Sunday, December 02, 2007

Good Bye Autumn

Green leaves falling
Turning to Yellow and brown.

Trees' branches shrinking
and breaking.

Roses and Flowers withering

The Sun
has fallen shy
While the sky
has gone
and Chromosome.

Appreciate the beauty
Of Autumn
Before Winter
settles in.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Not Warm Enough + AntiN Thought,

Not Warm Enough Yet

News are boring
When the causalities are low
People care about celebrities
When they get nude
and drugs addicted.

See our Earth, coughing!
green house effect
smelly lifeless rivers,
beside dry crops,
dead cows around,
flying crows & vultures above.

A political campaign
for the elites,
Carbon emissions reductions
won't comfort Earth's fears,
...a poor fisherman with an empty boat
In an empty lake,
...a polar bear without a piece of ice
to stand.
...a village flooded without a tiny cloud in the sky
But Bush and Hilary Clinton can't really tell the difference.

And Our middle Eastern crows,
wearing crowns,
Black Majestic knights be their name...!
Digging more black golds
While green energy isn't greener enough
to them.
Chicken and Rice tastes better without them!
Them - the green elements of health....
Their big bellys accept only bloody-proteins
Lucky us
Otherwise, our nation would suffer two instead of one....
Global warming,
and Famine.

MyDaily: Good night dear readers... thanks for reading me and sorry for not being so active.

MyNote: AntiNationalist's thought: Mr.President Around Me...

You know dear readers, when I am home, the most popular word and image I read and see is "Mr.President". On news, Mr.President is eating, Mr.President sent an sms to Another Mr.President, Mr.President missed call King Mr.President of a country concerning about his son gonna-be-Mr.president's health, or congratulating him for his son gonna-be-after-his- sibling-gonna-be-Mr.president-Mr.President. Mr.President is going to visit a country for a meeting held by MANY MR.PRESIDENTS concerning OTHER Mr.Presidents financial problems and their political gang parties and how to donate for them and their wives then maybe-their Mr.Presidents' people whom are ruled willingly since they don't have to vote to no one but ONE!. And then when I go to get a hair cut, or to food place, or hospital, or even play soccer, I always see "Mr.President's Picture" in all sizes...from a Movie Poster size to Pocket size picture. Then I wonder and count the times I've seen Mr.President's pictures in a day, and I've found out that they are uncountable number of times, but I am sure it's more than the word "God" himself. Then when I went to school, first thing I had to do was "Say Good morning to Mr.President" which is actually a national anthem. Then when my first class started at 8am, first thing when I opened my English textbook, which I never knew how to read even one line of it, I unsurprisingly see Mr.President picture smiling at me. Then when the Music class comes - Yes we had one and trust me we only had to drums on the class tables since musical instruments were not available- we had to memorize an anthem about Mr.President and who could not sing along would get beaten up by the music teacher who happened to be Egyptian who disliked his own Mr.President! -
At the end of day, I go home tired, and ask mom about today's lunch, she asks me how is school? I reply with a tired tone "Mom, My school is all about Mr.President's life, my knowledge is so limited that I started to have a belief that my DNA has words and pictures of Mr.President". So mom what do you think of my belief?" she said "Well my son, - I don't think therefore I am!.... At night, I saw all people gathering around the TV, I forgot that today was Mr.President birthday and it's forcibly our national holiday.... I went to bed, thinking I would sleep peacefully, but in my dream fortunately - I did not see Mr.President ... It was the only place I could feel free... When I woke up, I saw my father setting up Mr.President's country flag, I said "Dad, this is not a Mr.President's government building, this is our house" Dad said "Well son, You need to show your loyalty to your country by any mean" I went quiet and said to myself " Well, maybe I should hang up myself on top of it as well, to show how loyal I am to my mental and intellectual suffering & sorrows.... Dad said "Why are you quiet?" I said "Oh nothing, I am just thinking to go to One Cent store to buy Mr.President picture to hang it in my room, kitchen, living room, bedroom, bathroom, and parking lot, just in case the Mr.President government has a doubt about our loyalty" ..sigh... I wanted to become Mr.President someday not to spread my pictures and news all around the country, but to make my people forget that there were once Many Mr.Presidents with many pictures around....

Good night....

Friday, October 26, 2007

Rusted Steels.

He and I by Tom Snadii
He and I by Tom Snadii.
BedTime's Qoute[155]:
"Global warming is destroying Earth because of the careless people on thrones, unfortunately, some of them are even using the issue to win presidential elections" --[x]

The smell of rusted steels,
Reminds me of the prison guard's keys.
It was a sin not to feel
My poor neighbor's hunger and needs.
A child begging for money,
A woman selling her body for less,
A man killing another for an existence,

Bloody acidic brown colors melting
On me,
Society bleeding before thee,
Everyone complains,
But No one acts,
Don't let the royal holy majestic cheap perfume
hallucinate you,
Just follow your omens,
Please Thee,
And don't worry
When you anger "them".

The spirits of nature are within
Protecting whoever serves thee,
The smell of rusted steel fades away
When the child, woman and man
Smell the roses and flowers of my garden.
influenced by [z]

Political Status: peaceful.
Psychological Status: stressed, busy, and happy

MyNote: I have not been here for while, I've been really busy since I also work part time tutoring History, English, and other subjects over night. If any one could fix my blog's background and some other parts of it, contact me, I would be thankful.

Good night dear readers.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

BTQ[154] + Carl Sagan Cosmos.

Kaos by Ali Alisir
Kaos by Ali Alisir.

BedTime's Quote
"Don't ever try to live between Fear and Love, because such a way of living will lead you to hate" --[x] [Social-understanding]

Political Status: Prepared.
Psychological Status: Happy Thanks to Allah

MyNote: Do You know what drives a man like me crazy and sad?, not Love! nor Hate! But the deep painful thought of himself as a worthless single digit number in his government's statistical demographical records that can be subtracted from, multiplied by and divided by, but can never be added to Life except prisons. So many brains are wasted daily in our Arab World...I guess I would prefer the West to do outsourcing on us beside India, better than wasting our genius brains in vain and ancient traditions.

AntiNationalist Thought:
Our Arab World Image Based On Sagan's Cosmos View.

"The old appeals to racial sexual religious chauvinism to rapid nationalists fervor are beginning not to work a new conscientiousness is developing which sees the earth as a single organism and recognizes that an organism had a war with itself, is doomed", The astrobiologist, Carl Sagan said in his show Cosmos: A Personal Voyage. In fact, His book the Cosmos is based on the show. The book is the bestselling science book ever published in the English language. Carl Sagan views on the universe are so astonishing. I might not agree with him in some topics like Religion and the topic of God's existence, he might had been an atheist however he was really a deep genius thinker. His final chapter of his book The Cosmos, Who Speaks For Earth, he wrote:

"…The civilization now in jeopardy is all humanity. As the ancient myth makers knew, we are children equally of the earth and sky. In our tenure of this planet, we have accumulated dangerous, evolutionary baggage -- propensities for aggression and ritual, submission to leaders, hostility to outsiders, all of which puts our survival in some doubt. We have also acquired compassion for others, love for our children, a desire to learn from history and experience, and a great, soaring passionate intelligence -- the clear tools for our continued survival and prosperity.

Which aspects of our nature will prevail is uncertain, particularly when our visions and prospects are bound to one small part of the small planet earth. But, up and in the cosmos an inescapable perspective awaits. National boundaries are not evidenced when we view the earth from space. Fanatic ethnic or religious or national identifications are a little difficult to support when we see our planet as a fragile, blue crescent fading to become an inconspicuous point of light against the bastion and citadel of the stars."

If you think deeply about what he wrote, and look around at your family, your friends, your neighbors, your community and the tribes living within in a a big city surrounded by many small villages...All look united and divided in the same time, friendly to some and hostile to another depending on their nationalistic tribalistic social ideologies.... I guess you'll realize that our Arab World we are living in is just ludicrous.

Good Night Dear Readers

Friday, August 31, 2007


BedTime's Quote[153]:
"The Only way to Heavenly Salvation is to live in and resist the Earthly Hell" --[x]
Political Status: In Peace.
Psychological Status: Hopeful, Happy

Web1: How To wiki. [Very good site teaching you HOW TO stuff].
Web2: When The Muslims Ruled in Europe. [
A Must Watch, Google video].
Web3: What American Universities students know About Islam. [
Video, Muxlim.Tv].

MyDaily: I have been busy, sleep early, wake up early. I am reading some books by Paulo Coelho too. I missed to celebrate our last national holiday, but fortunately, it's easy for me to pick up any national holiday date from the calender it's full of them and with flexible times. Therefore, fortunately today is Malaysia's Independence Day, Trinidad and Tobago's Independence Day, and Kyrgyzstan's Independence Day. And, Tomorrow is Libya's Revolution Day, Uzbekistan's Independence Day, and Slovakia's Constitution Day. Now I am happy, I am going to celebrate six nationalists holidays within two days! or even more If I want to or feel like to.

To be updated soon.

Good Night Dear Readers.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

BTQ[152] +The Absolute Capitalism Failure.

The Fall Of Erroneous Society.
The Fall Of Erroneous Society by nezitiC[x].

BedTime's Quote[152]:

"Many Errors ignored causes many painful steps to walk on." --[x]

"People today believe in Celebrities news more than Politicians and Political Events news" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

MyDaily: I haven't slept much recently, actually I have been having insomnia for more than 2 years now, on and off. In the last 43 hours I only slept 4 hours, and tomorrow I might sleep 12 hours to balance the biological equation E =mc² ! ! ! Good night Dear Readers.

A part of a poem by Aysha Altaymoriah.

تَراني معرضا عن كل ضوء -- فَهَل خاصَمت نور النيرَين
يُنافرني السَنا فَأَفر مِنه -- كَأَن الضوء يطلبني بدين
وَأَجنح لِلظَّلامِ جنوح صب -- دَنا لِحَبيبِه بِالرقمَتَين
جَزى اللَهُ السِقام جزاء خير -- فَقَد هذبنني ونَأَزلن ريني
وَصرت بِما لقيت من اللَيالي-- أَفرق بَين ذي صدق وَمين
حرمت مقاصدي َمنعت عما -- تَميل لحسنه نفسي وَعَيني
اِذا رمت اِنتِشاق الطَيب يَوماً -- وَضعت يدي فوق الحاجبين
وَناهيكَ الطاء سجل كتي -- وَتركي لِلحَديث بحسرَتين
وَقَد عفت الأَساة وَعدت أَرجو -- طَبيب الكون رب المَشرِقَين
الهي سيدي غوثى رَجائي -- عياذي عدتي ومزيل بيني
نعاني أَبيض القرطاس لما -- جَفاني اليَوم نور الاسوَدين
وَقَد جفت دواتي وهي تَبكي -- لما قد راعها من طول أَيني
وَأَقلامي كم انشقت لأني -- حرمت مساسَها بِالاصبَعَين
غَدَوت اليَومَ أَميا وَعَلى -- أَقضى من فُنون الكُتُب ديني
فجهلي عبرة وَالسَقم أَخرى-- وَعَيني قَد أَرَتني العِبرَتَين
فَلَم لا أَنعى بِالحَسراتِ حالي -- وَتَعلو زفرتي لِلفرقَدين

The entire poem

AntiNationalist's Thought:
The Fall Of The Absolute Capitalist Nation.

The Absolute Capitalist Nation creates an absolute society that believes in the seven deadly sins more than its religion and adopts Gluttony and Lust as its lifestyle. Such Nation will fall. Gluttony creates another deadly sin, sloth, and Sloth creates lazy people, as a result, a weaker economy. Lust creates Sick-minded and less enlightening people. Greed creates poverty and makes the gap between poor and rich wider. Envy creates less-united society. Finally, its deadliest sin, that no one of its people will ever realize that can cause its fall is Pride. Pride creates blind-mindedness, people believe in themselves as the best even if it's the opposite in reality causing them to ignore their errors, their errors get bigger and bigger, and their fall will be harder than ever, very dramatic and tragic... Unfortunately this nation exists today.

Good Night Dear Readers.

Monday, August 27, 2007

BTQ[151] +Think Of Who Don't Think.

Children of Pakistan By Ali Khataw
Children Of Pakistan by Ali Khataw.

BedTime's Quote[151]:
"If you have a dream, don't close your eyes and enjoy watching, but start to make it a reality" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

"Every one of us has a story tattooed in our minds to tell, think deeply and write it down with simplicity, publish it to inspire others" --[x].

Political Status: Aftermathical.
Psychological Status: Worried, but Determined


AntiNationalist's Thought:
Think Of those who don't think.

Just think of the world, of its creator and of his creations, take a sand from the desert, look at its tininess and how many years the universe took to produce it, think of the softness of the texture of silk how a worm can produces such a soft touch to be worn by princess and queens, think of the bees in their colonies, communicating like a big human society, a disorder of one follows by another, in the end no miraculous honey for any one and no flower to be pollinated, think of the poor people's happiness and the rich one's suicidal thoughts, think of your heart beats, think of the soul that's held within you, think of its abilities and what it has beyond your visions, think of society and how every small element of it can have a great effect on its future... In the end, think of those people who have never tried to think of the world, of its creator and of his creations, Why did they end up in a way that makes you feel sorry for them.

Good night dear readers.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Arabic Music Role.

The Fall of a Society Part3
The Fall of a Society by nezitiC[x].

AntiNationalist's Thought:
Arabic Music Role in Society.

The West has advanced in all fields of science and arts, while The Arabs have disadvanced in all the fields. Arabs love Arts so much, such as literacy, poetry, and music. Even though they love Arts so much, they are still way behind in it. The West has evolved Arts into many branches and forms. They have opened new fields of Arts. In the opposite site, The Arabs did not learn anything from all these developments from the West, instead they just simply copy it all, just like a copycat.

Especially Arabic Music, which is still stuck between modernization and traditional style. Arabs still stick to the romantic "I-love-you"- "احبك" -"My love"- "حبيبي" lyrical style of music. I've visited the popular Arabic music website, and tried to listen to some Arabic music from all parts of the Arabic world, Lebanon, Gulf, Algeria, Egypt...etc. I clearly noticed that 89% of the songs on the website includes love-related words. Words such as غرام. أحبك. حبيبي. حياتي. متشاق. عيون السود. Translation: [Black eyes, missing you, my life, my love, I love you, in love]. Most of these songs are big hit in The Arabic world. The Majority never gives a second thought about what they are listening to. They never try to question the lyrical contents of such songs, in fact they enjoy it and think they are beautiful. Some might wonder, in fact I do wonder and ask those singers out there "What do your music represent?", their answers would be long I am sure, because I've seen them once giving long explanations about some of their silly-written-lyrics on TV on some stupid Arabic Music TV shows. The answer to my question is simple, it is "Illusions" Yes indeed their music represent unreal world, very emotional world indeed. A world full of love and denial of reality we are living in.

The Arabic Music has no role to shape our society to better. Its only role is to make the Arab listeners more emotional and unrealistic. I believe Music should be used as a strong tool to deliver all kinds of messages to people. It should represent all the images of life from Sadness to Happiness, life to death, war to peace. A Music style that only presents our world in one image, one side, and one angle-view, of emotions should not be appreciated, should not be listened to, should have become so boring long time ago. Unfortunately, the opposite is happening in The Arab World, every day we see new singers on new Arabic music TV channels. 89% of them talk and sing about the same things over and over again. The West has used Music to inspire people, to collect money for donations, to brainwash people, to implant new cultural thought into people, to establish new societies, all for bad and good, but in the Arab World, it's been used over and over again for the purpose of "illusion" and "Romantic heaven of love and broken-hearted people".... I'll go now to listen to Abdullah Balkhar - Jana Alhawa men Zangibar عبدالله بلخير جانا الهواء من زنجبار....Good night Dear readers.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

BTQ[150] + قيثارة التوحيد

BedTime's Qoute[150]:
"The Western Civilization will find Islam sooner or later as a social solution when its social disorders reach its peak, and when its people get fed up with the current materialistic systems. As a result, They'll try to stop their society from decaying. At that point, everything will change, just like the case of the Pre-Islamic Era in the Iberian peninsula and that will cause its rise again to the zenith." --[x].

Political Status: Defensive.
Psychological Status: Hopeful & worried

حدائق ذات بهجة، ذات جمال، ذات نضرة.
فللواحة الخضراء والماء جاريـا وهذه الصحاري والجبال الرواسي

سل الروض مزداناً
سل الزهر والنـدى
سل الليل والإصباح والطير شاديا

وسل هذه الأنسام والأرض والسمـا
وسل كل شيء تسمع التوحيد لله ساريا

ولو جن هذا الليل وامتد سرمداً
فمن غير ربي يرجع الصبح ثانيا
أَإِلَهٌ مَعَ اللَّهِ لا رب غيره، ولا معبود سواه.
الله ربي لا أريد سواه
هل في الوجود حقيقة إلا هو

الشمس والبدر من أنوار حكمته
والبر والبحر فيض من عطاياه

الطير سبحه
والوحش مجده
والموج كبره
والحوت ناجاه

والنمل تحت صخور الصم قدسه
والنحل يهتف حمداً في خلاياه

والناس يعصونه
جهراً فيسترهم
والعبد ينسى
وربي ليس ينساه

A Poem by Abdullah Shams Aldin. عبدالله شمش الدين - قيثارة التوحيد

Good Night dear readers.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

BTQ[149]+ AntiNationalist Thought.

By Gundega Dege
"No title " By Gundega Dege.
One of my Favorite Artist.

BedTime's Quote[149]:
"Everyday I turn on the TV, I realize more that the women status in the World is going down, They are being used as sexual objects like any other item sold in a cheap or luxurious store, they are being human-trafficked to tourists distnations, they are used to seduce customers to buy new products or to brainwash viewers tiny brains through stupid songs featuring other stupid empty brained muscular male singers produced by MTV and Rotana" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Sick but Happy


AntiNationalist's Thought:
Arabs Addiction to Numbers.

With all the wealth, with all the oil, and with all hi-tech technologies available in their countries, rich Arabs and even poor of them are still addicted to the wrong things. Arabs might have created the number Zero, and might have helped in the developments of the science of Numbers, Mathematics. Unfortunately, today Many rich Arabs are willing to pay millions of dollars to buy a single digit number! Some might think this number will help to create a better world for its price! No this number will be only a license plate number... They even have auctions selling those silly single digit numbers. I saw an auction for the number 7, the auctioneer promoting the number said "Who wants to buy number 7, 7 is the number of the days in a week" A guy bet with 3Million Dollars. Other tried to over bet him, He insisted to win the number, eventually he won. He bought it for 3.3Million Dollars. The same guy also bought other numbers for prices range between 100,000 Dollars to One Million Dollars. Maybe Arabs think those numbers give them good luck! or maybe it's easy to find them just in case they get lost in the desert in case of their GPS broke.

They are also addicted to nice looking cell phones numbers. Some even need social connections to get a good cell phone number. They pay from $200-1000 and over to get a nice looking cell phone number. I think they forget that new cell phones have address Book, caller ID, and you can save any number you want no matter how many complex digits it includes. Having long boring number can be ironic to them. When I first had my phone number, my friend mocked my number and praised his! - how ironic and silly our society has become.

While Millions of Dollars are spent daily to buy numbers which won't benefit our societies in any mean, nor they will end poverty and unemployments, nor they will end political conflicts, and stop human traffickings, nor they will make their cars fly or their cell phones talk like any human being. This idea of having simple-easy-memorized-numbers for short-term-memories-Low-IQ-people must end. Otherwise if those numbers are really important to them, then the government should use those numbers to make money out of it to invest it in the society.

Why has our society gone so wrong?
Why can't Nationalist and Tribalists thinkers fix such disorders?
Why can't we look at the world from a bigger picture?
Why can't we compare ourselves to the advanced nations?
While Japanese and Europeans make cars and invent new cell phone technologies, we are busy buying them and paying million of dollars to label our cars and phones with simple single or multi digits numbers...sigh May Allah increase our IQs.

Good night dear readers

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

BTQ[148] + Paradoxical Question.

BedTime's Quote[148]:
"We are the minority, we are in a time and place, where no one really listens to, or understands, or reads us, let's record every single meaningful idea we have, so our next generation can learn from them and evolve our ideas... As a result we become the majority"--[x] [Sociopolitical-Understanding].

"In today's world, To some fathers, a stranger can be more than a son to them, and their sons can be more than a stranger" --[x] [Social-Understanding]


AntiNationalist's Thought:
The Paradoxical Question of The Reason For Who you are.

At a forum, that I am a member of. I read a thread in there titled "You are who you are because?" I don't know why that question is so paradoxical especially to an Arab citizen or a normal American citizen. I don't even know who we are any more. It's either the American media shaping our mind and ideological society, or our totalitarian governments torturing our minds for false confessions for crimes we never committed or to enforce ancient ideas to ensure their everlasting dreams of powers and fortunes. Therefore, my answer to that question in that thread as a sarcastic one as usual, but It was meant to be realistic one as read below:

It's very hard for me to be anyone I want to be. I wanted to be political, they told me the Government doesn't like that. I wanted to be a free thinker, they told me the Government doesn't allow you to say whatever you want you would be in troubles. I wanted to protest, they told me the Government doesn't like disorders. I told them Chinese women are disorders, they told me there's a difference between an employment and a volunteer work. I told them I don't want to adopt the idea of Khanjar-&-dancing-&-celebrating- national-holidays, they told me people would reject you, I told them then could I just wear Khanjar, but celebrate nothing? They told me Then what Khanjar for!? I told them I want to get rid of many of our traditions and social beliefs, they told me "Are you insane?. I told them Could I be insane?, they told me, Yes, You could, but then you had to spend the rest of your life in Ibn Sina Mental Hospital, so I've become insane and happily ever after...

Good night Dear readers.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Mocking Life-System[11]

Second Thoughts By Peter Van Nugteren.
Second Thoughts By Peter Van Nugteren.

BedTime's Quote[147]:
"Regardless of Religions and social beliefs, everyone of us is living for a reason, and the only reason that many of us today are living for is to pass the day peacefully. We keep ignoring and avoiding the daily social sins and errors we see and face to pass peacefully- While the ones on power feed on us slowly like a torture machine that burns our skins to enforce us to confess for crimes we never committed and say out loud- Long Live The king"--[x] [Sociopolitical-Understanding].

Political Status: Offensive.
Psychological Status: Hopeful & Happy forever Inshallah.

Mocking Life-System[11]:
This might be offensive & very generalizing to some. However, it's just to show some negative images of our Arabic Internet World to be mocked. I have written it in Arabic. No Translation. For + Previous Mocking Lifesystem[10].

The Net's Arab Users:

الشعب السعودي مشغول في المنتديات وغرف الشات والتعارف وماشي غيره

والشعب العماني كله محصور في السبلة

والشعب الاماراتي مسكين يريد فليكر

والشعب المصري ينافس الشعب السعودي بشراسة ناوياً المركز الاول

والشعب الليبي مسكين ما عنده خبر انه في انترنت لانه معمر القذافي حاذف كل المواقع إلا موقعه عن كتاب الاخضر صاير مثل الجوجل في ليبيا الهوم بيج للشعب

واما الشعب البحريني مواقعه في النت اكثر من عدد السكان

والشعب الكويتي فالح يحمل افلام ومسلسلات على النت

اما شعوب بلاد الشام محتكرين عالم التدوين العربي وعاملين فيها انهم افهم ناس في السياسة ولكن في الواقع كل مواضيعهم عن فلسطين واكل البندوره

باقي الشعوب العربية بعدها عايشة على قنواتهم التلفزيونية المحلية او على ثقافة الفوضى السياسية على محطة الجزيرة او على ثقافة الانفتاح الفني اللااخلاقي المليئة بالجهل على محطة روتانا واخواتها وعماتها وخالاتها وجيرانها!

واذا البدو دخلوا النت اول شي يكتبون في محرك البحث جوجل وحده من هذي الكلمات التالية
= تفحيط, تخميس, جي تي, ماكسيما, زوائد, موستانج, بعير, صيد , صقور, غزلان, لاند كروز.

الله يعين هذي الأمة الشبة متطورة تحت ظلال الشبكة العنكبوتيه

Good Night Dear Readers...

Friday, August 10, 2007

Apart and United + BTQ[146]

Adopted by Dennis Dixson
Adopted by Dennis Dixson.

BedTime's Quote[146]:
"We must rise to be the change we want to be, every idea we produce must be recorded and rethought of deeply. One Idea can set a billion people nation free. Ideas can be found behind words, between lines, among chaos, on photographs, and also on everything we can't see, but smell, hear, taste, and feel." --[x] [SocioPolitical-Understanding].

"Materialism isn't power, its our weakness that we can't realize" --[x] [Social-Understanding].

Political Status: Extremely Offensive.
Psychological Status: Happy & hopeful.

MyDaily: I will try to post weekly, instead of randomly, daily and monthly. Soon, I will get back to photography.


AntiNationalist's Thought:
The Concept of Being Apart & Ending Up United.

Astronomically, 14 Billion years ago Singularity created the universe, The Big bang theory. Singularity was the seed that created the micro elements of life from an invisible huge dark energy, those elements created stars. Then, stars created planets, planets created moon orbiting around them, while everything rotating around a supermassive blackhole in a galaxy. A galaxy is only a family gathering of many stars, planets, moons, and dark matters among many other galaxies in this vast universe. These God's creatures in the universe started as a single point, and spread wide throughout the vast vacuum of space. Every object goes millions of light years apart from another everyday, no matter how far they get, theories suggest they will end up in one point.

Biologically, a seed creates roots, roots seek water and soils, it creates a tiny leaf, which later becomes a branch, the tree becomes a thick wood, the thick wood holds all the branches, and all the branches hold many leaves. They all start from a seed and go on apart, but still connected to one, and all die when that one dies...leaving dry leaves to be burned by a hot summer or a poor family looking for a warm winter.

For Humanity, such realizations are hard to see without deep thinking and simplified way of living away from all materialism, nationalism, and tribalism. Humanity started from Adam and Eve unless you are a Darwinist. In fact it started from one, Adam, then Eve, then two sons Abel and Cain and two daughters. Then, the family got bigger and bigger, and went apart, the bounds got weaker. Therefore, tribes were born, tribes went apart and also conflicted and fought stupid wars, eventually they created nations. Nations have created civilizations. Civilizations have conflicted each other, created wars. One fell another rose, and the lifetime movie goes on.

Microsocially , We go through the same thing in our daily life, in our families, we grow as brothers and sisters, and end up having our own family that might be apart or close to our parents, eventually we have our own family gatherings weekly, monthly, and annually.

Religiously, religions went apart too, for example, Islam was a religion of one main creed with one school of thought. Today, there are Sunni, Shia, Zaydi, Ibathi, Sufi, , Alawi...ect Eventually according to the Islamic teaching of the Prophet, all will end up as one in the last days of Judgment.

It seems that it's natural thing to be apart eventually due to size, and geographical influences. It's also natural to see everything ends up as one. How can we become one? How can we pave that way to oneness of thought and unity to achieve our goals... I think the answer lies behind those previous words and lines.... Good night dear readers.

Friday, July 27, 2007

UnPaid Bills + BTQ[144]

Another Vision By Kristina Buceatchi
Another Vision By Kristina Buceatchi.

BedTime's Quote
"How can one live in a very confusing society, where right is wrong, and wrong is right. And, when he acts normal he becomes the extreme paranormal creature among the rest because he simply rejects the mainstream cultural and traditional intellects and their Sheiks... Who are believed to be so wise knowing and reasoning from what in the earth's core to what the center of the universe is"--[x] [Social-Understanding].

Psychological status: Normal.
Political status: Very offensive

Unpaid Bills.

My mind isn't useful to anything,
except chaos,
Suicidal thoughts,
Arabs Nation,
Hamas, Fatah & Israel,
Three states solution.

Burning Flags

Collecting muds,
Cleaning streets,
Sunken Cars,
in filthy brown Water,
No Electricity
Only Homeless families,
Gonu hit home...
And No one learned the religious norm.

Extremists Or students,
Confusing Minds,
Twisting News
Kill them all,
Kneeling or Standing,
All the same in front of their government.
A battle inside a Red Mosque.,
To remove a seed,
That was never to be a tree,

Convert, Revert,
Apostate, a hypocrite.
Our social instability is a great victory
To our enemy.

Close Your eyes,
Open them,
You see,
Time stopped a second.
There's no Future,
Ignorance is our tradition & Culture.
There's no plan, no basic structure.
Chaos, a foggy vision,
Of An old Vulture.
Like a Dotted Chromic Screen,
of the Television.
Caused by a broken Antenna,
Or an unpaid Satellite bill.
Just to watch our Addictions,
The media's propaganda.
A solar eclipse creates darkness...
And A cultural eclipse creates ignorance.

While I am in the middle enjoying the view.
You all kill each others for the few!

...Every night,
Same thoughts pop up again.
My memory is useless except for chaos.
..a waste..
History's wrinkles are all over my face....
A plastic Surgery,
Won't help me,
A youthful cultural insurgency is
All we need for ourselves.
Influenced by [z].

MyNote: The Poem, the few in the poem means our leaders.

MyDaily: I have no excuse for not blogging for while. What I wrote above is just a short summary of what has happened in the last few months. Good night dear readers.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

BTQ[144]+ Digging Alone

Chairs by Georgi Iachev
Chairs by Georgi Iachev.
BedTime's Quote[144]:
"It's so sad to see Arabs using the prophet hadith (words) to serve nationalist interests to justify one's country as better than another, and this is not justifying nor helping any one, it's just - politicizing the religion-" --[x][Political-Understanding].

Psychological Status: Dead.
Political status: Offensive.

Digging Alone
Give us peace,
and let you enjoy wars,
Let us free,
and imprison our thoughts.
Kill our insomnia,
And you stay awake
spying on us.
Please Kill our braincells,
and let us live ignorants,
Please don't kill our souls,
We did not mean to offend
Your highness,
Your majesty,
Your mighty power,
Your iron fist.

It was just a state of opinion
from a fable citizen x.
Don't Cut our hands
Because We all bleed the same
We don't ask for your forgiveness,
Because we have a religion.

We only ask for peace,
Not money nor beans.
Take everything we have,
We don't want to live rich,
Leave us poor,

We only want peace,
We promise,
We won't ask for more.
Just make sure,
Our graves are dug well,
and look comfortable for our angels.
Inherit Earth from us,
And live all alone by yourself.
We only want peace...
And I promise,
No one will dig your grave
But yourself.
Influenced by [z].

Note: The poem was written for our Arab leaders.

MyDaily: I'm thinking of Political Fiction[7]. The basic Idea is there, it just needs more imaginations, probably I can get those imaginations from any Indian movie!
I apologize for not really writing anything hmm I mean meaningful. Sometime I consider what I have written so far is not enough. I did not have enough time to think, I've been really sick for 3 years now. It's not Cancer or anything it's something invisible. Anyway that's something personal and I prefer not to talk about it at all.

MyNote: An AntiNationalist's Thought:
The People of One became of so Many In the end of the Protest

I have been visiting some blogs on To be honest, most Arab political bloggers are the same, they copy-paste a lot. Moreover, they don't try to think out of the box, Unity will come when we realize that flags should be burned. I see in my daily life how many Saudis are divided among each others and how most Egyptians and Saudis dislike each others, and how most Indians dislike Saudis and Arabs, and How many Pakistanis dislike Arabs, and how Arabs and Muslims dislike the West, and how the Muslims react emotionally and then violently to any western statement against Islam, and then how those Arabs, Egyptians, Saudis, Indians, and Pakistanis Muslims protest altogether in the same street as one unit, but in the end of of the street and the day they fight and aruge with each others blaming each another for the reason behind the collapse and weakness of their Islamic nation - how ironic...sigh. The two main reasons that make them divided and hateful toward each other are "1st:The Wealth Of One & Poverty of Another And 2nd: Being a Nationalist While being a Muslim who thinks that all Muslim should share the same wealth of one and erase the poverty of another". And, that's just very conflicting ideologies to have in one person.

Good night dear readers.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

BTQ[143] + Silence The Adorers

Landscape by Eon Nicolas
Landscape by Eon Nicolas.

Bedtime's Quote
"Most Arab men today don't have a limbic system in their brains. In other words, they do have it, but it only exists when their sexual desires are in need. Its functions are disabled when it comes to emotions and motivations"--[x] [Psychological-understanding].

Psychological Status: Dead- Apathy.
Political Status: Offensive

Silence The Adorers

There's something,
Behind A door,
That Our Leaders adore.
with a deadly odor.
They can't resist its physique,
Mysteriously behaves and seeks
like a star killing lonely planets
Out in the space,
In a tube to create Lights
to erase our dark nights.
They adore,
A Machine gun,
A land mine,
A Ballistic Missile,
A Nuclear bomb,
Lightens our nights,
Erases the dark,
with its flashing lights...
lock the door,
while they are inside
We don't want to smell its odors.
Silence them, the adorers.
We love the night to be dark,
The Darker,
It is,
The more beautiful
Its Stars are.
Influenced by [z].
Copyright by [x].

Good night dear readers.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

BTQ[142] + Complex Relations + Threatening Democracy!

Silencing The Feminine Energies by Walt Pourier
Silencing The Feminine Energies by Walt Pourier.

BedTime's Quote[142]:
"Communists taught us how to be tight with money, and wide open to weapons.While Capitalists taught us how to be good with money and stupid with weapons, the Arab governments teach us how to be stupid, tight, and bad with both " --[x] [Political-Understanding].

"Crying from inside before even tears come outside is the saddest and most painful moment anyone can experience, especially when tears refuse to come out, and your eyes are left dry and full of sadness. At this specific moment, you become silent, emotional-less, and wish to scream but you can't"--[x] [Psychological-Understanding].

"One of the Nationalist teachings teaches People that everything belongs to them is the best from their king to their accent"--[x] [Political-Understanding].

Psychological Status: suicidal.
Political Status: Active, angry.

Complex Relations

A woman in a red dress,
Holding a child wearing a blue skirt,
Walking on a white street,
Heading to a green tree,
Looking for a man in a black shirt,
behind the tree,
holding a yellow flower.
They are mother and daughter,
the tree and the flower.
And he is the father,
and the street.

Note: The poem, Complex Relations, is just a random writing, I tried to show the relations between family members in a certain environment which happened to be a public park!

What's threatening Democracy is Itself

Alexis De Tocqueville, a great French political prophetic thinker (1805-1859), wrote in his book "the old Regime and Revolution ":
" Because the Revolution seemed to be striving for the regeneration of the human race even more than for the reform of France, it lit a passion which the most violent political revolutions have never before been able to produce. It inspired conversions and generated propaganda. Thus, in the end, it took on that appearance of a religious revolution which so astonished contemporaries. Or rather, it itself became a new kind of religion, an incomplete religion, it is true, without God, without ritual, and without life after death, but one which nevertheless, like Islam, flooded the Earth with its soldiers, apostles, and martyrs."
Tacqueville's words might sound pleasant. However, actually He thought that Islam was injurious to Democracy in his famous book "Democracy in America" which he wrote 170 years ago, and it's considered to be his best work and a very reliable and valuable source for many "Freedom seekers" in the West. In his book he wrote:
" Muhammad brought down from heaven and put into the Koran not religious doctrines only, but political maxims, criminal and civil laws, and scientific theories. The Gospels, on the other hand, deal only with the general relations between man and God and between man and man. Beyond that, they teach nothing and do not oblige people to believe anything. That alone, among a thousand reasons, is enough to show that Islam will not be able to hold its power long in ages of enlightenment and democracy, while Christianity is destined to reign in such ages, as in all others."
He thought that Islam would not last for ages in today's world since he believed it was like any human-made laws that can face errors and would not be able to face the reformations and enlightenments of democracy. However, his blinded atheist secularist statement is indirectly admitting that Islam is more complete religion than any other. And, today, The World has become more Muslim than ever. It might be threatening to those on power, because people like Bush, and many others bloody creatures are not there for Democracy or whatever, they are there to last forever. They look at Islam as a threat because they see themselves as threats as well. In fact, every one is a threat to them as long as one doesn't like their opinions and has power to make a change like how Che Guevara was killed and many other non-muslims revolutionists who opposed imperialism. They weren't Muslims and were still killed. It's not Islam that's threatening so-called Democracy, Mr. French thinker Tocquivelle, but It's the clash between The greedy Minority on power and the Majority with opinions and desire to make a change for a better society. And this leads me to his prophetic quote that he wrote in "Democracy in America" 170 years ago:
"The American Republic will endure, until politicians realize they can bribe the people with their own money"
In other words:
"The American Republic will endure until the day Congress discovers that it can bribe the public with the public's money."
And that's democracy for you Mr.Frenchman after 170 years.

Good night Dear readers.

Friday, April 06, 2007

BTQ[141]- Pain and Suffering

BedTime's Quote[141]:
"Today, Our emotions have become immune to the scenes of wars and bloods in Middle East. Ironically sadly, we start crying after watching a sad Hollywood movie, is it their production so powerful or reality has no influence on us any more?". --[x]

"In Pain and Suffering,
Patience and lessons
can be gained,
and eventually
a beautiful tulip garden
can be smelled,
I cried a lot
before I realized
my life has an end"--[x]

"Every one of us has an idea, at least one idea, if we all record down our ideas before we forget them, we will have a book to publish in the end of our lives, if we just remember that ideas are not for us, but for our generations to come and learn what we had of ideas."--[x]

to be updated soon.

Monday, April 02, 2007


Almost married by Adnan Buballo
Almost Married by Adnan Buballo.

BedTime's Quote[140]:
"Today's inconsistent wide-spread Music, such as Hip-hop, is shaping the world youth's cultures such as clothing styles, social values, and languages. However, One as an individual should never let such things influence his mind. In fact, The only thing that should shape his world is his own open-minded creative visions toward life in accordance to his religion"--[x]

"Three beautiful things could kill you, love, peace, and power. Love is when you are blind by it, Peace is when you forget your enemies, and Power is when you ignore the existence of people and justice."--[x]

Today while I was going to the grocery store I read a sticker on a car, it was a quote by Napoleon Bonaparte, it says "Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich". I disagree or I might agree depending on the religion. However I prefer to rephrase it to "Secularism is what keeps the rich manipulating the poor". Napoleon's quote could be true in the case of the Bolshevik revolution that established the Soviet Union and was led by "atheists" communists such as Lenin. In other words, there was no religion to stop Lenin's followers to murder Tsar Romanov and his family of autocrats. I wonder what would stop Arabs from murdering their rich leaders in the future except America and its allies?!

Good night dear readers.

Friday, March 23, 2007


BedTime's Quote[139]:
"Islam and The West need each others. While Muslims lack Science and Modern Industrialism which can erase their great wide-spread ignorance, the west lack social family values, which respect women and think of Society as a tool to build a better valuable respectful world, not a beneficial materialistic world led by consumists. Therefore, they must learn from each others, and avoid the stupidity of adopting the theory of Clash of Civilization by Samuel P. Huntington. "--[x].

"The people, who contributed and changed society the most, are the ones who walked alone in the beginning with their evolving unfamiliar ideas" --[x].

Psychological Status: suicidal.
Political Status: offensive

Good night dear readers.

Monday, March 19, 2007

BTQ[138] + A Poor Bullet - رصاصة مسكينة

King for One day by Ben Goossens
King for One day by Ben Goossens.

BedTime's quote[138]:
"A successful politician is someone who can give hopes and inspirations to his people except himself"--[x].

"Love & Marry not to be together in a physical world, but to be spiritually connected and to share each another's cup of sadness and happiness"--[x].

"There is always a high wall to climb over to see a beautiful flourished tulips garden"--[x].

رصاصة مسكينة
بوساوس الشيطان
أردتُ الإنتحار
فضغطتُ على الزندان
فخرجت رصاصة ٌ
تشكو من ظلم ِالحكّام
و تشكو من "كثرة الاستخدام"
في إعدام
شعوب الأيتام
فكانت في فمي
برداً وسلاماً
كنار سيدنا إبراهيم
عليه السلام


A Poor Bullet
By the Devil misgiving whispers
I wanted to commit a suicide
So I pressed on the trigger;
A bullet came out
Complaining about leaders
and about "Over using her"
In executing nations of orphans
So it went inside my mouth
Cold and peaceful
Like the fire
of the Prophet Abraham
Peace be upon him.
I write the best when I am lonely and struggling plus highly depressed. I sometime think it's a gift and sometime I think it's a social curse or Almighty's test on his loyal ones. Maybe sailing to the end with nothing is better than sinking in the middle of the Ocean with many things. A frozen rose might be scentless, but it's still interesting and mysterious to look at its preserved red colors underneath the frozen crystal ice flickers. Or, maybe a fresh rose attracts more bees while the frozen scentless one does none, one can inspire me while the other can make me thankful at least.

My Visitors counter hit 10,000 ! interesting. I hope the 10,000 became Anti-nationalists as well !

Good Night Dear Readers.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

A Press of Button + BTQ

Bandit Queens by Nadeem Khawar
Bandit Queens by Nadeem Khawar.

Bedtime's Quote[137]:
" I have seen many art forms in my life time, but I have never seen the ones inside the Arab governments' prisons" --[x]

A Press of Button
To start a nuclear war,
Then regrets,
Then keep pressing
To close the doors.

One Penny to save
A Child,
And One Million to build
A Tank.

A Drop of Devil's Tears
Beholds An infectious Lethal breath.
It needs no Scientist
To Invent a disease,
But It needs everything
To think of peace!

Keep pressing
To close the doors,
The Political Plague has found its way
To Iran...
And to the Saints next door
Underneath the kingdom.
Protected by the Black Bishop
That carries an Eagle
Of wars
Influenced by [z].

MyNote: A Press of Button is about Iran, Gulf states, and The west conflict on the Nuclear power issue...etc Good night dear readers.