist toward his so-called flag?

Good Night dear readers.

BTQ[123]

2006-11-16T13:44:00.000-06:00

Colorfully Sad by [x]

BedTime's Quote[123]:
"Peace is a wonderful word, but in reality, it's a different world."--[x] [Political-Understanding].

"I'm not going to hold and wave my flag, and run wild in carnivals and streets celebrating its Renaissance and its Achievements every year. Because, in fact I don't have any flag nor believe in one, and I celebrate my Renaissance and Its achievements five times a day" --[x]

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Patient, and loving.
Weather: Severe Thunderstorm +Tornado Warning.

Note: Congratulation to Aljazeera English, finally someone can watch on TV more blood than on Fox News.

Good night Dear Readers.

A Lost Soul.

2006-11-12T11:30:00.000-06:00

Exhibition "Naked Faces" by Oleg dou.

BedTime's quote[122]:

"The Heisenberg uncertainty principle, which states that one can't precisely measure the position and momentum of a particle at the same time, the more precise a person measures one of the two quantities, the more uncertain he becomes about the other, and that's logically also how impossible to determine a person's destiny"--[x] [Social-Understanding].

"It's fair to hang a defeated dictator, because according to Napoleon, History is written by the winners"--[x] [political-understanding].

Political Status: Prepared.
Psychological Status: Worried, prayful.

[Download].

____________

A Lost Soul
_______
Every night
He whispers a prayer,
It Knocks Knocks,
The 7th sky's gate.
It says:
"O' lord:
Please change someone's fate
Please Don't return My prayer to Earth
I'll strive,
I'll sacrifice,
Under the rain
I'd spread my arms wide open.
A soul indeed wants your blessing."
Copyright@[x].

Good night Dear readers.

BTQ[121]

2006-11-05T19:44:00.000-06:00

BedTime's Quote[121]:

"We have 22 Presidents leading the nation to destruction, but in fact only one is enough to lead us all" --[x] [Political-Understanding].

"One president is gone, and 21 puppets left"--[x].

Good night dear readers.

This post is to be updated.

BTQ[120] + Questioning A Terrorist.

2006-11-03T05:11:00.000-06:00

"Brooklyn, NY Sept 2006" by Beau.

BedTime's Quote[120]:
"The more you misunderstand, attack, and try to destroy, the faster and bigger it grows, and that is how Islam is in today's World "--[x] [Religious-Understanding].

MyNote:
Questioning A Terrorist:
I quitted watching News TV. I haven't watched any CNN nor Fox News for while. Mostly I'm reading headlines. Nothing seems interesting any more. The Islamic World is going through a very bloody lethal stage, it's being evolved fast everyday and faster than yesterday. I am not worried about The Lazy Arab World, nor about it's being Christianized or Colonized. Nor about The Shia Crescent spread and influence, Nor about Mummifying our presidents. And, I am not worried about the American imperialism in the Middle East. Because, in the end it's the people ,who decide everything not our presidents.

It's just a bloody stage to a different socio-political phase, that the nation is transforming to. Soon, Knowledge will reach its equilibrium, what they have of knowledge will be available to everyone, until another nation becomes the upper hand, The fall of every civilization witnesses a stage of Knowledge equilibria. It's when the nation realizes that its enemies are having their knowledge and even improving it to better, only at this stage, everyone seems knowledgeable, but soon, only one or two have to take the lead. Knowledge is like wealth distribution in any society, between poor and rich, so is with knowledge, educated and uneducated.

They might call us terrorists, islamists, jihadists, islamofacists...etc, but I still don't care, it's just simple and rightful to question their history, and what bloody stages they went through to become who they are today, a very recent stage was the Cold war.

Therefore, I may question myself ;

"If someone is a terrorist today according to the Imperialist-Socio-Political definition, can't he question history's terrorists who became today's heroes invading other countries under the name of democracy, freedom and declaration of rights?"
"Or Does he really believe that he is sinful enough for everyone's good and a better future, like the people who closed churches and killed priests and royalties, during the French revolution that eventually made France an empire under Napoleon?"

Good Night Dear Readers.

BTQ[119] +TF[3]

2006-11-02T18:11:00.000-06:00

By Dievee&Schamf.

BedTime's Quote[119]:
"One of the reasons to have a flag representing any nation is that people get always lost, and politically a flag guides them! "--[x] [Political-Understanding].

Political Status: Brainstorming.
Psychological Status: Loo7ish, quiet.

Tonight's fortune[3]:
Tomorrow morning you will lose half of your -100Kg- weight, although last night you ate a horse, but that's because Earth gravity weakened by half, and it's the only solution for Obesity in the World and specifically in America.

Note: I wrote this poem for a dear friend of mine I used to have before.

The Lost-Friendship Images.

Orange Sun,
White Moon,
Chromatic Earth,
Those Blind Man can't enjoy.

A Colorful flower,
Dies every hour,

A fragile bee.
From Every drought Garden
she flees.

Five Unequal fingers in one hand,
Unmatchable Fingerprints
Are lines drawn by God.
Every friendship is a line,
in my mind.
And You were the special one.

The Universe,
The Colorful Flower,
The fragile creature.
Things that aspire Survival.
To me,
They are just lost-friendship images,
That I didn't desire.
Copyright@[x].

Good Night Dear Readers.

Imagination As A Sin.

2006-11-01T14:01:00.000-06:00

Ordinary day by ceslovas cesnakevicius.

Imagination As A Sin.

Imagine,
There was no Sun,
And the Moon was none.
The planets orbited dreams,
And Space Time bent in peace.

Imagine,
The impossible became an easy blueprint.
A stairway with no steps.
And No meant Yes.

Imagine,
Money didn't exist,
Everything was free,
And Greediness wouldn't live...
A second.

Imagine,
There was no Humans,
No Woman no Man,
Life wouldn't have gossips nor wars.
Evil deeds wouldn't be defined.
And theology wouldn't be realized.

Imagine,
Imagination didn't exist,
My thoughts wouldn't be given
In a poetic rhythm.
And Creativity would be seen,
as a sin.
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z]

Note: the poem is written after I hadn't slept for 28 hours. It's about Imagination existence and its importance to pave a castle of creativity.

T-F[2] + HP-J[3]

2006-10-29T07:11:00.000-06:00

by Rasto Cambal.
Note: The photo is so political, the young against the old man leader. And, he is afraid to speak otherwise he is in jail!
__________

Tonight's Fortune[2]:
"All Arab leaders, who you are going to meet tonight, will speak Lies fluently except one speaks broken English."--[x]

HistroPolitical Joke[3]:
"Once upon a time there was an Arab leader, his name was Camel, and his father's name was Camel too! They ruled a country and named it --- Should I say its name too?!"--[x]

Political Status: Not interested in wars.
Psychological Status: Happy and worried.

Good Night Dear Readers.

Tonight's Fortune + A Poem.

2006-10-28T19:22:00.000-05:00

... By Taci Yuksel.

It's interesting how some people believe in "Today's fortune" Those short statements given by astrologist and published by our silly newspapers and magazines. Therefore, I will have my own fortunes given to my readers so maybe this way they will have an idea and be hopeful about future and their unstable fortune. I call it "Tonight's Fortune".

Tonight's Fortune[1]:
"A million men will try to brainwash you, but only one monkey will do so" --[x]

________

The Poem: Knocking at the Devil's Doors, I wrote this poem a month ago, but forgot about it in my drafts. It's about how our governments think they are perfect. And I am advising the corrupted ones on how to do their skillful corrupting methods! even though they know! even a child got corrupted innocently. It's about How many people take and analyze their society and country separately instead of relating everything from its tiniest element to the biggest one.

Knocking at the Devil's Door.

Where did the truth go!
Everyone wants to know.
The Fool and The Poor,
The Child and The Parents,
The Police and the Thief,
The Leader and the People.

Is there any relation at all?

While the Devil Playing his saxophone
behind our doors,
The Fool solving our problem without a clue
The Child can't find his righteous toy,
The Police's driving his car so slow,
The Leader is betraying his people on the phone.
And Still there's no relation at all?...

Hey Fool,
Teach the people survival,
Little bit Cheating,
Little bit bribing,
Pave them a way to heaven.
And deny the existence of Hell.

Hey Child,
Smoke some weed,
Play violent games during the week,
Become an Atheist,
listen to your father the capitalist,
And Tell Mom,
Life is easier when you are divorced.
And Sex Education is all you wanted
To know about in this life and after.
Otherwise everything is an error.

Hey The Police,
Keep Ticketing those who drive fast,
And make sure the prostitutes never get fat.
Keep them beautiful, meaningful
for your poor customers inside your flat.
Go Arrest those thieves,
Shave their heads,
Sentence them to a life in Prison,
Let them graduate as Professional Criminals
In this new brave World.
And Eventually tell them;
"People safety comes first"

Hey Leader,
Gather the people,
Give them a speech,
Tell them how to live, how to think.
How you cheated death once, twice, and thrice,
In WarStan, KillStan, and DeathStan .
Tell them that their lives are never better, but bitter,
Until they elect you,
the fittest. The sharpest.
Then Live selfishly deafly at your 100s castles,
Die and live forever like a fossil.

Is there any relation yet!
No Sir, no relation at all.
Our country is still so perfect...

Like a watch that's
built By;
a Chinese,
fueled by
An Arab,
functioned by
An Indian.
And Controlled by
An American.

Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z].

Good Night Dear Readers.

Temporary Post - FireFox

2006-10-26T06:09:00.000-05:00

Download The New Firefox 2.0.

Competing with IE.7
And Oprah 9.
And It remains the best.

The older one seems not working any more!

Eid Mobarak - Salty Feeling.

2006-10-23T06:33:00.000-05:00

My Calligraphy: Eid Mobarak by [x].

I just want to say Eid Mobarak all, just If someone is wondering what I wrote in the calligraphy, it says "Eidkom Mobarak, Happy Eid to all"

Salty Feeling.
________
Salty Tears,
Engraving Stones,
Speechless words,
like the wind.
A whisper,
A glance,
Over your shoulder,
He says "Stop dropping those diamonds down"
A crystal clear,
a dew reflecting the world so green.
I wish I could see those tears,
But joyful lips;
Are better than those regretful halo lids.
Copyright@[x].

Good Night Dear Readers.

My 11th Eid I spend alone.

A Sympathetical Word.

2006-10-21T02:44:00.000-05:00

I want to be one of the boys by Ognjan Schalamanov.
Please Click on the photo to see it larger.

_______________

BedTime's Quote[118]:

-"A liar is someone who tries to make everyone except himself sounds like a liar"--[x] [Social-Understanding]
-"Love is when you say - I hate you - in a poetical form"--[x] [Social-Understanding]

Political Status: Away.
Psychological Status: Worried, Patient.
__________

A Sympathetical Word.

O'lovely lady,
Your tears falling,
On your favorite poem,
Its ink is dissolving, fading...Away
ٍStop It, probably
Possibily, your eyes,
become dry.
And your love becomes blind.

O'lovely lady,
It's better to look at the sky,
Choose your favorite star,
name it "Lucky boy".
And smile.
Copyright@[x]
Inspired by [y].

Eid Mobarak All, Happy Eid. Another Eid for me I spend alone.

Good Night Dear Readers.

Political-Fiction[6]

2006-10-17T07:12:00.000-05:00

Update: I revised the paper, and made slight corrections.

Political-Fiction[6]:

Of A Man And His Pentagon.
__________

The train came late as usual, it's the only train station in the town, and it always had trains coming way over schedule. The town was empty, just to avoid exaggeration, actually it had very few people. The minority groups ruled the town, the majority group had disappeared since the war began. The town left so alienated and remote from the rest of the nation. Mr.[x] was frustrated because he would miss his job interview appointment for the third time. It was his dream job, it was the only thing he wanted to master - to be an AntiNationalist writer.

He decided to wait longer,there could have been another ghostly dusty rusty train coming by, luckily there was one caming. It stopped, he got inside, it was surprisingly full of the majority group's people. He was puzzled, and went into deep frozen silence. He decided to stop at the last station to meet someone special, it was one hour away. The train was crowded, it was hard for him to find an empty seat, hardly found one, he sat next to an injured old man, almost raptured. He was wearing white and Red uniform, it had many pentagons. Those Pentagons represent the number of damned Nationalists, he executed...--Click for The rest of the story.
__________
Written by [x].
The paper might be revised and changed later.

Good Night dear readers.

O'self Consciousness.

2006-10-15T01:22:00.000-05:00

Alarmed Narcissues by Kristina Buceatchi.

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Patient, hopeful.

_______

O'self Consciousness.

A Green Mountain,
Birds singing,
Landscape escaping...
There she was,
Standing over the cliff,
watching the world
Became Small.
Her moments became short,
A life time story became a second.
Rapture...

There she was,
closing her eyes,
Smiling or Frowning,
An emotional confusion,
Capturing a million pictures,
Assembling them into one person,
inside a melting heart,
beating for the lucky one.
She said to her self-consciousness;
"...Please forgive me,
I don't want to win,
But to Be won...By the one."
Copyright@[x].
Inspired by [y].

Good night Dear Readers

The World without A Crutch.

2006-10-09T03:33:00.000-05:00

Bloom by Armindo Dias.

The World without A Crutch..
_________
A Nation overwhelms my Brain,
And I try to withdraw..
A Nuclear Attack,
I panic, I freak,
My Soul at the edge of a heart attack...
What a depressing fact...

A Bulldozer runs over the ghettos.
I turn into green and blue,
I can't decide where to go,
I become a refugee,
to live free....

The Solar System,
A Star, and its Planets,
A government and its ~~b*tches~~.
A lover and his wishes....
...I write a love letter at midnight,
Thinking they would sound different
When the world goes out of sights...Blind.
...I write a wish over a Maple leaf every noon,
..I wrote
"I wish to be you"
"I wish you not to be me"
"I wish I was there"
"And I wish there was Me"

No Time to think of a Romantic letter,
When my nighebor's streets filled with them,
Pollutions, Corruptions,
Humans to Animals going through
Evolutions...

Guns, Rifles, Tanks, Warcrafts,
The World will still be at peace,
As long as, there's no Ammo.
....And I withdraw..
From this field of juggernauts.
Copyright@[x].
Influenced by [z].

Note: Poem written in little bit different style, I usually don't like to use "I's". "I" in this poem refers to a refugee who escaped his country, and fell in love, but eventually he realized, his love is and the world around him can't let him think clearly.

Good Night.

Signing A Paper

2006-10-07T04:22:00.000-05:00

Every Street by Ed Swinden.

BedTime's Quote[117]:
"The Most attractive and puzzling thing in a woman is when she is mad, and that's what a man should accept, not hate, to face, and wait for days for her smile. Patient He should be, for It's hurtful, but beautiful "--[x] [Social-Understanding].

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Hopeful, patient.

Signing A Paper.

The Sun was rising,
the Moment was approaching,
Holding his pen, signing...In a black ink.
On a new Constitution.
Writing his last name,
which sounded so tamed.

At the noon,
He announced;
"Our land will know a new future soon,
I am here to erase my father mistakes,
And intakes your sufferings, your complaints.
I was born to lead, and be led by you, the heroes.
I today did sacrifice my life to overthrown
my father, my behalf.
Who used to poison my mind, and Your minds
Destroying our culture and belief,
...May Allah forgive him!
I will bring A new order to enrich
our Military,
Our Economy,
Knowledge and superiority.
We will use the Oil to make more money
For you the people to live in luxury
I have written a constitution based on Sharia,
And drawn by the Media.
And all we have to do is to follow it faithfully"

The Sun rose & sat, rose & sat
, But the land stayed the same,
It was only renamed
from a "Colonized Country"
to the kingdom of the Islamic honey,
to the empire of the enlightening savvy,
to the republic of the Obesity of the Chunky...

His Plans sounded successful,
His people looked miserable...

He lost his sight,
Lost his mind,
Lost his heart,
A machine pumping it with blood,
A pipe feeding him with liquid food,
A laser eye scanning his universe, ..

....His life ended
When his son as he claimed,
"I turned off the machine mistakenly...
While I was signing some papers...
for a brighter
future..."
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z]

Note: The poem; it's about... Well you know!

Good Night dear readers.

P-F[5]

2006-10-02T04:33:00.000-05:00

Brooklyn Marine Park by Yongbo Jiang.

Note: I wrote following, it might be funny, but it's actually related to our daily politics.

Political-Fiction [5]:

Once upon a time [x] was asked by a curious [y] if he remembered his early life and dreams so he answered:

--"I remember the day I was born, I remember I was dropped off, like a water drop, on a blue bedsheet, and an Indian doctor came to me, and said "Ok, here you arrr, Kyoot Babee", I remember he smelled like Coconut oil. To be honest, my nose was disfunction for coco oil smell. He put a tag on my right wrist. The tag had my birthdate, and how many white hair I would have at the age of 12. Then he said to me "Welcome to Earth, Don't tell your mom that the Afghani war isn't over yet. Soon you will have your own passport, your own belief, your own land, or become an illegal immigrant in some superpower countries". I smiled while my mind had thoughts like "Wait until I invade your country and destroy your coconut trees to get rid of people using such oil on their hair", he got scared, and backed off, and said SATAN! My tongue was disfunction at that time otherwise I would reply and say "No, Your holy cow".

In the first night of my life, I enjoyed a process called "Sleep" I had a movie played in my brain, which is an event called "Dream", and a bad dream is called "Nightmare". I had a nightmare, my first nightmare was about a president, ~~it's a term used to name anyone who sucks at politics~~, this president drank a lot of black liquor endlessly, he called it Spoiled Milk, he refused to share any of it to any one very greedy he was, he tried to arrest me and sent me to jail. However, I suddenly woke up in shock and it was morning , I dropped so much tears, in a process called "Crying" for seeking a breast-fed. My favorite drink at that time was unexpired milk unlike my nightmare president's favorite. Milk is a white liquid produced from a four legged creature that makes a sound "MOO". The doctor came, said "God MorninG". I wish I knew English at that time, but I only knew how to speak "Waa Waa" language, which is not processed by the tongue, but the eyes. The doctor said to me that I was becoming 2 days old and I must look for a wife soon at least within 20 years. I said to him in the Wa wa language " WA WA AAAA WAA WAA" which meant "WTF, I still don't know If I am going to be male or female". The Indian doctor understood and said "Oh No Brobleem, we will wait 20 years".

I left the hospital with my emotional Arabian mother, when we got home, we had a huge party celebrating my victory at the hospital against the Indian's Axis of evil. My turkish secularist sick father was so happy and hugged me very strong like squeezing a kurdish refugee. And, our nieghbors started visiting and giving my mom money to build my empire. I got a lot of money from a Chinese doctor, a Russian nurse, and an Iranian belly dancer although my American grandfather did not like them. Anyhow, within a few days, I bought a huge well-protected fully-armed bed, one tank full of toys and Babyist -babyist is anyone who believes in babyism- musical Anthems, thick bullet-proof diapers, and a 10 years plan to install braces. It was only time for The World to fall in obedience under my feet, until my mom and grandfather started to spank me to behave well, and that's where all my dreams shattered away. And, I screamed "WA WAA'A A A A WAWA" which painfully meant "Mom! Why do You Women get jealous so easily!?" --

Right after [x] finished his tale,

[y] said: LIAR!,
[x] said: Well, look around do you see anyone is honest?
[y] said: Yes, Me.
[x] said: Yes, you are honest since your mom started to spank you as well.

_____________
Written by [x].
under revisions.

Previous Political-Fiction[4].

Good night dear Readers.

HistroPolitical-Joke[2]:

2006-10-01T04:44:00.000-05:00

HistroPolitical-Joke[2]:
Years Passed by, and Egyptians ran out of patience so they kindly asked their president:
"Why do you like to be the president and always win the election by 99%!?"

The president said: " Sorry people to make you wait this long, but I kept my position this long because I just wanted to know the feeling of being a mummy inside a pyramid guarded by a thousand men and visited daily by a thousand wanna-be-president-like-me for inspiration; And hence, I won the election by 99% because I was the only one who voted, and only 1% of myself disagreed with my policies."

Unfortunately, his people agreed to wait longer.
____________
Written by [x].

A keyless door.

2006-09-30T04:11:00.000-05:00

Morning In Wazir Khan Mosque by Umair Ghani

BedTime's Quote[116]:
"In our World, Our Religion was delivered complete, but, in today's reality, our society is so incomplete" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

Poliltical Status: Peaceful.
Psychological Status: Stressed, tired, fasting, patient.

_________

A Keyless Door.

She rushed to open the rusty door,
But too Late,
Their blood spelt on the floor,
The ~~Middle East~~ conflict had no cure.
Furious, curious, and serious,
Red, Blue, and White,
Colors Of
Hate,
curfew,
and peace.

....She turned off the light.
A Pigeon over an Olive Leaf's gone Blind,
Featherless,
Nakedness.
And The Atlas has gone dark.
No borders,
No flags.
A new life has begun...
From a tiny spark.
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z]

Note: the poem, the first "She" refers to the plans Arabs and Israelis working on with the U.N to solve their conflict. Red, Blue, and White referring to the USA. The second "She" refers to a better plan, which is no plan at all. Good Night dear readers. Ramadan Mobarak! so late, I know.

HistroPoliticalJoke[1]

2006-09-21T00:55:00.000-05:00

The Wedding by Kenvin Pinardy.

BedTime's Quote[115]:

"In the Capitalist society, it's brutal or even illegal without a license to slaughter a chicken in your backyard, while it's ok for big companies to slaughter and kill millions of them for their own benefits"--[x] [Eco-Understanding].

"A country never exists if it doesn't have any economical and ideological mean, and there are many like that in this World"--[x] [Political-Understanding].

Psychological Status: Insomniac, busy, but happy.
Political Status: Offensive.

____

HistroPolitical-Joke[1]:
A short conversation between a historian and Stalin, the former soviet union president:
Historian: "So, Mr.President, why did you kill or cause the death of 20 millions people or double that number?"
Stalin: "Me!! No way, I did not kill 20 nor 40 millions people, I only made them work little bit harder"
_____
Written by [x].

Good Night Dear Readers.