my dinner tonight.. 

the Middlized East.

For those who want to know the Middlized east more:
Ahmed Matar

مــم نخشى ؟

الحكومات التي في ثقبها

تفتح إسرائيل مــمشى

لم تزل للفتح عطشى

تستزيد النبش نبشاً !

وإذا مر عليها بيت شعرٍ تتغشى !

تستحي وهي بوضع الفُحشِ

أن تسمع فُحشا !

***

مــم نخشى ؟

أبصرُ الحكام أعمى

أكثر الحكام زهداً

يحسب البصقة قِرشا

أطول الحكام سيفاً

يتقي الخيفة خوفاً

ويرى ا للا شئ وحشا !

أوسع الحكام علماً

لو مشى في طلب العلم إلى الصين

لما أفلح أن يصبح جحشا !

***

مــم نخشى ؟

ليست الدولة والحاكم إلا

بئر بترول وكرشا

دولة ٌ لو مسها الكبريت . . طارت

حاكم لو مسه الدبوس . . فـشـا

هل رأيتم مثل هذا الغش غشـا ؟!

***

مــم نخشى ؟

نملة ٌ لو عطست تكسح جيشا

وهباءٌ لو تمطى كسلاً يقلبُ عرشا !

فلماذا تبطشُ الدمية ُ بالإنسان بطشا ؟!

***

إ نهـضـوا . .

أنَ لهذا الحاكم المنفوش مثل الديك

أن يشبع نفشا

إ نهشوا الحاكم نهشا

واصنعوا من صولجان الحكم ر فـشـا

واحفروا القبر عميقاً

واجعلوا الكرسي نعشا !

Today's

Meee 

Abu Tmam + Be Apart

Be Apart
It is soon to be.
Very soon to be apart.
Very far to get together.
Very invisible to see it again.
Fading away like never before.
Going away from you.
Disappearing from the known.
To meet the unknown.
A drop of tears won't change it now.
Weep your tears.
Look beyond the future.
Where the Sun has no sunset yet.
And the moon isn't full yet.
The day to be far from you,
is the day to be closer to her.
No sadness in me,
But a devilish smile growing inside me.
Feel the happiness,
Nevertheless no superficial smile.
Let me be apart now,
And leave you all tied to this materialistic bounds.
copyright@[x]
written in 2005

Abu Tmam

و تركتَ جسمي لا سقمتَ سقيما	يومَ الفراقِ لقد خلقتَ عظيما
ما زَالَ يَعْصِفُ باللقِاءِ قَدِيما!	ما للفراقِ تفرقت أعضاؤهُ
و تلددٍ حتى أراك سليما	ما زِلْتُ بعدَكَ يا أَخي في حَسْرَة ٍ
جرت الرياحُ فانشقتكَ نسيما	اقْرَ السّلامَ عليكَ مِني كُلَّما

Days: سأبكي على ما فات مني صبابة

Days are running so fast. When your mind, your brain conflict with their own ideas and actions, which they produce, you feel the state of confusion of getting-nowhere. The following peom by Emro'o Al-Qais قيس بن الملوح -مجنون ليلى somehow describe my mood.

وأندب أيام السرور الذواهب	سأبكي على ما فات مني صبابة
وإنِّي وإنْ جَانَبْتُ غَيْرُ مُجانِبِ	وأمنع عيني أن تلذ بغيركم
رَمَتْنِي عُيُونُ النَّاسِ مِنْ كُلِّ جَانِبِ	وخير زمان كنت أرجو دنوه
فصبراً على مكروهها والعواقب	فأصبحت مرحوما ًوكنت محسداً
وعَهْدِي بها عَذرَاءَ ذَاتَ ذَوَائِبِ	ولم أرها إلا ثلاثاً على منى
بَدَا حاجِبٌ مِنْها وَضَنَّتْ بِحَاجِبِ	تبدت لنا كالشمس تحت غمامة

That's what people call Kabsa ! ,,the battle of all dishes. 

Animation,the art of creativity. 

A'leef, Qa'af,Me'm, my calligraphy.

Note: this is the post# 40.

it's very boring tonight.Goodnight. 

Today's sunset was really special, it was so sad and dark like the sins of today were just washed away. 

Today is the full moon, it reminds me of many things special happened in my past.  

Your life is only directed by you like a ring around your finger. 

Today but Only today

Is it Nice?

الَيوْم وليسَ إلا اليْوم
أموتُ للهِ وأعيشُ لإسلامي
شربتُ مِنَ الحَياةِ الكِفَاية
وشبعتُ مِنها مالانِهَاية

أردتُ الحَقَّ
وَوَجدتُ الَمحْق
ناديتُ اسمَهَا الفَخُورِ
ولكنْ لم اسْمَعُ إلا صَدى ظلمكِ المتكبرِ
هاأنتم عربٌ جَرَبٌ مع الغربِ

بدون خَرُوفٍ ولا شُُُروق
كُلوا واشبعُوا
واتركُوا البَاقي للبَاقي

أنا عَرَبِيٌّ فَخُورَا ً بنَسِبي
لأنّي بدونِ حَرَجٍ
حمارٌ اسَتحْمَرتُ على الأعْجَمِيّ
وَتَثَاقلتُ عَلى عقلي

وهَا أنا مِن جَديد
في سِجنِ دَارِي
أموتُ للِه وأعيشُ لإسْلاَمِي

written in 2005
copyright@[x]
influenced by [z]

Ticking Tick Tack.

Bush vs the World

CLICK ME TO KNOW ME <---
-

Che Guevara

That's me!..unfortunately.

Death.

Jareer said.

جرير


أنا الموتُ الذي آتى عليكم *** فليسَ لهاربٍ مني نجاءُ


Translation:

I'm the death that came upon you
for he who escapes me,There's No Survival.

translated by [x]

The Infidelization and the Revolution

In the Arabic world, there's always something unique than the rest of the world, something ignorant something insane, something out of control. Is there something out of the normality to the paranormality! Well the arabic world in the 21st Century is almost the same as the arabic world before Islam. This sign only tells you alot about how far arabs are from Islam itself, They spreaded it, they fought for it, but now they are ignoring it, they deny it, and they adopted something totally different. And, now they want to change their current situation and guess...the way they are following to do so is just another sign of ignorance. Ahmad Matar wrote التكفير والثورة the following:

كفرتُ بالأقـلامِ والدفاتِـرْ .

كفرتُ بالفُصحـى التي

تحبـلُ وهـيَ عاقِـرْ .

كَفَرتُ بالشِّعـرِ الذي

لا يُوقِفُ الظُّلمَ ولا يُحرِّكُ الضمائرْ .

لَعَنتُ كُلَّ كِلْمَةٍ

لمْ تنطَلِـقْ من بعـدها مسيرهْ

ولـمْ يخُطِّ الشعبُ في آثارِها مَصـيرهْ .

لعنتُ كُلَّ شاعِـرْ

ينامُ فوقَ الجُمَلِ النّديّـةِ الوثيرةْ

وَشعبُهُ ينـامُ في المَقابِرْ .

لعنتُ كلّ شاعِـرْ

يستلهِمُ الدّمعـةَ خمـراً

والأسـى صَبابَـةً

والموتَ قُشْعَريـرةْ .

لعنتُ كلّ شاعِـرْ

يُغازِلُ الشّفاهَ والأثداءَ والضفائِرْ

في زمَنِ الكلابِ والمخافِـرْ

ولا يرى فوهَـةَ بُندُقيّـةٍ

حينَ يرى الشِّفاهَ مُستَجِيرةْ !

ولا يرى رُمّانـةً ناسِفـةً

حينَ يرى الأثـداءَ مُستديرَةْ !

ولا يرى مِشنَقَةً

حينَ يرى الضّفـيرةْ !

**

في زمَـنِ الآتينَ للحُكـمِ

على دبّابـةٍ أجـيرهْ

أو ناقَـةِ العشيرةْ

لعنتُ كلّ شاعِـرٍ

لا يقتـنى قنبلـةً

كي يكتُبَ القصيـدَةَ الأخيرةْ

Note: This is the post# 30

Death Penalty

Arabism the ideology of the losers.

الإعدام أخف عقاب

يتلقاه الفرد العربي.

أهناك أقسى من هذا؟

- طبعاً..

فالأقسى من هذا

أن يحيا في الوطن العربي!

Copyright@Ahmed Matar

Add-wolf Hate-ler

Adolf Hitler quotes, I don't really agree with most of them but I just liked to mention them: PLEASE READ ALL OF THEM AND THINK.

• "Those who want to live, let them fight, and those who do not want to fight in this world of eternal struggle do not deserve to live."
  
• "For there is one thing we must never forget… the majority can never replace the man. And no more than a hundred empty heads make one wise man will an heroic decision arise from a hundred cowards."
• "There must be no majority decisions, but only responsible persons, and the word 'council' must be restored to its original meaning. Surely every man will have advisers by his side, but the decision will be made by one man."
• "Never forget that the most sacred right on this earth is mans right to have the earth to till with his own hands, the most sacred sacrifice the blood that a man sheds for this earth...."
• "It must be thoroughly understood that the lost land will never be won back by solemn appeals to the God, nor by hopes in any League of Nations, but only by the force of arms."
• "How to achieve the moral breakdown of the enemy before the war has started -- that is the problem that interests me. Whoever has experienced war at the front will want to refrain from all avoidable bloodshed."
• "People have killed only when they could not achieve their aim in other ways ... there is a broadened strategy, with intellectual weapons ... why should I demoralize the enemy by military means if I can do so better and more cheaply in other ways?"
• "Demoralize the enemy from within by surprise, terror, sabotage, assassination. This is the war of the future."
• "The man who has no sense of history, is like a man who has no ears or eyes"
• "It is always more difficult to fight against faith than against knowledge"The majority can never replace the man"
• "Who says I am not under the special protection of God?"

Now I am thinking hmmm how many of these Hitler's quotes does match with V.Poten's or Bush's personalities and decisions-making as presidents ?

The last Quote matches me hehe.

"Words build bridges into unexplored regions"

inkubus sukkubus

Inkubus sukkubus- Sweet Morpheus

Falling downward, your face I see
Falling downward, you can see me
In this madness I reach out for your hand
Two souls in union, spiralling to the ground
Child of Morpheus
Take me to your sweet euphoria
Child of Morpheus
Hold me in my dreams
Tranquil angel
Falling with no fear of landing
Child of Morpheus
Close my eyes for me
I've touched your beauty, tasted your poison brew
You've held me closer than any man could do
Now come, sweet Morpheus, there's lands we've yet to see
Unfold your comforting arms, and we'll fall endlessly
How I love you, Morpheus, my soul has ached for you
You gave me comfort while life was so cruel
Your time is precious, I'll waste not what you share
Let's fall again now, as far as we would dare

Smartness, intelligence, open-mindness, Screw it all when it comes to GPA where they only count your grades not your mind, where your brain wieghs only ZERO no matter how genius you can be! [I won't contradict with myself this time although I really have an idea inside my mind that disagrees with what i just wrote]. Yes it's sad but it does happen everywhere arabic systems exist hehe. To BE CONTINUED....has to go... 

Youth's blood

---Abu'Qasim Al-shabi..The youth's blood-
If the Nation one day wants the life they must accept the destiny
And the nights must go
and the chain must be broken
And Who doesnt have hope in life
will steam in its atmospher and be gone.
And that how all life-existance told me and their souls talked to me
The winds move between groves and upon mountains and underneath trees.
If you are willing to reach a goal, you will ride the destiny and forget the carefullness.
I never aviod the hard pathes, and go through hot fires
And who doesnt like to climb the mountains will live forever between holes.
the blood of youth lives in my heart and other winds fill my chest
And I started to listen to the thunders striking and winds blowing and rain falling.
--
Translated by [x]

same.

Isn't that Calligraphy beautiful? I wish I had enough creativity to make one like it. 

See,Among this Nebula and all these bright and faint stars everything seems to be lost, confusing, and nowhere to be found. Life is like this image of Nebula, but in life there's always a hope unlike the Nebula's lost hope. 

Political Thinking

==Politics==
Intentionally Attention…
Socially ...
Politically ...
Economically...
Religiously ...
Analysis these...
...
Their ideology is a failure to me.

Competition...
Their life is hard to be peaceful.

Wars...
Their Hopes are sunk deep in the ocean and make them true by ___.

Expectation...
Their future is unknown.

Exception...
The rich lives and the poor die.

Loyalty..
Their best friends are the one who pay more.

Love...
Their way of making life easy and live it to the fullest and be FOOL it.

Dream...
Their plans are like fairy tales.

Manhood...
Their Races are fighting with each others.

Religion...
Their God is many gods!

Faith...
Their believes have many faces.

Revolution...
Their way of changes is to revolt and kill innocent people.

Capitalism..
Their system to be rich and make the rest poor.

Communism...
Their system to equal the people materialistically by killing them.

Dictatorship...
Their system to kill who says No.

Islam...
Their system to free the human race logically peacefully, but it is terrorism to the west.

Solution...
Their way to solve things "MAKE WARS".

My God...
Allah and no one beside him.

Copyright@[x]
written in 2003

The Leader.

---The leader---

Who's the leader we should choose?

...The Leader...

The one that refuses to have money And Accepts to be poor
Loves to listen to his people and hate to listen to greedy stronger
Smiles softly at the children, and straight with the elder
Weak among the poor ,and strong among the rich
Slave to the people during day time and Slave to Allah during the night
Prefers his people before everything, justifies their rights If they are right
The First in the battlefield and the last to retreat
The Last to give an opinion, and the first to accept an opinion
Sells his earthy life, and wins heavenly life
Doesn’t eat until all his people eat.
He is hungry until all his people are full.
He is A wise man among the children and a student among the elders.
Cries before all people cry and smile after all people smile
Fears no one but his god
Respects all people and disrespect himself
And when he dies, he lives forever in our minds
It's hard to find him but he will come sooner or later.
…Can You understand ?
....Can you stand him?
......Can you feel him?
........Can you hear him?
Sure not, Because he doesn't exist yet.

Copyright@[x]
written in 2003

Note: This is the post# 20.

The silent Dawn.

It's almost 4:38am, He hasn't slept yet, kept thinking alot. He did nothing for school yet, He needs to finish some assignments. He's so tired mentally(thinking), psychologically(life), and physically (because of soccer). He doesn't listen to music as He used to, I think it's because he can't listen to it while talking chatting and watching TV. However, he is listening to a black metal song! It's called "Satyricon - a moment of clarity". I just downloaded the song. Well, the lyrics as the following:

A moment of Clarity

"Without beginning, without the end (our lifeblood)
the road for the spiritual outlaws is never ending
and so is the hunt for all those answers
the devil may hold your truth, what a fucking relief it would be (to know)
bluecold and the grim truth stands before you (all you ever wanted?)
Descend and fly away to another day, another night
sleep forever or serve to justify
The brand that you wear speak of what you are made of
It leaves you like an open book for everyone to read
Is this it, is this what you wanted?
The eye of the rest on your back
To be a part of the masterplan is the only way to spiritual hell
drink to that and never forget where you came from
cause there's no such thing as a one way ticket to hell
what a fucking relief that is
Descend and fly away to another day, another night
sleep forever or serve to justufy"


Well, I think, well I think it sounds satanic or so-dark enough!...I wonder how people can listen to such a song without understanding its lyrics!...Or even think logically of how meaningful or meaningless it is!...well ignorants are born everywhere within any society. let's call them "weak-logical-people" or "Easy-influential-people" better than using the term Ignorants. I think an absolute Freedom of Expression or speech always causes Destruction in the societies in the long-term and Negative Ideologies. I think, Nazi wouldn't be possible without the so-called Democracy, I do believe Communism wouldn't be there without Democracy or scientific revolution. Athieism as well. Music goes under the same influence and ideology. Oh Yes, now I'm listening to my favorite band "Samael" song: Moongate, the lyrics as following:

Moongate

Clashes of thoughts, of desires and hope
lift you up, straight to the top of the world
With fluidity of energy in constant availability
All that glitters all that matters beyond rivalries
Amplified universality, transcending dualities
Body chemistry, linked spiritually
Right in time every time, synchronized all along

Destiny, tomorrow is today
Destiny, without boundaries
How many nights will we spend together traveling infinity back and forth and again
How many times will we go together questioning eternity about us about our wonders...

.....etc



The song finished!....now another song called "Telepath"


Telepath

What could one possibly say
To someone who ignores his way
Who's never been touched by grace
How could one eventually express
All the tension, all the stress
That can't be read on his face
All the people that one met
All the people that one left
They enrich, they develop
What one's got to reach the top
Being a sum of experiences
Giving life consistence
Knowing details makes differences
Entering a heart of existence
Tune your mind to the right channel
Things get played at a higher scale
Go memorize the frequency
Isn't it phenomenal
Don't you think it's magical
This electric storm of ecstacy

Ride the wind, take on your destiny
You gotta get much higher
Fly your flight, get over society
The world is by far much bigger

Nothing is impossible
Nothing is unreachable

Tune your mind to the right channel
Things get played at a higher scale
Go memorize the frequency
Isn't it phenomenal
Don't you think it's magical
This electric storm of ecstacy

Fear's got no place around here
What we see, what we hear
Format our comprehension
The un-thought, things we ignore
All the pluses and all the more
Wait to reach our perception

Spread your conscience to other territory
Your vision's gonna get much clearer
When the hunt is over parts meet in sympathy
World peace is getting nearer...
Spread your conscience to other territory
Your vision's gonna get much clearer
When the hunt is over parts meet in sympathy
World peace is getting nearer...

Well. I think Music is boring sometime, hehe. I end up my boring writing with this lyrics of the song "Jupitarian Vibe"

Jupiterian Vibe

MOVE WITH THE STORM, WITH THE WIND, WITH THE FLOOD
GET DOWN, RISE UP, HOLD ON TO THE VIBE
MOVE TO THE LEFT, TO THE RIGHT, ATTRACTION
THE FLOOR WE DANCE ON IS THE FIRMAMENT OF OUR EYES
CREATION TRANSCENDS CREATOR
YES IS THE WORD TO EVERYTHING
TO PAIN, TO TORTURE, TO WAR AND DESTRUCTION
CHOOSE, MAKE UP YOUR MIND BEFORE AFTER IS NO MORE
TIME STOPS WHILE ANOTHER TIME IS COMING
THE SAME LEADS BACK TO THE SAME
"PRESENT IS THE TIME INCLUDING ALL TIMES
EACH SECOND IS ETERNITY AS ETERNITY IS NOW
AND NOW IS FOREVER..."
YES IS THE WORD TO EVERYTHING
TO LIBERTY, TO SWEETNESS, TO PEACE AND CONSTRUCTION
MOVE WITH THE STARS, WITH THE WAVE AND WITH US
DANCE TO THE THUNDER BEATS, FEEL IT ALL AROUND
JUPITERIAN VIBE
MOVE WITH THE STORM, WITH THE WIND, WITH THE FLOOD
MOVE WITH THE STARS, WITH THE WAVE AMD WITH US

By the way, all the lyrics go under Black Metal Category, Actually only the band Samael goes under that Category but the lyrics hmm I don't feel like they do go under that category. the funny thing these lyrics might sound nice or interesting but the music is loud and can be noisy for others. All my thoughts I wrote here today are inspired by my own critical thinking and some of these lyrics...does this prove something I just wrote a while back here?....which proves what I wrote "weak-logical-people" or "Easy-influential-people" and " I think an absolute Freedom of Expression or speech always causes Destruction in the societies in the long-term and Negative Ideologies" I think I am contradicting with myself, I say things then I oppose them, Hmmm Ok I think I'm only influencing myself and who wants to listen to me:p...hehe.