Clashes of Thoughts

The clashes of thoughts remain the same
within myself.
Trying so hard to beat the system.
The System of globalization
Against
The system of myself.
My brain....
Half White..
Half Black...
Black is taking over.
Spreading slowly.
A white spot left alone.
Waiting for the moment
To beat the system.
This is how I am and many others now.
Completely in a chaos.
Lost ideologically.
Trying to adopt to nothing
But...
my own ideological system of life.
This is the only thing that...
Spreads depression within me and them.

wrote this fast before my laptop turned off again...plus i had a break.