Monday, May 29, 2006

BedTime's Quote[100]:

"
Humans create something and then try to define it, and that's why they can't be like God, who defines it and then creates it for all his knowings " --[x] [Religious-Understanding]

Tonight's Blacklist:
- More legal Brothels For the World Cup in Germany, more than 140,000 Women are forced prostitutes to Gemrany, a country that legalized prostitution in 2002. And its foriegn minister Fischer is officially called "Pimp".
- Africa the worst continent. An Advice, try to forget your common color, Black, since it did not improve your position in the World. And keep in mind that you have "Mind" to be humans and united.

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Sick, searching.

MyDaily: Sorry I have not posted anything for more than ten days now, I wrote some drafts, but I am not feeling well, and I might be posting back soon. Good night Dear readers.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

The Sea Of insanity - بَحْرِ الجُنون

Tool's Album Cover
Tool's Album cover "10,000 Days" by Alex Grey.

BedTime's Quote[99]:
" Society is a bed sheet, made of silk, so don't smoke over it"--[x] [Social-Understanding]
_______
بَحْرِ الجُنون

غَرِقتُ في بَحْرِ الجُنون
هُمومٌ وَأفَكارٌ وشُجُون
مَخلوقاتٌ في بَحْرِهَا
تَسَبحُ وتَطُوفُ
بِدون ِرَقيب ِ

في رَأسِي تَتَغذّى على الدُّموع
أحَاسيسٌ ذابتْ فوقَ الشُّموع
ظلامٌ كالشمس ِمُحْتَكرا ً المَكَان
أظلَمتْ عَينَاي
وتَوَقّفَ جَرَيانُ دَمِي بِبِرُود
وَوَقَفَ الزّمنُ بِصُمُودٍ
ضِّدَ أحْلاَمِي الزّائِفة

كَبَصْمَة ٍتُعَبِّرُ عَن السُّكوت
ومَوْتٍ يُعَبِّرُ عَن الغُمُوض
ونحلة ٍتُحَلِّقُ فَوقَ الحُقُول
تَبْحَثُ عَن رِزقَهَا
وَتَمُوتُ تَحتَ الزُّهُور
عَلَى
شَبَكة ِالعَنكَبُوت

Copyright@[x]

Translation:

The Sea of Insanity

I sank into the Sea of Insanity,
Worries, Thoughts, and Feelings,
Creatures in its sea.
Swimming And Roaming,
Without A Guardian.

In My Head They feed on Tears,
Emotions melted over The Candles,
Darkness like The Sun, dominating the place.
Darkened my Eyes,
And My blood stopped Running... Cold,
And The Time Stood, So Strong,
Against my Fake Dreams.
Like A fingerprint representing Silence,
Death representing Mystery,
And A Bee flying over the farms,
Looking for her earnings
And dying under the roses,
Over the spider web.
Copyright@[x]

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Insane, Brainstorming.


Tonight's Blacklist:
- Russia's Population 143 Millions is falling by 700,000 a year, President Putin promised to give cash bonuses to Russian women who give birth to two or more children
. Finally they realized!

MyDaily: I will try to solve my problems as soon as possible and get back to track. Meanwhile I will keep writing, I want to start writing Political Fiction[4], BriefWord, or maybe A Mocking Life-System, and finish updating The open-source ideology. By the way, we won the local league, we were losing but last 5 minutes we scored 1 - 1 then we played penalty kicks and won the championship. Good Night Dear Readers.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

My Photo Album.

MyUpdate: I added most of the photos, which I have taken since May Last year 2005, to flickr.com. I know and am sorry for those who read this blog from Saudi Arabia or UAE that they can't browse flickr.com, I hope they can though. However for the rest This is the link to the album, MyPhoto[x]. My Digital Camera is not so good, I'm looking forward for Nikon D70 with a complete kit.

MyDaily: I've written many things, but I don't feel sharing or posting anything now. Not in good health, and don't want to talk about it nor anyone asks me about it. I think I need to stay away for while, even though I want so much to finish the political paper I've been thinking of. I have tomorrow a final game in the Soccer league, I hope we win.

Political Status: Retreat.
Psychological Status: Lost it, insane.


Good Night Dear Readers.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

BTQ[98]

Seeking Blue Moon by [x]
Seeking The Blue Moon by [x]
Note: I took the pic two hours ago.
_________________
BedTime's Quote[98]:
"America was built by slaves and The GCC was-is built by indians" --[x] [Political-Understanding]

"Unity comes first by believing in a common-ideology within one society, then applying it in reality " --[x] [Social-Understanding]

Political Status: Very offensive.
Psychological Status: Losing, Insane.

MyDaily: I am soon going to start working on my paper, and read some books [Yeah right! me read], I've written some poems and some notes, still reviewing them. My Tv was off for 4 days only today I turned it on, and believe me it's had the same news, only different people have died and same leaders have spoken. I have been sick, and it's the only disease I have enjoyed since I was born!! Good Night Dear Readers.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

The Pianist - SeeSaw World.

Salieri's red wine by Alexander Semushin
Salieri's red wine by Alexander Semushin.
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The Pianist

He's sitting there,
In the hallway,
Playing his piano,
She walked by,
Hearing the beautiful sound,
Seeking A dance, the Flamengo,
She sang;
"Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, La, Si,
Do -Do You want to Dance With Me?"

He stopped playing,
And He sang;
"La Ti Do Re Mi Fa Sol La-
"Ya, I do want to dance with ya"
She smiled...

He froze in time,
went speechless,
Escaped His REM.
A dream...
he woke up from....
He ran to his piano,
Saw his wife picture,
Fell on its face,
She passed away,
few years ago,
In An Unsolved murder case.
Do-Re-Mi-Fa-So-la-Si,
She wants to rest
in Peace.
Copyright@[x]
Influenced by [z]



Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Insane, Devilish
.

Tonight's Blacklist:
-Richest Leaders in the world are Arabs, finally something to be proud of!
- Kuwait's Political Stupidity.
- Bahrain, the kingdom without a king, but a tent
.
_________

MyNote
:
The Seesaw World And the Naughty Boy.

The Western Civilization is not something new, it's another Roman/Greek Civilization in a different form and system. And, the Arab World is not something new neither, it's another Ancient Nomadic World of The Desertmen. Both always seem to conflict, Roman conquered The Arab World, then later The Arab world has conquered the Roman World. Without mentioning religions, and I'm only basing my opinion geographically, historically, and culturally.

The Two Worlds look like two boys playing a Seesaw in a public park, one rises another falls and vice versa. Whenever one equals another, a war starts, a total war sweeping all the land, creating a new World with a new ruler and making the Seesaw imbalance again in this Public Park, full of playful kids {Leaders}. These two boys never stop fighting when they are equal, they always want to dominate and imbalance the Seesaw.

However, the unexpected always happens, There's a naughty boy. He always unexpectedly shows up in between these two boys, this boy has no specific origin, always faceless, but he always shows up from the East or Far East of the park, and destroys the entire Seesaw, and builds a new one, leaving the other two boys speechless, wondering what happened! They just realize that there's always a sleeping fat-boy sleeping somewhere ready to wake up and willing to shut them up , whenever the noise is too loud.

Good Night Dear Readers.

Total Posts published and non-published: 455.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

لونان مختلفان

مِسمَارٌ في لساني
جَعلَ

هِجَائِي
شُكرَاً
وبُكَائِي
فَرَحاً
وابنُ جَاهِلِ القَريةِ
وزيراً للسلطان
وعقلي
حليفاً للشًّيطان
مرتداً عن كلِّ الأزمان

وأموتُ وحيداً
تحتَ قصور الرخام
ويَحيَا البقيّة
تحتَ أزهارِ الغَرام
لَونانِ مُختلفان
مِن شمعةٍ
وسط الظَلام
Copyright@[x]

________
Translation:
_____
Two Different Colors

A Nail in my tongue.
Made;
My Insults,
Appreciation.
And My Cries,
Joys,
And The ignorant Son of the village,
A minister for the Sultan.
And My Mind
An Ally for Satan.
Apostasy of all times.

And I die alone under
The Castles of Marbles,
and the Rest live under
the Roses of Romance,
Two Different Colors
From One Candle,
In The Dark.
Copyright@[x]

Political Status: Calm.
Psychological Status: Collapsed, lost control.


Good Night Dear Readers.

Monday, May 01, 2006

The Suffering of Paper Literature.

TheEndofPaperLiteratureTopView
"The Suffering of Paper Literature"
Picture Taken by [x].
Click on it to see it clear.

Note: I took this picture last week, it represents the suffering of paper literature, and the rise of blog World and more digital media writing forms. The blood on the J is my own blood, J is for Justice, The rest of the elements in the picture is so obvious I think.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Clay Castles.

Carmine by Natalie Shau
Carmine by Natalie Shau

BedTime's Quote[97]:
"Don't burn the bridges around you, unless you want to know how it feels to be an island" --[x] [Social-Understanding]


Clay Castles.
______

Clay
Castles Melting,
Shy
Tears falling,
Not another
Rainy
Day,
He would say;
"I Stay,
Wait,
and
Never decay."

She would say;
"Goodbye,
Farewell,
My Tears,
melted
All the way
I seek the sky,
Not a man made of clay.
"
Copyright@[x]
inspired by [y]



Good Night Dear Readers.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Execution_Tourism.

Execution by [x] me
Execution taken by [x]

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Insane, lost control, devilish.
______
MyNote:
Tourism, A Bank Account for the Elite.

What is Tourism? How does it function? Or does it really function? Questions no one really asks but in fact everyone seems happy about it without looking at it in religious aspects or social aspects. Most Countries in the Arab Regions, especially in The GCC, they are trying hard to depend on Tourism, countries or cities like Qatar, Dubai, which succeeded so much in doing so. People like me and you, who live in countries like these, which are trying to promote tourism, might feel happy and so excited about those huge multibillions dollars projects to build Hotels, Tourist Resorts, Shopping Malls, huge airports. People like me and you might be happy that our country is rising to the sun and is being promoted internationally and soon everyone will know our country's flag to its tiniest cultural tradition.

We might be happy, and proud, but have we ever looked at it in closer view? Have you ever wondered where this is leading to?! The answer is No if you are well-living. Tourism Business might seem like it's rising us to the sun, but soon we will be burned, burned and turned into Ashes. With Tourism Social decay will reach its peak, and what we might seem to be proud of will become something we wish we never had. I might have a dark view on Tourism, even though it's a good thing if it's well-used, however no one is ever well-using it.

Greedy elites on the top never think of a poor woman, whose drunk husband comes home late and beats her with no mercy. They never think of a poor girl, who is abused and used to serve some brothels, and there's no woman rights to protect her. They never think of a smart boy, who has imaginations and knowledge to help his country, instead he sits home unemployed, getting fat, and losing hair until he becomes bold, and unmarried. They never think of giving you life, they only think of how to spend their summer vacations in Switzerland, or Paris. They only think of how to give excuses to the press for the next morning interviews. If all these they think of, then I don't want tourism, and I don't want to live with you.

Should we really be proud of our countries when they start slowly indirectly to depend on Alcohol, and prostitution business to attract visitors for the sake of tourism plans? Should we really accept Business that flourish on disorders and then call it a successful plan. No one ever should accept such things, if getting rich and popular in the world on the cost of losing our faith, and unpleasing him, over the seven skies, is a success, then excuse me, I don't want to live, and existence has no meaning any more, but a huge materialistic zoo full of lusty animals looking for a prey or a mate.

Some might say Tourism creates jobs for local citizens. What kind of jobs? What kind of future are we leading our nations to? A future that's only based on tourism, where's knowledge?, where's faith?, where's unity in this wide black and white picture? Without knowledge, without social disciplines, without a faithful army to protect its citizens, without unity, there's no success, but a superficial world full of tall buildings, huge parks, long white beaches, a human made heaven on Earth, , blessed and worshiped by the elites, but by God.
______
Written by [x]


Monday, April 24, 2006

Cold Shoes + Blog World.


Cold Shoes
______
A Man went to A mosque,
To pray for forgiveness
A poor woman saw him and attracted to his soul.
She decided to know more about his presence
She waited him to...
Took off, His Shoes,
"Don't you dare wearing them",
Her Angel said,
"Just Don't do so",
"Keep Distance now",

She was stubborn,
A Curious Creature, she was born as,
She felt them
Cold Shoes They were,
No Matter how long, them, He wore.
Torn Deep Sad footsteps,
They print.

Her Angel repeated to her
"Don't You dare wearing them",
"You don't need to know,
How he feels,
Inside them...
Cold they are,
Sad Footsteps,
Like Shed Red Veins,
They print".
She left the scene.

He finished praying,
Wore his shoes,
But he felt them, Warm,
He smiled,
and said to his angel,
"I prayed for a poor woman, I saw".
"For her soul to be pure".
Copyright@[x]
Inspired by [y]

Political Status: Regrouping.
Psychological Status: Insane.

Tonight Blacklist:
- Palestine Civil Clash.
- Iraq's Civil War.
- Bin Ladin New Album.

MyNote:
A BorderLess World. The Blog World:
The best thing in the Blog world is that I can easily symbolize the world through it, [x], [y], [z], [o]...Etc. No need to know anybody's name, or origin, or location any more, It's enough to see how people's minds function, It's enough to see how each imagination & knowledge interact and create new ideas and concepts. And, when we die or disappear from this Blog World, no one will ask about us or myself except few comments and Email Messages will echo inside one's blog, wondering "What Happened?, Why You quit?, Why did you delete your blog?", and sure there will be no reply from the blog writer. Only his ideas and concepts, which were written in his blog, will remain and be archived in his blog page. Only these ideas will affect the readers, not his physical presence, nor his picture, nor his name, nor nationality or last name, will affect us.

In Blog World, we only see facts and opinions flying all over the place, I don't care about your name or location much. What One presents of facts and opinions define his name and his location. When I surf the blog world, I only see
a flat borderless World. One can move from A Saudi Blog to An American Blog without having to go through Filling Visa Applications to Check Points and finally end up in Guantanamo Bay. I simply enjoy AntiNationalism to the fullest in here.

Good Night Dear Readers.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Falling Bricks.

Adobe Church by Chris Hanessian
Adobe Church by Chris Hanessian
_______

Falling Bricks.

Burn All The Shadows,
Rise The Sun,
Make The Illusion Reality.
Demolish All The Walls,
Leave No Brick Standing,
So No Shadow is born.
And No Man is Chained,
And faint.
Freedom is unleashed.
Spreads Wild,
Horizontal,
Vertical,
A curve in space-time.
Don't let anyone chain your mind.
Again...And again.
My dear Friend.
Copyright@[x]

Tonight's blacklist:
- Hamas and Fateh Leaders.

Political Status: Defensive.
Psychological Status: ...Gone insane.

MyNote:
Painless Creatures:
Imagine all human beings felt painless;
-Would wars be more exciting to have?
-Would killing be easy to be practiced?
-Would invading and monopolizing weak people be fun?
The answer of all these is Yes, and those painless human beings do exist, and they are over us now, just don't turn on the TV, because sure one of them is on talking about pain while he is painless.

Good Night Dear Readers.