B/w Good and evil a wall

Antinationalist's thought:
Between evil and good, a wall.

I've been homeless, living at my friend's apartment to another. It's not that I'm really homeless, it's just that I have a home but I don't feel comfortable living in it any more, so I preferred to roam around. I'm at my friend's apartment. I just prayed Alfajir, and my hair is still wet from Wudu. The room is quiet, and the fan is spinning and its shades moving on the room's four walls. I could hear Um Kulthom classic songs coming through the wall and underneath the door from a next door room. Five Arabs roommates are there, laughing and chatting. Their laughters are loud and as meaningless as their conversations. They just finished smoking their last weed pot, and got drunk enough. I question myself a lot and realize that there is also a physical thin line between evil and good, and it was a wall. Like any wall in history, like the great wall of China, the Berlin wall, and the wall in Gazah. However, my wall is more personal, and socially sad. It's so fragile, insecure and thin comparing to the others. My wall is just to show you how society has become, and how evil and good exist in one house under one roof divided by a wall or two. All I could do is to put the pillow around my ears to hardly fall asleep and pretend there's only light not dark.

Good Night dear readers.

One Cent Missing

AntiNationalist's Thought:
One Cent Missing

Today at work, an old white unshaved western man with a tiring face bought something, I told him it was four dollars and one cent, he gave me four dollars and two cents, I told him one cent was over, he said "Yeah you forgot last week I told you I was short one cent and forgot to give it to you". I was speechless and amazed at how honest and credible some people could be, I said to him "Well for your loyalty and honesty, I gave it back to you". I've seen Arabs and Muslims men throwing away cents, dimes and nickels in trash saying it's not much. I've met some who owed me hundreds of dollars not a cent, and still denied to pay back. In the darkest and most disordered working-class societies, you see drunken drugs addicted homeless people and prostitutes, thieves, and more. However you still sometime see inside them a sense of kindness and mercifulness, which amazes me the most because of how contradicting it is. I think the sense of mercifulness is what many of our Arab and Muslim societies miss and lack, and don't understand and realize it, even though they say it unrealizing the meaning of it everyday in their prayers: "Bismillahi al r-rahmani al r-rahim" "In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful".

Good night dear readers.

ابن القيم

ابن القيم الجوزية مدهش من اتخاذ المسيحيين عيسى عليه السلام إلها متسائلا:-

"أعباد المسيح لنا سؤال نريد جوابه ممن وعاه:

إذا مات الإله بصنع قوم أماتوه فما هذا الإله؟

وهل أرضاه ما نالوه منه فبشراهم إذا نالوا رضاه؟

و إن سخط الذي فعلوه فيه فقوتهم إذا أوهت قواه؟

وهل بقي الوجود بلا إله سميع يستجيب لمن دعاه؟

و هل خلت الطباق السبع لما ثوى تحت التراب و قد علاه؟

و هل خلت العوالم من إله يدبرها و قد سُمّرَتْ يداه؟

و كيف تخلت الأملاك عنه بنصرهم و قد سمعوا بكاه؟

و كيف أطاقت الخشبات حمل الإله الحق شداً على قفاه؟

و كيف دنا الحديد إليه حتى يخالطه و يلحقه أذاه؟

و كيف تمكنت أيدي عداه و طالت حيث قد صفعوا قفاه؟

و هل عاد المسيح إلى حياة أم المحيي له رب سواه؟

و يا عجبا لقبر ضم رباً و أعجب منه بطن قد حواه!

أقام هناك تسعاً من شهور لدى الظلمات من حيض غذاه.

و شق الفرج مولوداً صغيراً ضعيفاً فاتحاً للثدى فاه.

و يأكل ثم يشرب ثم يأتي بلازم ذاك هل هذا إله؟

تعالى الله عن إفك النصارى سيسأل كلهم عما افتراه

أعباد الصليب لأي معنى يعظم أو يقبح من رماه؟

و هل تقضى العقول بغير كسر و إحراق له و لمن بغاه؟

إذا ركب الإله عليه كرهاً و قد شدت لتسمير يداه

فذاك المركب الملعون حقا فدسه لا تبسه إذ تراه يهان.

عليه رب الخلق طَرا و تعبده! فإنك من عداه.

فإن عظمته من أجل أن قد حوى رب العباد و قد علاه.

و قد فقد الصليب فإن رأينا له شكلا تذكرنا سناه!

فهلا للقبور سجدت طرا لضم القبر ربك في حشاه!

فيا عبد المسيح أفق فهذا بدايته وهذا منتهاه".

Untitled

In today's world, only good dies young.

BTQ[169]

BedTime's quote[169]:
"I watched a lot of Fox news, until I got confused about reality" --[x]

"The only thing I learned from Watching News on Tv is the definition of confusion" --[x]

"All those who go through the presidential elections are liars, and they should never be trusted again when they become presidents" --[x]

Psychological Status: Very dark.
Political Status: dont-giva-dam.

Good night dear readers.

يامن يراني ولا أراه .

يامن يراني ولا أراه .......*... أنظر بعين الرضا لحالي

وارحم بعفو ذلي وحالي ....*.... وكن لي عونا عند السؤال

فإني عبد حملي ثقيل ....*.... ولي ذنوب مثل الرمال

Mocking Life-System[12] + BTQ[168]

12 Hours of Work by [x]

BedTime's Quote[168]:
"The Material world prices are increasing, while the Spiritual World is going low, many souls have become worthless, and a drop of oil equals everything" --[x].

Mocking Life-System[12]:

-Bahraini Riots is when people think that their kingdom is as big as USA and it is really capable of solving its problems alone.
-Omani Riots is when people get slapped and spanked and go back home to sleep quietly like nothing has happened.
-Saudi riots never exist, because the king says so.
-Palestinian Riots is when people shout and scream until their throats bleed and their lands become sandy and rockless, but still could not wake up one Arabic president from his asleep.
-American Riots is when people realize that they have mistaken again, and the tax rate has been changed.
-Danish Riots is when Muslims are on News.
-Dutch Riots is when people go naked and lay down in streets and call it - white protest! and it's part of their "freedom"
-Indian and Pakistani riots is when people all shout and scream after one man, without knowing what the real problem is.
-Chinese Riots is when you see dead and burned bodies in the streets, you realize that something existed before.
- In Russia riots never happen because their TV never show the truth.
- In the rest of Arabia riots are daily routines enjoyed by the kings and remote-controlled by imperialists.
- In Africa, the word Riot doesn't exist in their dictionary, instead they use "Civil war" which almost equals to rioting.

Therefore, let's riot over bread prices, rice prices, oil prices, but in the end it will not change the fact that we only riot when their oppression does almost cause our death, which in return it is our natural human reaction to act for survival. I wonder when will we riot for more knowledge, more justices, more rights, more anti-alcohol laws, anti interest rates - reba2... Riot for the child who never had education, a man who can't get married, or a woman who can't get a job, or for more books to be translated to Arabic.

Good night dear readers.

Unity & Humanity

When we battle each other,
wound each other,
our blood drops down to the ground.
and our souls fly high to the sky.

The tree roots go deep,
and its branches go high.

North only faces North,
South only faces South,

The Sky and the Earth never meet together,

But they are like the spirit and the body
One can't exist without another.
Copyright@[x]

MyNote: Thanks for reading, and who's commented, I post my entries very late at night because most of my day I spend it busy outside, I only check the net before I go to sleep or when I wake up.

Good night Dear Readers

BTQ[162]

Bedtime's Quote[162]:
"The offensive cartoons depicting our prophet could be a great tool we could use to spread the faith to wider audiences by not protesting violently in streets and sending threats to those editors, but by reacting kindly and explain & tell the life story of the prophet on live TVs whenever we are interviewed globally, this is the easiest and simplest counter-attack to defeat the islamphobia fans and haters at home" --[x]

Good night.

David Star Above

Have you seen
The burning tyres in
the streets
the sky raining rocks and steels
Birds flying called F sixteens
Bones of hope
Of those who were erased
Over them a throne
Of 23 men on the top
And A david star above them

Controlling millions of masses
Engineering the killing machine,
Making rules and staging the scene.
We are the ignorants,
the cowards, and backward nation
Living in the undying summer,
the frozen winter,
Witnessing deserts
And leaveless trees.
We can't even move a stone without a permission.

They are drinking the blood of the innocents,
while praying under the Salmon Wall,
Great mosques, or
In casinos cursing God

They, Stealing our lands, burning olive trees
Making thousands
homeless, heartless,
Rock throwers,
tyres burners,
suicide bombers
So Just to settle and make a living for three!

Where does justice exist in today's world?
When millions die and few lives,
A baby thirsts for milk, while the soldier kills the cow.
We are the seeds that never grow,
The disabled people,
The deactivated brains,

Let's reactivate our intellects,
Let's reflect lights of knowledge and unity
to prove a point that history
repeats itself.
Yes, rewrite the story
Of the victory of our fathers
The happiness of our mothers,
End it and pour wax on it
Stamp it with blood and words say
"We over threw 23 men under David star"

Close to The Throne

Dirty Cold Past by [x]
[Taken in Feb 2008]

Close To The Throne

A lifeless man
Digging for gold,
Building Palaces and Castles,
in front of heavenly views.
His friends to be sold.
His Protesters to be destroyed.
Say No to be gone
Say Yes to get close to the throne.

He thinks his words are memes,
His Constitution is Sacramental
And His People are just part of his agitprop.
...but between the narrow streets
Reality is very sad and catastrophical.

..He ignores the existence of God.
Greed is a sin,
one of the sevens'.
Power is a virus with no cure.
Sure,
He knows it all.

His death is pivot
A funeral to some
A celebration to many
Worms gather underground,
Waiting for the feast
To get down,
buried by the sands,
Covered and Marbled by a 5 inch thick stone.

...Worms consume him to a skeleton...
The Celebration won't last long,
Because another lifeless man
said Yes to get close to the throne.
copyright@[x]
influenced by [z]



AntiNationalist Thought:
Silly Imaginations

I sometime have strange thoughts to describe my moods and reaction to certain events, or express my madness. I never hesistate to express my madness or moods although they can be very offensive to my bosses so-called big brothers. I sometime have weird thoughts or imaginations. For example, I would imagine myself having a dream of a president but in abstract details. I write them as drafts because I don't think they are valuable, writing is good even if it was for nothing, because from nothing we are born. For example, imagining myself having this weird dream in this few lines:

In my dream,
I've Seen an old cow,
with two golden wings
flying!
An old turbaned man explained it
He said to me:
"another president
to be hang
And another nation
to be divided
into tiny dots like the sands".

Copyright@[x]
_________

Or Sometime I would imagine

A lion,
A donkey,
And a monkey,
The Lion says to the donkey, "you are strong, but you got no brain".
The Monkey says to the lion, "you are imperialist and powerful, but with fear you rule others".
The Lion says to the monkey, "you are smart, with hypocrisy & cowardice, you survive over the trees and behind the shades".
The Donkey says "Oh sorry, I did not understand you all, could you please repeat?"

Well those are just symbolizing real nations, America, Israel and the Arabs: Lion, Monkey, and Donkey. I hope no one gets offended. time to sleep, i can't share more of my silly imaginations...


Good night dear readers.